Showing posts with label emptiness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emptiness. Show all posts

June 10, 2009

At The End Of The Day...


Met with friends at the mall, its always fun seeing them.We talk about anything, everything like there's no tomorrow. The laughters are endless. We don't care about what others think of us! We're just happy!

Partying like an animal. Bright lights. Great foods. Loud sounds. Dancing till the break of dawn.

Going to work. I love my work. It gives me purpose. Meeting many people. Meeting many patients that some are friendly and some are "not". Some are discharged some are not so "lucky". Work keeps me busy. Its fun.

Dinner with family.I love my family. Chatting while we have dinner is priceless. Or even while watching TV together are all great moments.That will forever be treasured.

Went inside my room

Sat on the bed for a while

The lights are out

No more party music

No more laughter

No more busy work

No more co-worker, no more friends

All there is silence in this dark space

This is my reality...no matter how happy I was earlier

At the end of the day

It's still me.

Just me.

Emptiness.

Loneliness.

(Sorry feeling "emo" tonight hehe)