Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts
Showing posts with label hope. Show all posts

December 8, 2010

On Finding Real Love


I am single again, well, what else is new, that's what my sister and tons of my friends told me when they saw the changed status from "in a relationship to single" on my face book account.

"Why you have to break up with him now, you should have waited till he send his christmas gift to your nephew!"

Toink!!!

Oh di ba, worried sya na nawalan ng regalo mula kay clayton yun pamangkin ko! saya noh?

I wanna stitch up my sister's mouth for being so insensitive!LOL

I am glad i have many friends to cheer me up when they know Im going through tough times like this.

"Im sure you will find another guy in no time..."

Grrrrrr!

But I don't want to collect boyfriends after another... that's too tiring...I hope the guy that will come this time will be my someone for good...

Someone that could stay through tough times and still hang in there...I know Im not perfect, I also have my flaws, I am also struggling to be a better me, but I need someone who could stay with me no matter what... I think that's the essence of true love.

I always feel envious with guys who could stay for many years and still remains happy, that's what I want for my self...

So, maybe for now, this christmas, I have to be in the company of my friends and wait till that special someone comes along and bring me happiness once again...

Who knows, one day he will come knocking on my door and swept me off my feet!hehehe

I hope not for long. (demanding much?)

*wink*wink*

March 20, 2010

One Day Soon


I am blessed with some of the good things in this world.

Only one thing that is missing in my life...

You.

Is it too selfish to pray to have you? Will our creator thinks that I asked too much? is it true if your successful at your respective careers, it is to expect your love life would suck? That you cannot have it all?

Oh, I wanna come home right this moment and give him a big hug, been longing to kiss the side of his lips before I could take them fully with my own lips...

I hope fate could give us the chance to be together...the guy that I have been praying for all my life, the guy I know who could love me, and I could love till our hair turns gray...

I could only hope and dream of you each night on my side and say: No matter what the day turned out to be, good or bad, whenever you open that door, I will be forever someone you could come home to.

One day soon.