Do you believe the guy you are with now will be your partner till the end?
Or you knew you will be single from now on?
Why is it so hard to find a gay partner in this life? haha
That is the question I asked most of the time.I'm not that desperate to have one at this point, but think about it, its really hard!
Maybe a hook up was easy but someone who will love you.Nah!
I've been with a few serious relationships before,but still, we end up separated or hating each other. I don't wanna put here how many, but enough for me to look back and smile for some memories when I'm alone and feeling nostalgic hehe.
I even save some photos and videos of them on one special memory card and just insert it on my phone or computer when I feel like watching them, some videos are wholesome some are naughty! Like us kissing or goofing around the motel room and more haha. So if I misplace or lost that memory card it will be a complete scandal!
They said you don't go looking for love, it will find you.Just wait. But is this true? What if I turned 50 and gray and still waiting???LOL
Pao and Randall are so vocal on how they felt about me, but why cant I just like them too the way they like me?
Its ironic don't you think? You like someone and yet he don't like you, and there's some guys who likes you but you don't like them!Waaaaaa!
Being gay in this world is so complicated!
There's a lot of single gays out there and yet we still cant find the right one.
Maybe more singles than in a relationships.But why?
Maybe we're too choosy?
We set our standards so high that nobody qualifies?
Physical looks matters first before we get to know whats inside?
But I've seen some gay couple where the other one is cute and the other belongs to the average level.Some might think they are not a great match. I just thought to myself, maybe the average-looking guy is really special that the cute guy never minds whats on the outside of his partner.
I'm just thinking, now that I'm here in the Philippines were there are too many Filipino gays and still cant find the right guy what more if I'm in Qatar!!!!I might be single there for three years or more!
Well if that will be the case, I'll just focus on work and not think about it, maybe through that who knows there's someone might bumped into me unexpectedly and will be my love.
A patient of mine...
A doctor from my hospital...
Or a co-employee....
Or ambisyosa lang ako!LOL