Si Bok

Nag vibrate ang phone ko. I opened and saw his message.

Good Morning Mac.

He sent from whatsapp messenger. I was on night shift and its 4 in the morning. Nagtaka ako, why he's up this early.

I said good morning too. Ang aga mo nagising a...

I call him Bok. Sometimes BOK-BOK. Ang cute lang pakinggan di ba? hihihi. We've been seing each other for a week now. Halos every other day nagkikita kami, sometimes at my house sometimes we're dining elsewhere.

Ako nag bansag sa knya ng BOK BOK. He asked why. Sabi ko kasi may friend ako dati na kapareho ng name niya yun brother nun. I always like the sound of it.

E ikaw ano tatawag ko sa yo? he asked.

E di MacMac!

Andaya mo! ang ganda ng sa yo, sa akin BOK BOK???????

Wag ka na kumontra! pandidilat ko pa. LOL

He's tall and moreno. Tinitingala ko siya kapag kinakausap ko. Just like my type. And its fun being around him. Its so light kapag kausap ko siya. I like his personality nakakahawa ang mood niya. Makulit na nga ko. Mas makulit pa siya. Yun sabog. LOL

What time is your out from work? I said 6:00am.

Send me a message when you reach home. I asked why.

I am preparing your favorite food. Ginataang hipon with kalabasa. I'll drop by your house to give your breakfast.

Seriously? I asked. Honestly I was flattered. This is the first time that a guy Im dating actually cooked for me. Kaya pala he slept early and was up at 4:00.

Kinilig ako. Promise. Effort na itetch.

Kaso something came up. I had to drop by at the German Embassy after my shift. Was able to get home at 10:30am. Naawa ako kay BOK.

He hugged me and gave me a quick kiss on my lips as soon as i closed the door.

Kain ka na... he said.

The ginataan was so good. Muntik ko na maubos. He was sitting beside me at my dining table and watching me eat. Nakakamay pa nga ako. Namumulaklak sa kanin ang mga daliri ko. LOL wala ng hiya hiya noh. Sa ganitong mga pagkakataon mas masarap magkamay.

Tsalap naman ng luto...sabi ko pa.

Siyempre. Ako pa. Nakangiti niyang sagot. May halo pang pagpapa cute na smile na mukhang tanga.

Tumambay muna siya sa room ko habang nood ng movie. He likes to smell my neck. He's a hugger too. He likes to hug me from my back...

"Dapat talaga may kudkod pa ng etits pag yayakap?" tease ko pa nun maramdaman kong dinidiin nya etits nya.

"Kudkod talaga term mo? ano yon niyog?" natawa pa siya.

Humarap ako sa knya and kissed his lips. Keber na sa ginataang hipon sa lasa ng bibig ko. LOL He carried me to my bed and lie on top of me. Still kissing my lips. Medyo hirap ako sa ganitong position. Im used to being in control when I kiss someone. hahaha #controlfreak lang? chos

The kiss was getting deeper when I opened my eyes to check on him while kissing me. I wanna cheat lang ganyan. Natawa ako sa nakita ko. Di ko napigilan. Inokray ko itsura nya.

"Bakit ka ganyan humalik. parang pusit yang nguso mo kung gumalaw habang humahalik?" Ginaya ko itsura niya and pinakita sa knya.

Sa sobrang tawanan namin tumayo siya at halos gumulong sa sahig hawak ang tiyan kakatawa.

"nakakainis ka! ang romantic na nga ng moment natin e sinira mo!" nakangiti niyang sumbat.

"siya lika na dito hug kita ulit..."

One more hour and he left. I have to sleep pa kasi since galing akong night shift. He came back nun gabi and sinamahan ako mag dinner.



-alam ko medyo bitin ang kwento haha. next time na yung iba. but to all the guys I've dated recently siya medyo promising. So lets wait and see.

*wink*

Waley Pa Din

I've been dating lately and I must say, I have no luck in finding HIM. Nakakapagod din ha inpernez. Now ko lang narealized, medyo madami na since I came back here in the middle east last January. LOL

Hindi naman ako pihikan, infact ang baba na nga ng standards ko kaya! tseh. Importante kasi ang pakikipag date, dito mo makikilala ang isang tao if compatible ba kayo or what, ofcourse hindi naman makikita yun sa isang date lang, so the longer na nagkakasama kayo, mas lalo nyo makikilala ang isa't isa.

Share ko lang ang ilan sa mga naka date ko at masaklap na sinapit nito. ahahaha

HR assistant daw siya.Ok naman siya, medyo slim, at ok ang porma, may issue lang ako nun una, may amoy ang bibig nya....I have to suggest na mag mouthwash siya muna before kissing me ng medyo di nakaka offend. LOL. Medyo nag improve naman eventually, at grabe tong isang toh kapag nagka hard on super tigas talaga!!!!tumatango tango sa tigas! bihira na ko makakita ng ganun hahaha.

Naka ilang date din kami, kaso waley din in the end. Dahil medyo mababa naman sahod nya sa bahay nalang kami madalas. Pero after ilang days, nag inarte. Wala na nga siya pang date sa kin nagrereklamo pa na lagi nalang daw kami sa house ko nagdidinner. Kaloka. Gusto ko sana sabihin, bakit if sa labas tau may pera ka ba???? Ayun niligwak ko na, di ko need ng ganun tao. LOL

Sunod naman ay Pinoy na food crew sa Cinnabon dito, gwapo, makinis, nun makita ko siya sobrang attracted na agad ako sa knya. Gusto ko na tikman agad ganyan levels. LOL. Date kami, nood sine. Kaso nakaka turn off nun magkasama kami andami niya kakilala sa Mall lahat kinausap, lahat dinaanan. Dun daw din siya dati work kaya madami kakilala. Pero alam mo yun mukha na ko tanga. muntik ko na siya iwan sa inis nun.

Sa isip isip ko titikman ko lang siya tonight then good bye na. Kaso putek! tinanggihan ako nun niyaya ko umakyat sa flat ko. Di nya ko bet pala taena! sama ng loob ko! hahaha

Next guy naman, Malaysian siya. Makinis. Pwde na. Kaya lang masyadong bading ang kilos niya for me. hihihi. Natawa lang ako tuwing maaalala ko paano nya hawakan etits ko bigla bigla, nagulat lang ako. Magkausap kasi kami out of the blue dinakma na nya. Kaloka. Di ko siya type. Di ko na ulit kinontak.

Yun isa naman medyo mabigat ang timbang. Mahilig din naman kasi ako sa chubby hihihi. pero gwapo talaga. sales clerk ang work. keri naman basta matino ang work pwde na. I invited sa bahay for dinner one time.Nun naghubad na ng shoes, kala ko yun tinola ang mabaho, yun pala yung paa nya. LOL! After nun first meet up, dumalang na ang chat namin, so I guess di nya ko bet. Move on lang ako.

Next guy I dated was this Customer service guy from a bank. Ok siya kasama, we had a lot of fun together. Inabot kami ng madaling araw sa pagkukuwentuhan when we went out. Sa isip isip ko pwde siya. Mukhang may potential ganyan. at di ko siya nilibre sa date. LOL nakikihati talaga siya sa bills. kaya plus pogi points yun di ba! After a few days parang happy na siya na ganun ganun lang kami, parang walang direksyon kung san ba kami patungo. Hanggang sa mainip na ko. Till now nag aaya pa din siya lumabas labas kami, kaso parang ayoko naman, baka mamaya mo mainlab pa ko sa knya, ako lang talo in the end. hmp

Then there's Gerald from my previous post. (read HERE) after a couple of days panay message niya at tawag na di ko sinasagot. Kung galit ba daw ako sa knya. Kaloka. After niya ako tanungin if pwde maki ride sa credit card ko at tumanggi ako, di siya nagparamdam ng ilang araw diba, so  inassumed ko na nagtatampo na siya. Na ikinainis ko naman, kasi inisip ko ano ba dapat pinahiram ko siya? haller. ayoko nga. Tapos ngayon may gana pa siya magtanung kung bakit daw ayaw ko siya kausapin! I mean ano ba siya? engot? kaloka.

Pinakahuli kong nakadate ay itong 40 year old guy. He's an executive secretary. Tall. Lean. I immediately liked him when I saw him. Sinundo pa nya ko sa bahay at ihinatid pauwi after namin mag date. Soft spoken siya. Sa isip isip ko sobrang good catch na itong guy na ito. He's so nice pa. Sa sinehan pa nga e sobrang dikit kami at medyo nakakaturn on pa pagkiskis ng mga braso namin hihihi. nag good morning pa siya kinabukasan, pero yun ang huling message niya, nun gabi i asked if busy siya. Hindi naman daw. So i guess di siya interesado. I get it. Nadisappoint ako, pero ganun talaga.

Minsan gusto natin, pero ayaw naman sa atin. Yun iba naman gusto ka, pero di mo gusto. haist! ang hirap maging bading!

At bakit madaming mga nagtetake advantage, kala ko mga straight guys lang kaya gumawa ng ganun, yun pala maski mga kafatid na din gow na din sila. Kala ata nila ang dami kong pera! Di naman e! huhu. Isa pang Haist!

Gusto ko lang naman e, yun guy na may maayos na work, stable, yun kaya ako i-date minsan, yun kaya makihati sa bills minsan haha, yung guy na kahit di gwapo pero sobrang thoughtful at mabait...yun may time makipagkita sa akin kahit once a week...yun hindi baduy at maayos ang taste sa gamit!...yung may good hygiene...yung seryoso ganyan... parang madami pala! hahaha

Haist, asan ka ba? ligawan mo na ko.

LOL!

Ayoko na naman kasi ng long distance relationship, di ba ilan na ba na try ko nun, waley din naman nangyari hahaha.

Pahinga na nga muna ako I guess. Di muna ako maghahanap. Baka sakaling may sumulpot nalang diyan! namimiss ko na kiliginnnnnnn! tseh

Nice To Know You

Leaving. Everybody leaves.

A person leaves when they wanted something else.

They leave when they're not happy.

They leave when there's no reason to stay...

***

I guess he noticed that I'm not that into him after all.

I gave myself a chance to get to know the person, but he became impatient, I guess.

He would never know what could've been if he waited. A little more.

We could never tell...

So, maybe its better that I'm not around, for I'll be hurting a good heart in the process.

It was nice meeting you though. Thank you.

Just One Question!

After our first date, me and Mark were chatting online at yahoo messenger when suddenly, at the middle of our conversation, I felt like its the right time to throw in the question I've been dying to ask him ever since the world began! LOL

This is important you know...

Is he a Top or a Bottom?

So, I carefully thought, how would I ask him that? He is Mr.Prim and Proper...always composed. He might think of me being so...perverted!

E di naman kaya...just wanna know lang...

Bahala na...

"Mark, Can I ask you a question?"

" Sure. Don't make it too difficult though haha..."

"Are you a Top or a Bottom? O, madali yan ha!LOL"

"OMG"

and he followed it with another

"OMG"

I swear I could imagine the reaction on his face saying these words!!!

"Hahaha. Im dying to know" I continued

"seriously?" he said

"Hell yeah!!!"

"Hehehe! OMG talaga! Well, Im _______ :-)" he replied.

"Great!!! So, when are we goin to check in?"

*LOL*

Me at Nuvali at Sta.Rosa, Laguna. The colorful koi's are amazing to watch here!

Mr.Italian II

We had a great chat that night.I want to share you this guys.If he found out I made an entry about this, Im sure he'll be embarrased haha.

“actually Im hesitant to go out with a stranger…”-- me

“oh what, ah ok, now Im a stranger…” --italian guy

“and besides u only known me just now,what if Im a thief or I might rob you,and you want me inside your car?LOL” --me

“uhhhh,I like it! Haha. ” --Italian guy

I told him that arabs bring Filipinos in the desert to rape them.

“Really?where?I wanna go!Is it free or I need to pay?LOL” --Italian guy. I was laughing when he said that! And I said you wanna be raped?he said “always” and I laughed harder!

“just kidding.Lets go somewhere tomorrow…”

“where?” I said

“desert,or the beach!I love the beach,or see other cities”

“waaa I don’t want to go so far with a stranger!Im afraid!” --me

“ok lets go out now so we can meet, and tomorrow we can go somewhere, so that I won’t be a stranger anymore to you…”

“you see, I heard so many stories about foreign guys,that’s why im reluctant now”

“Ok fine,tomorrow we’ll go to the mall with many people and we’ll see the fake sky intead! and we’ll freeze to death”

“Im sorry if im like this, trust issues haha”-- me,but im starting to like this guy he seems nice.”or maybe I’ll find you someone to go with you next time or introduce you to someone..” I added.

“No!forget it. Why you want to do that?” --Italian guy

“ because im such a killjoy,I feel guilty and I want you to have company” --me again

“No don’t worry, be happy ,I don’t want to push you to do anything.” --Him

I said Im eating muffin and if he wants some haha.

“Because of you I didn’t eat dinner, usually I eat at work and nothing on my fridge, I left work early I was in a hurry ready to meet you ,trying to get home at a decent time for you” now he’s making me feel really really guilty with that haha

He told me that he never likes cooking at home,I found that hard to believe that he's too lazy to cook his own food haha. He hates driving too. We talked about basically anything and im glad that I diverted the topic away from our meeting that night haha.I think this guy is cool, and he is jolly and nice. Its really late and I have work in the morning so I said goodbye.

“ok,have a good night”

“you too, wait you never give me your name yet” I asked

“Im ____”

--to be continued

A Birthday-Date

My special day finally came, my birthday, and I have a date. I felt excited about it, its been a while since I dated someone. And besides, I had a great time chatting with him for the last 6 days, every night, from 8pm to 5am in the morning.We talked about anything. Its really great!

The venue:Megamall.Since we both have to travel 2hours to go there.That mall is fair enough for both of us.

The time:1:00 o'clock in the afternoon.

I texted him while at the road "what are you wearing?" and he replied " haha I'm wearin' black shirt...a mini skirt and doll shoes, for sure, you'll love it. its cute!" and I was laughing my butt off after reading it!

Unfortunately, I arrived there at 1:30pm (traffic) and he was already there around 12:30pm (he said he's not too excited LOL) But when I was heading to the lobby I opened my phone but it had no signal at all!I tried everything, from turning it off and on, switching connection from automatic to manual. But still no effect. How could I tell him that I'm here?grrrr I thought to myself..I later found out that there was an outage of signals to most Globe subscriber at that time.

I went at the phone booth but there was a long line! I have to hurry up to contact him its already 1:50pm he might go home and cursed me till eternity!haha. I found a lady, she seemed nice. I approached her and said "miss I know its embarrassing, but please can I borrow your cellphone?I lost my signal and I need to contact someone immediately I'll pay how much it will cost you..." and she said "no I don't have any credits to my phone now". Bitch!I whispered to myself.

I went at the guard and he said they are not allowed to have a cellphone while at work.Last attempt,I approached a woman in her 50's with her husband I think, it will be safe right?I mean she had someone with her she would feel safe if ever she's thinking I'm those kind of people whose modus operandi is to borrow cellphone and do their bad intentions the minute they trust them.

But she still said "no ,try someone else" and I felt bad! No one wanted to help someone like me on a bad situation!Waaaa!But I cant blame them, but I looked down to myself, I'm wearing my new and fabulos clothes LOL !Its not even cheap!hahaha. I checked the time, its 2:15 pm!I run to the phone booth and fell in line and prayed that he's still here inside the mall.

I finally able to contact him after 4 attempts and explained what had happened!I'm glad he's still there,I mean, he's waiting for me for less than 2 hours and he stayed!!!!I really thanked God for his patience! There I was waiting for him near the elevator and Jollibee (FYI: di kami dun kakain no!) then I saw someone familiar looking directly at me with a suppressed smile...

Gosh he's cute...I love that smile.I just don't like that bead necklace with a cross he's wearing !its too big LOL. He will kill me once he read this haha.He gave me a gift by the way!Now he's thoughtful too!Another 10 points to think he didn't need to buy me gift in the first place haha(I've searched the net and found it cost! not bad for a first date gift eh.Bad no? sinearch pa talaga!haha)

"Hmp your late!I've been waiting for the longest time!I even text your sister!"

"What?Why did you do that???!" I remember that I used my sister's cell when I lose credit on my own cell to reply to him last time.

"Because I cant reached you.Your phone is off when I tried to call you haha"

"What did you tell her?"

"I said:Is mac there?I cant reach him now and she said:no he is not here,he already left hours ago,you should contact him not me."

And I was laughing when he finished haha "don't text her again, she might have a bad impression on you that you are "feeling-close" already.

WhenI told my annoying sister that I have a date and guess what she told me after "do I know that guy?I should meet those guys you are dating, for all you know they might be a serial killer or thieves you have no idea!" and I was like rolling my eyeballs up to the back of my head listening to her!

We headed at Pizza hut (dun lang kasya budget ko e haha) too glad there wasn't many diners at that time. He sat beside me not on the chair across to me.Hmmm, good.Because if he didn't sat beside me it will be a disappointment! In fact we sat too close. We talked about anything, I love his company.I enjoyed every minute of it. We laughed a lot.I can certainly say there was chemistry and those what they called sparks hehe.

We enjoyed the food too. After a while I noticed other tables around us are occupied with partners.I can say that they are couples, so sweet with one another and guess what...they are all sitting next to each other! Just like us!I whispered to Tom (lets call him that for the meantime hehe) "maybe they are already thinking were lovers too!" and he said "kever!" and we laughed!

After an hour,we headed to the cinemas to watch Angels and Demons. Not that good though,I felt like watching a CSI episode with a Vatican twist! I like The Da Vinci Code better. Anyway,too many people inside I'm worried that I wont be able to take advantage of the darkness LOL!!! I've been wanting to kiss his lovely lips from the resto wondering how they felt like with my lips on it!
I can see that his hands are far from mine that's resting on his armchair haha "how come they aren't close, darn!" I waited for a while until I found the chance.My left hand, gently grabbed his hands (not his c*ck,OK?!) and hold them firmly...I squeezed it and he squeezed them back...I thought he wouldn't like it,I'm wrong he's just waiting for me to make a move..(pa-girl?LOL)

But I needed to be sure haha.I loosened my hold on his hand a little and waited what he will do. He hold my hand back.Tighter.I smiled.Then I moved closer to him and be happy watching the rest of the movie.This time I knew I can't kiss him.Too many people behind and beside us.It will be scandalous! ka-imbyerna!

"I'm glad its going home time hayyy" me waiting for his reaction

"hmmm,were going home yet?So when will I see you again after 3 years?hehe"he said

I pretended I didn't catch it.I wanna read between the lines to be sure if he likes me.I'm certain that I like him.I just need confirmation that he does too.

I sensed that he didn't want to go home yet. So we strolled a little. I want to be with him too. In fact I want to take him home LOL! I walked him at the bus terminal and said goodbye and held his hands while waiting for the right bus.Gosh I wanted to give him a goodbye kiss!haha

"Thanks Mac! I really enjoyed the day. Hope you enjoyed it too... its your birthday and you spent it with me" a text from him when I'm on my way going home to Laguna and he's from Novaliches by the way.

" You can rest now.I know you have work tomorrow" i texted him when he reached their house

"I'll wait for you to get home first"

UPDATE:
Three days after the date,we still chat and yeah we talked about having a relationship,but it just wont work, long distance relationship sucks! We're better off as friends. And the sparks and excitement just faded and died.Too bad hehe.Now, on to the next guy LOL!

My Date Tomorrow

Oh no..tomorrow at 3pm is the big day...my date with Jojo! Im looking forward to it the whole week and now that its here Im nervous.What if something might not turn out right or I say something stupid or he might think Im too aggressive (well Im really aggressive hehe but ofcourse i'd like lay low a little since its our first date)The biggest challenge is what am I going to wear!When it comes to dressing up thats a big deal for me.You see first impression is the best part.You have to look nice ofcourse.I dont want him to think Im a lousy dresser or something.

We'be been planning about this date too long and I hope we'll have a good time,i told him I wanna see keanu's new movie and he said he liked that movie too.We have a good time chatting since last week and its so much fun I just hope tomorrow will be like that.

I told my sister that JL and I are no more,and by the reaction of her face its seems that she's not surprised!haha.And I told her that I have a special visitor at the 25th,and she just asked who is it,I told her his name is Jojo.And that was it.And we just talk about what food to prepare at the christmass eve.I said I'd like to have carbonara but she wants spaghettie!I also suggested for a roasted chicken,crema-de-fruita cake which is my favorite.

We will meet at the terminal going to alabang and by then we will go straight to the mall and look for a fancy resto and head at the movies yehey!!!I'll tell you the details tomorrow ok!Ciao!

Im Dating Again

This may seem so sudden,but Im actually dating again,well not actually dating now,I mean this coming saturday and we even decided to be together at the 25th at enchanted kingdom!(a local amusement park in laguna) I have talked to this guy that I knew for a year now,we just became friends at the chatroom eversince,you know the usual hi and hello and how are you's kind of thing.And last night since im single and available haha I flirted a little and got so interested to get to know him more and he is such a nice guy,he's been to a serious relationship for a long time and the kind of guy I wanted, now we're constantly communicating through text and chat.Well,I hope this is a good start and we could have a good time this saturday.

When I got home today from the mall,i opened my pc and saw an offline messages,one from OJ my friend at london,and one from my ex,JL he said: "hello lang po ulit good afternoon" I just felt weird that he messaged me,but im planning not to reply I said to him last time we've talked that i wont bother him ever again.I made a decision and he made a decision too when im trying to fix things so its not my fault anymore that we're separated.So now Im moving on and now..im dating...