Deep Inside

I stumbled upon an old folder of mp3 files on my laptop and I rediscovered this song once again...

I listened one more time, and I smiled... yeah I smiled. It was bitter-sweet hehe, even though I'm alone in the middle of my dark room, I sang along with its lyrics...typhoon falcon was pouring its heavy rains outside. But I didn't mind. At least no one would mind...as no one would care...

I thought to myself, if someone would open my heart and listen to its voice...its screaming...its lonely...and begging for someone to hear what its gonna say... burried deep inside its veins, its arteries, its valves and its two large ventricles...

I guess this song best describes what's inside of it...

"Still I believe...
I'm missing something real.
I need someone
Who really sees me...

Don't wanna wake up alone anymore
Still believing you'll walk through my door
All I need is to know it's for sure
Then I'll give... all the love in the world"


--All The Love In The World by The Corrs

cheesy....I know!!!LOL

Hay, love why are you not goin' my way? don't skip this road again, will you? chos!!!

Ulan kasi ng ulan, kaya nag iinarte tuloy ako! hahaha!

Let Go Already

I fulfilled one of my new year's resolution today : I will reconcile with the people that I hate,cursed,made me feel bad,or anyone that I have a grudge on and vice versa by sending them messages of Peace!WOW!haha. The message said:

"Hi,its the new year,and I wanna start my year right by not having any bad feeling towards anybody in the past.Happy new year to you and have a nice day!"

It came from my heart.Really!Seriously! I don't have any bad feelings anymore with those people that I thought hurt me including friends and ex boyfriends. I don't talk to them due to bad history but it doesn't mean I still hate them or something.I'm not like that,because I don't wanna have a heart ailment soon or something!haha. Yun bang mamatay sa sama ng loob! By this message its like telling them I'm fine with them already. We can be friends again.Or have a simple conversation with you already blah-blah-blah.

And if they don't reply and acknowledge my way of doing the first move to talk and don't feel the same way towards me,I don't mind.These stuff are for me.For my own personal peace of mind. It's like letting go of the bad feelings and start anew. To feel light.I ts like flying without carrying heavy baggage. If they want to carry those heavy things inside their hearts,then let them be.hehe.Ciao!