Today is a special day for us, even though we're miles apart, but it doesn't stop us from loving each other.
Thanks to technology and so glad we live on the 21st century or else we would be stuck on snail mails instead of emails, web cam, cellphones, and chats (add porn too!LOL).
I never thought we could have the mutual feeling towards each other, its like only yesterday whenever I read your blog, how you loved or being hurt by your partner that my heart aches and jealousy was eating me alive and wishing I was the one loving you and the one you love.
I felt your pain, and wished I was beside you and let you cry on my shoulder...
I wished that I was the one drying your tears when ever you are hurt...
Gonna tell you everything is alright...and kiss you goodnight....
But you're mine now...after a year of secretly loving you...
Don't care what they're gonna say, I am gonna be so selfish and bury you deep inside my heart so that you will always be close to me to feel my love, that no one can take you away from me...
I opened my mail on the night of August 1,2009 and this is what I read:
Hi I am new here and I found your website. Hope you can help me find some friends and places to go out and meet gay guys
My reply:
Are you a Filipino too?
His second email August 3,2009:
Sorry for the delay, I still have some Internet connection problems. No I am not Filipino, I am Italian. Ciao Bellisimo
Me:
oh hello!how u doing?is gay scene in Italy not that open?u having a problem getting a date there?
--because stupid me,I thought he is still in Italy haha!
He replied again August 4,2009:
I've been living in the____ for many years and absolutely no problem to get dates there. The problem seems here. As I told you I just got here and I have no clue about anything. I tried to surf Internet but a lot of web sites are inaccessible. Where gay people go? There is any place where they meet? Or is completely no no. Please let me know. I will be off this Saturday maybe we can meet somewhere if you want. Un bacio e grazie
I copied his email address and added him to my messenger, after an hour he accepted and the chat begun...
I found him interesting to chat with, I never noticed the time spent talking to this foreign guy.I had fun, I was smiling and giggling most of the time....especially when he told me he got lost every time he drives his car to go home from work since he isn't familiar with the roads yet.
"How you doing?" I asked
"I'm doing good,but lonely" he said
We asked for each other's picture and...he is so cute haha! (flirty me!LOL)
"Let's go somewhere tonight! have a drink on one of the hotels, if I don't get lost haha" he said out of nowhere. I don't know what to say to him after that, because the invitation was so sudden, caught me off guard!haha.
"Hello, are you still there?" he said after a few sec " so are we going out tonight?I haven't been out since I came here".
I made an alibi and said I'm too lazy to go out and besides I'm too afraid to go out with someone I just met online!haha i have heard many stories about foreigners doing bad thing to Pinoys or Pinoys being rape!LOL
"Or we could go to the souk (market) to have a drink like refreshments somewhere.So we are going out or not?or you want to come to my place?or you want me to come to your place?"
I almost fell off my chair!haha he is so fast!Now I'm thinking he wanted sex! I told him I can't, and chat is so much better at this moment. But he insisted on going out and that he has no one to go with...he made me feel guilty that he hasn't taken his dinner yet thinking we will go out.
"or how about tomorrow?I want to go to the beach!I want to see the desert"he said. And I almost became hysterical when i heard the word desert haha that's where they rape those Filipino guys!LOL
"What are we going to do tomorrow?are we going out for lunch?tell me what time should I pick you up"
