Haba Hair (part 2)

This is my actual picture LOL.My bora look!haha.Ganda ko!

Before anything else guys,we havent met yet hehe, lets call him RR, but we saw each other at webcam.So far its been fun having him around to chat.Filling my boring night with excitement and hope(?) for a change. Im only concern about the age gap...he's only 12 LOL! kidding aside he's 20 years old.Studying at manila,he's in photography,kinda waiting for him to ask me to pose nude on his next photoshoot LOL!( tignan ko lang pag di nasira camera nya hahaha)

Going back at the age gap,Im 29 turning 30 and he's 20.Look at that age diffrence!10 years!hahaha.Im already on grade 4 and he's still a baby during those times!Many things to consider if i want this, ofcourse there will be the issue of interest, he may want to listen to hiphop and me "kundiman" LOL! What are my friends going to say?Because so far this is the biggest age gap if ever i have on a relationship.

Well,l ets wait and see.I have to observe first.If he's consistent...consistent enough to prove himself, to prove his words. If how long he'll be.He made me use my cell again, to text, that I almost forgot how!LOL!. For all I know this would only be for a week if im lucky hehe.But im ready,so many appeared in front of me promising the same thing,I kinda got used to it.If he's like the others,it wont shatter me.Atleast not yet.

Here's some part of our conversation:

RR: nag sasawa ka naba kausap ako?do you want us to stop talking muna tonight?
Mac: if you are sleepy na e
RR: no am not yet sleepy
Mac: but do u want to stop talking tonight?
RR: no i dont want to stop talking to you. i want to know you.
RR: kung malapit lapit ka edi na invite na kita mag dinner and stuff
Mac: hahaha diner agad ha
RR: gusto kitang makausap tska baka mammya di na kita maabutan ulit

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Mac: wait your still reading my blog?haha
RR: oo! Hahaha.me mga helpful bits eh
Mac: helpful saan?
RR: andun ung mga lists ng gusto mo sa isang guy and stuff
Mac: hahaha kala ko naman kung ano
Mac: an daya ako wala references!LOL
RR: you can ask me.you already know na i want you eh ,you wont regret holding on to my promise
RR: eto ang balak ko,kung maging tayo, yehey. you'll see why mahal ako ng mga naging bf ko till now.
RR: kung hindi, you'll find the bestest best friend in me.am not the usual guy out there Mac
RR: i promise to mac that i wont hurt him and that he'd never regret knowing me.
Mac: naks hahaha
RR: set na ako, i dont need time to know if i should take you seriously or not
Mac: let's meet first ok bago ka magsalita ng gayan hehehe
RR: kaw nalang ang hinihintay ko, lets bond and I'll make sure na you'll like me
Mac: then i'll put love potion on your drinks lOL

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RR: coz i already like you. i dont need a year or a month or a week to know that. magpapaliguy liguy ako kung di ako sure. kung sketchy ung kausap ko eh hindi ka naman sketchy eh
RR: Mac i like you. the way you are, the way you will be. i like how you express yourself. i like the way you think. i like the way you act.
RR: words do lie but you're a great liar if you're that consistent sa blog mo.
RR: hey Mac if i may ask how do you feel right now at this moment?
Mac: ...hopeful (talande!haha)

Top And Bottom:Which one?

Which role in bed do you preferred best?topping or bottomming? I have always been a top,since I discovered gay sex,I don't know,I just don't like being the bottom and my sweet ass is still a virgin till now!LOL. Its freakin painful one time I inserted my finger on it and i don't like it what more if a 6inches dick is on it?! I might break and bleed!kidding!

Since we have the same biological structure,this is usually an issue to most gays.I read from somewhere that the role in bed reflects one's personality,that gays who do the "topping" assumes the role of being the dominant one,he is the man in the house in a relationship and the "bottom" is the one that is more submissive,he likes to be dominated,he likes to be the "housewife".

But what about those gays who preferred to be "versa"?I think they are GOD!!!!hahaha.Imagine they could do both,this is the most flexible role ever,you wouldn't have a problem if you found a guy who strictly plays top and bottom,like me.Because for me,when I'm chatting and looking for someone to meet,the question of "are you top or bottom" are always there...and you would tell you're top and he's top too,then its the end of your conversati0n,goodbye Mr.Nice Guy already.

Its really a disappointment for me especially if the guy is nice and I like him and the only problem for us to be together is the role in bed.I've been with a top boyfriend too in the past and we did just fine.I'll tell you about it in my next post.