First Month Of Many To Come

Today is a special day for us, even though we're miles apart, but it doesn't stop us from loving each other.

Thanks to technology and so glad we live on the 21st century or else we would be stuck on snail mails instead of emails, web cam, cellphones, and chats (add porn too!LOL).

I never thought we could have the mutual feeling towards each other, its like only yesterday whenever I read your blog, how you loved or being hurt by your partner that my heart aches and jealousy was eating me alive and wishing I was the one loving you and the one you love.

I felt your pain, and wished I was beside you and let you cry on my shoulder...

I wished that I was the one drying your tears when ever you are hurt...

Gonna tell you everything is alright...and kiss you goodnight....

But you're mine now...after a year of secretly loving you...

Don't care what they're gonna say, I am gonna be so selfish and bury you deep inside my heart so that you will always be close to me to feel my love, that no one can take you away from me...

I love you EDC...

I love you "my bleeding angel"(click to see his blog)

Happy 1st monthsary...

(Nyahaha sobrang cheesyyyyyy LOL! wait, I posted the song he usually sang for me, that has become our theme song hehe)

"I hope you don't mind that I put down in words, how wonderful life is, now you're in the world....."

Bleeding

My cursor brought me to you,

To your story...to your life

You were in a lot of pain and heartache. A long distance relationship, a love faded away...

I just read one entry and didn't realized I was becoming impatient when will you write another entry...

I felt your pain, I wanna comfort you...

I wanna say hush, everything will be alright...

You moved on, we became online friends, we talked a lot. Its been a year, I was happy. I saw the changes on your blog, the sad blogger no more.

Someone made you happy. I felt your happiness. I was jealous.

Your topic are mostly about HIM and how you love him, I wished and hoped he'll never make you cry. There was this feeling of pain in my chest and a thought: why didn't you wait for me. You'll be happy with me instead of him.

But you were happy...I felt it.

I kept it inside. Secretly, I had this plan of stealing you from him. But I'm such an angel that I couldn't do it...Toinks!

I didn't say anything, I supported you and wished you two well.

You faced a big challenge last year and you held on, you strive...I was so proud of you

I prayed that God will help you and guide you. But maybe He has another plan for you. You lost your job and you'll be separated from your LOVE once again...it would be another long distance relationship...History repeating itself.

I know you're scared, I felt it...I wanna comfort you once again and give you my shoulder ...

(teka putulin ko abot ko sau LOL!)

When you're home and he's out there far from you, I called you many times and hoped by calling (I could steal you from him...kidding!) that I could lighten' your gloomy feelings...

You're sad...you're hurt...you felt betrayed...the love you once have abandoned you....

I felt your pain...I wanna kill HIM for you.

(gamitin ko tsani, bunutin ko isa isa buhok niya sa ilong!LOL)

I was worried for you, I didn't realized I have this great feeling inside of me that wanted to protect you. I wanna carry you to a safe place where I could shelter you from harm and pain...

You're trying to fix your heart and slowly picking up the pieces together.

Life is far more exciting and fun than waste it on sulking and feeling sorry...look around, life is beautiful...

You're up and ready again...
I felt it...once again, I am happy, my bleeding angel.

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Hep hep hep! this is not a love revelation of some kind ha! I'm just concern about him! that's all. Charrrr! haha