Showing posts with label ex bf. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ex bf. Show all posts

April 24, 2011

Magkaibigan Lang


Magkausap kami ni Brian sa cellphone nun isang hapon, overseas call, pinag uusapan namin un nalalapit kong bakasyon. Sinabi nya na excited na siya makita ako ulit at sa wakas matutuloy na siya makasama kaming mag anak sa Palawan.

Si Brian ang ex boyfriend ko na nakatagal sa kin ng mahabang panahon, siya lang ang pinakamatagal kong nakarelasyon, nag hiwalay kami 3 years ago na ata, pero naging magkaibigan pa din kami till now. In fact paborito siya ng nag iisa kong kapatid. Close sila!

Excited na ko sumakay ng eroplano!haha, bida niya.

Tanga, sorry to interrupt you, di na tayo tuloy sa palawan! baka around Luzon nalang tayo! sabi ko para matigil na siya sa pangangarap nya hehe.

May pangako kasi kami sa isa't-isa ni Brian na kapag pareho kaming single pag uwi ko ng pinas this June, kami nalang ang mag spend ng time together, somewhere, some time. Pero di namin pinag uusapan ang relasyon, although binibiro ko siya ng ganito lagi:

O sige ikaw isasama ko sa trip, pero ihanda mo katawan mo bilang kabayaran!LOL

Gago ka! - yan ang madalas niya sagot sakin :-)

Last year kasi siya talaga ang originally isasama ko sa Bora, kaso nag ka jowa naman ako bago ako umuwi, binawi ko yun imbitasyon ko sa knya at yun jowa ko isinama ko instead!hahaha

"E kasi naman, sana ako nalang sinama mo dun e di sana di ka nagsisisi ngayon!" tukso nya nun malaman na nag break kami nun jowa kong yun after Bora trip.

Nakaka-miss din siya, I invited him to spend some time sa bahay namin pag uwi ko. Para may maka-makasama lang ako pag gala gala saan-saan kapag busy ang sister ko.

Tutulungan ko din siya ipasok sa dating ospital na pinagta-trabahuhan ko dati sa Pinas. Kasi naman pinagalitan ko siya na sinasayang ang oras nya sa pagko-call center e nursing grad naman siya!

Malaki kikitain nya sa pag aabroad, kaya dapat nag sisimula na siya mag ipon ng working experience. Mas matagal na hospital working experience mas appealing sa mga employer!

Ayun mabuti at nakinig naman si Tanga! LOL

August 16, 2010

Walang Gaguhan


I have a bad schedule at work this week and due to time differences, me and Clayton had a hard time catching' each other online like we used to do for the past weeks since I arrived here. Though we text every day, but we like online chat better.

He suggested he would wake up at 4 in the morning, Philippine time, its 11pm here. But I told him its so unfair on his side. But he insisted. So i just told him to make it 5am there, that would make 12am here.

I felt bad about him waking up on a Sunday morning soooo early haha!

But you know what? Its kinda make me feel special...ayayay!

May kilig factor!

Sweet!

He had his first paycheck and he was so excited telling me how much he earned and I'm proud of him. Told me he gave half to his mom and the rest he will save at the bank...

"I'll be saving up so that when you come back next year, I will be treating you to anywhere you wanna go, anywhere you wanna eat without you spending a single penny..." he said

That gave a smile to my face. He deserves everything that's happening on his life right now, his loving family, great friends, new job, and having me!!! toinks! haha

"If someone fall out of love, or got tired of the other, or met a new guy...please let the other guy know, OK?" --me

"Yeah, that's what I want too, to tell it straight, walang gaguhan...(no cheating) I want an honest relationship." he answered.

I had that conversation with him because let's face it, we are miles away from each other, though we love each other, we never know what might happens next...or someone will come and suddenly you don't love your boyfriend anymore, though its tragic but, what to do?

"I think its you who would get tired of me first" I teased

"Really????you have your Brian! Is he courting you, anyway? Tell me...seriously?" he asked

"No. I told him I'm happy with you." I assured him

"I got a feeling he will try to take you from me...I just feel it." he continued. But I tried to convinced him Im not going to waste what we have just like that.

"You love me?" --me

"Yes. Too much. As in uber." --Clayton

"Hahaha. You're good now ha! nabobola mo na ko!" --me

After two hours:

"Go to sleep Mac, you need to rest! Stop chatting with anyone else" --Clayton

"You go ahead. I'll sleep at 4 o'clock...hahaha" --me trying to annoy him. I'm not really chatting with anyone else aside from him. He's worried that I might flirt with some gay guy and he's jealous hehe.

"Potaena matulog ka naaaaaaaaaaaaa!(F*ck! go to sleep!!!!) Do you want me to beat you?! enough chatting Mac. I'm serious please stop chatting. Go to sleep its 2am already." --Clayton

"yeah, yeah, I will log out now, but you go ahead first..." I was really laughing while typing those words. I knew he is really annoyed.

" ..|.."

he sent me that instead. Fuck you sign. hahaha!

"lets sign off together, nowww!"

"OK, OK!"

Don't tell him but, I didn't sign off

just clicked "invisible mode"

*wink* wink*

August 12, 2010

Brian...Past and Future?


A day before my flight, (which was august 3) I was having late lunch when my sister arrived but she was not alone. She was with Brian. He was smiling dearly at me and said Hi. I invited him to sit and eat with me. Both of them haven't had lunch yet.

My sister picked him up at the terminal as they were texting each other about his arrival. Very nice, my sister did all of that effort?! Well, what can I say, they love Brian! But he's my ex boyfriend! What would Clayton say? He would be mad as hell if he finds out about this mess my sister did!

So I thought, I wont tell him...yet! LOL

I know Brian still has feelings for me no matter what he said or how he strategically hide it, it was screaming at my face! My dad excitedly welcomed him. My nephew hugged him as if he is his long time good uncle. We talked about anything like two good friends. Its a nice feeling that we're on this kind of relationship.

He knew I have a boyfriend because he saw our pictures together at face book and he told me he also has one. He gave me some advice or I rather say he gave me a sermon...about me being serious this time, stop being impossible, that I should stick to Clayton and no more flirting with other guys.

Of course I'm not like that! Toinks!

Clayton seems to be a nice guy. He commented after we browsed some pictures. I could see he was hurting. But I tried to ignore it. I don't want him to know that I knew. Brian helped me packing my baggage when I said "are we going to have sex tonight?"

"Kapal mo! My bf ka na noh!" he replied

(shut up!You have a bf already!)

I was just kidding when I said that haha.

I went out of the room and chat with Clayton who has no idea that my ex, who by the way was the longest I stayed with in a relationship. Who by the way the only partner that my family ever accepted and liked...till now.

"Why don't you two get back together?" I remembered my sister asked me when we were alone. I just said, its not happening at this moment. I am happy with Clayton.

"Where shall I sleep?" asking me after some time. I said he could pull the mattress under my bed and sleep there. I behaved really well this time. i could have said we will be sleeping on my bed and for sure he won't protest. But I didn't cheat on Clayton. I played really great with this. I thought I won't be able to resist his charm and that butt below my bed and f*ck it! LOL

Me and Brian are great sexual partners before. But I was not thinking of raping him that night haha. I was a gentle gay! haha. (or gentleman)

On my flight, they took me to the airport and I hugged my Dad, my sister and my nephew. Brian was standing at the back. I waved my hand at him to come closer. I hugged him last.

The next day I'm here already at the middle east when we had an interesting chat at Face book.

"Are you happy with Clayton?" --Brian

"Yes I am. Why?" -- me

"Nothing. Just asking.." --Brian

"If I'm not, what you gonna do? Steal me from him?haha" -- me

"You bet!" -- Brian

April 30, 2009

Ex Call

When I woke up this afternoon, my sister asked me if Jaireh called me, he's my ex boyfriend way back hmm, August last year.I introduced him to her once.

I said "no,why?"

and she said "he called up your other phone "(my smart sim phone, which i lend to my mom for a while)

"what about?"i added.

"Well i asked who he is,he said he's Jaireh,but I cant remember who he was at first,I continued asking him,like,i don't know you,why are you looking for Mac?"

My sister have this habit of prying into my affairs !the annoying-I'll-mind-your-business-type LOL. Natural lang siyang pakialamera talaga!!! I said why you just didn't tell him to call back instead of interrogating him!

"I wanna know who he is!So what!I asked him if he is the the call center guy? he said NO, are you the guy with eyeglasses?he said yes.Have you been here, in our house? he said yes,just once.But I kinda forgot how he looks like,he said he's the nurse guy from cavite" she continued talking to me while I eat my lunch at 4 in the afternoon.

"You told me to text my mom that I'm spending the night at your house when I was there, he told me, then I remember him finally!" she sat beside me at the table, my eyeballs are rolling listening to her

I was laughing because she got confused between Jaireh and JL! JL is the call center guy and Jaireh is the nursing student.Both she have met.

"Jaireh asked if there's too many guys you have introduced to me after that I forgot about him,I answered him, like, YOU BET!" she added. I threw a piece of carrot on her!

"What happened to him,by the way,why did you two broke up he seems like a nice guy a!" ugh,when is she gonna stop bugging me haha

I ignored her and asked her impatiently why Jaireh called in the first place.

"He's asking you to send your resume at his email ad, he wants to copy your format."

Related posts:
Our First Night
My Partner Jaireh
Things I love About JL
Meet The In-Laws

September 9, 2008

Regrets?

Did you ever feel that you wish you could turn back time and this time make it right?Or that you wish you didnt do those things and instead did what is best?Well,I do.I always feel this everytime my relationship ends..like now that me and Jaireh are over,I always remember John,my 3rd boyfriend,3 years ago.(Brian one my ex bf was always jealous of him)

I dont know why,if its because I still love him after all this year or that I regret the lost true love that I felt for him or that I know that its my fault that we broke up..i really dont know.
For those four months that were together he showed me love that I never felt and saw with any of my other relationships,he was so genuine of his feelings.

Thats what I cant forget about him.He always sent me his MMS videos declairing how much he loves me how much he misses me..I still kept those videos on my old memory card and keep it secret so that no one can see it..I watch it everytime I think of him.

The last time I talk to him he said he's on a relationship and that they are on their first year...it could have been me i thought to myself hehe,but theres nothing I can do with that,I could only pray and wish that they will broke-up!Kidding!!haha I mean I can only pray that they will be happy.

But anyway life must go on and I need to find my own gay guy hehe.