Showing posts with label kilig. Show all posts
Showing posts with label kilig. Show all posts

January 5, 2011

My Shy Guy


I spotted him many weeks ago, a new staff nurse at the cardiac unit. I noticed the way he talks, the way his hand sways as he walk by, he is too silent, too shy... all led to my conclusion. He is gay.

And I like it! LOL

Let me call him hmmm, what shall I call him that's very close to his name...hmmm, alam ko na...Hardy...

Toink!!!

It was not my area, at that time I was covering pediatric ICU, but it didn't stopped me for dropping by at the cardiac ICU. To hell with protocol! LOL

Well, my friend allowed me to be there and helped her anyway. Who would refuse some help right?

"I know why you're here!" she said with accusation

"I just wanna help you, I've finished early on my area!"

"Oh come on! He's on that side! Go on and flirt with him! You slut!" she was laughing while walking out on me.

I saw his patient, I took our folder and start checking the settings on the machine. I occupied his table so that he has no other choice but to say "excuse me" and come closer to me when he need something on his paper works! I did take my time. Took longer than it should be. I need to talk to him even with just a few words!

"Sir, his nebulizations are on hold because he is currently tachycardic..." he said. OMG! he was the one who actually spoke first! *fainting*

"But his cardiac rate is not that high now naman a, what is your base line bah?" I asked with a serious tone. I looked at his face while waiting for an answer. Surveyed his face actually. He is really cute. Moreno. lalake'ng-lalake ang dating...Those lips..hay...I wanna kiss them...

"ah.." he flipped his charts and looked for the vital signs record. It took him a while. I noticed he was unsure what to say to me. OMG, I didn't mean to scare him...nagpapa-cute lang ako sa tanong ko! LOL

Bago pa nga siya... I thought.

Many times I attempted to see him, but he was too shy. Hardly talks to me. Kainis! mapapanis laway ng ka-date nya! feeling i-date nya ko?hehe

The other day, I was assigned on the emergency room on the ground floor but I still managed to visit him at his unit at the 6th floor! lufet ko nakarating ako dun!

Nagagawa nga naman ng pagla-landi...

Once again, I pretend I was busy checking our files on his table. He was on the other side, I know he is waiting for me to finish, but damn, I took longer than usual and he still didn't talk to me! What's with this guy! grrrrrrrrrr! usok na ilong ko!LOL

He was going in and out of the room, as if he's really avoiding me...shit, I'm already rejected? hahaha. One pinoy dialysis nurse was also on the corner of the room and he was the one who tried to make a conversation with me. I noticed his bangs, too much effort on styling, too gay, I thought.

He was nice though. By the way where is Hardy???! hmmp! In my frustration, I left the area and started walking out of the ICU. A few meters after I closed the doors, I looked back, I don't know, I just looked back...

and there he was...

standing...

looking at me...looking at me?!

Shit!I caught him looking at me...

taena!!!!

He did look at me while I was on my way out!!!
(hinahatid nya ko ng tingin???feelingero na din ako?hahaha)

*kilig*

I took the lift with a wide smile on my face...Yes!!!

August 16, 2010

Walang Gaguhan


I have a bad schedule at work this week and due to time differences, me and Clayton had a hard time catching' each other online like we used to do for the past weeks since I arrived here. Though we text every day, but we like online chat better.

He suggested he would wake up at 4 in the morning, Philippine time, its 11pm here. But I told him its so unfair on his side. But he insisted. So i just told him to make it 5am there, that would make 12am here.

I felt bad about him waking up on a Sunday morning soooo early haha!

But you know what? Its kinda make me feel special...ayayay!

May kilig factor!

Sweet!

He had his first paycheck and he was so excited telling me how much he earned and I'm proud of him. Told me he gave half to his mom and the rest he will save at the bank...

"I'll be saving up so that when you come back next year, I will be treating you to anywhere you wanna go, anywhere you wanna eat without you spending a single penny..." he said

That gave a smile to my face. He deserves everything that's happening on his life right now, his loving family, great friends, new job, and having me!!! toinks! haha

"If someone fall out of love, or got tired of the other, or met a new guy...please let the other guy know, OK?" --me

"Yeah, that's what I want too, to tell it straight, walang gaguhan...(no cheating) I want an honest relationship." he answered.

I had that conversation with him because let's face it, we are miles away from each other, though we love each other, we never know what might happens next...or someone will come and suddenly you don't love your boyfriend anymore, though its tragic but, what to do?

"I think its you who would get tired of me first" I teased

"Really????you have your Brian! Is he courting you, anyway? Tell me...seriously?" he asked

"No. I told him I'm happy with you." I assured him

"I got a feeling he will try to take you from me...I just feel it." he continued. But I tried to convinced him Im not going to waste what we have just like that.

"You love me?" --me

"Yes. Too much. As in uber." --Clayton

"Hahaha. You're good now ha! nabobola mo na ko!" --me

After two hours:

"Go to sleep Mac, you need to rest! Stop chatting with anyone else" --Clayton

"You go ahead. I'll sleep at 4 o'clock...hahaha" --me trying to annoy him. I'm not really chatting with anyone else aside from him. He's worried that I might flirt with some gay guy and he's jealous hehe.

"Potaena matulog ka naaaaaaaaaaaaa!(F*ck! go to sleep!!!!) Do you want me to beat you?! enough chatting Mac. I'm serious please stop chatting. Go to sleep its 2am already." --Clayton

"yeah, yeah, I will log out now, but you go ahead first..." I was really laughing while typing those words. I knew he is really annoyed.

" ..|.."

he sent me that instead. Fuck you sign. hahaha!

"lets sign off together, nowww!"

"OK, OK!"

Don't tell him but, I didn't sign off

just clicked "invisible mode"

*wink* wink*