A Blessing

Last night at christmas eve, we were at the dining table and having our first noche buena together after 3 years of me being away and spent my holidays in the middle east. Though, i get my vacation yearly, this is the first time that I am home the whole december. Swak sa pasko and new year. Di ba, san ka pa! LOL

Our table was filled with my favorite foods (crispy pata, roasted chicken, hamonado, carbonara and my all time fave Crema de Fruita) and laughters and endless conversations especially when some of my cousins joined us.

These moments are the ones that I missed most nun dun ako nagpapasko at bagong taon sa middle east. Precious. Hopefully, next time, my mom would be here too. Siya nalang kulang. She's in Dubai. Pahirapan pa tumawag kagabi, kaazar lang!

I have a lot of things to be thankful this year. Una na dito ay ang recovery ng brother in law ko, na isang cancer survivor, last chemo na nya nun November and I am glad na nakasama siya nun nag coron, palawan kami for four days, i saw happiness in him na according to my sister ay matagal niyang di nakita. second ay ang pagiging strong ng sister ko to handle all the stress ng pagkakaroon ng asawang may malubhang sakit ay hindi siya nagpatalo. I salute her.

And kahit medyo nahirapan kami this year ay andito pa din kami, nakaraos, masaya at sama sama. At sa mga kaibigan na tumulong at dumamay.

Thank you Lord.

Merry Christmas everyone :-)

I Survived on Christmas!

Christmas eve went well last night, as you all know I was on duty, and I'm here at Doha, we are in a hurry to start working so that we could finish early before 12am and eat together at the department, but there are many enemies...the nurses!LOL asking so much of us, pls do this, pls help me with this, pls check patient is desaturating, there's new doctor's order blah blah blah and before I know it, ITS ALREADY 1:00 am!fuckkkkkkkkkk!

But anywayz, we still manage to have a great time, yummy foods, some music and some good talks and laughs. I'm glad I'm on duty instead of being off and just stayed home all by myself (teka, kanta yun a LOL).

My sister is killing me when she told me they're having crispy pata, cakes, buko salad, carbonara etc. I miss pork!!!!!!!! (does dick counts as pork?LOL)

Anyway, I need to go to sleep now, still night shift later.Yeah I know, I'm just going to sleep this Christmas, hooo-hooo how exciting!!!

Merry Christmas to all of you guys!

Will I Be Lonely?

Christmas is just around the corner, and I know everyone must've been busy, excited, doing their own shopping, gift buying, it could be so much fun...except that, I am not there. I am in a foreign land...Qatar.

Although, they said Christmas is just a date, and I am usually at work during the 24th and 25th since I am a practical guy having double pay during the holidays! But now, it would be different, I am not there. I am in a foreign land.

I don't know what to feel, or to expect, will I be lonely? will I cry? parang di bagay sakin ang emo!LOL

I am scheduled to work at night shift tonight till the 25th, we might just bring foods on Christmas eve, we are junior staff so we are the one supposed to be on duty. You know, seniority. I might ask my sister how to do carbonara, or I might buy blueberry cheesecake.

This would be my second Christmas as a single gay guy on the planet. I don't know, till when...I know everyone says its alright to be single, true, but its much better if someone's there to first greet you or would want to celebrate it with you, one who would return the love you give him.

I miss that feeling.

I have so much love to give and I don't know why they don't want it...LOL!

I wanna feel what love is again...can you show it to me?

wait, is that a line from a song? haha

Anyway,

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

Its Christmas Eve Yehey!

I did my christmas gift wrapping this afternoon and I had a great time doing it! Its was fun knowing that my godsons will love it and I cant wait seing their reaction when they opened it hehe.Im so excited about this christmas eve,we've invited our cousins to celebrate with us and tomorrow Jo will come here at our house and we will spend some time with this special holiday after all christmas is about the one you love and for kids too!