Shut The Door

Its my first time to be assigned on that ICU...again...been to the other area for about four months now. I'm kinda excited to be back. Maybe because my friend Aimee told me this:

"He's asking about you Mac...he's asking what is your schedule or which area are you assigned".

She is referring to RJ.

Kinilig naman ako!!!

But whenever we bumped into each other at the hospital lobby or whenever he sees me online, he don't say much. just plain hi and hello. Pakipot? chos!

Of course he knows that I like him. I made him aware of that a long time ago haha :-)

After we tried to resuscitate the patient who had a cardiac arrest and expired eventually, I heard RJ calling me:

"mac...come here...don't go yet"

"just hold on, I'll finish this first".

I smiled when I turned back. Now you're talkin hihihi.

I was checkin some supplies on the store room when the door opens...it was him. I saw relief on his face when he saw me...

"yeah? why you're here?" I asked

"I thought you went to your unit downstairs already.." he said. He look ashamed. He wasn't able to deny the obvious. Buking kasi na hinahanap nya ko! hehehe

"anything you want?" shit. Wrong question!

"nothing..." he turned around and go.

I was in a hurry to finish all my work that time. I'm thankful that the icu was not in full house that night shift.

Pag natapos ako humanda ka RJ...mata mo lang ang di ko madidilaan! chos!

"Mac. Are you done? come here, lets chat" he called me again. He was alone inside the patient's room. The other nurses are busy somewhere helping with their colleagues.

"What can I do for you?" i kid when I entered the room.

"just stay here a bit. I'm bored." he said

"what do you want us to do?" and I smiled naughtily

"sira ulo!" he reacted

I walked closer at his table. He said "shut the door"

"what? oh no...if you want we could do it behind the curtains too..." and I laughed.

I swear I'm loving every reaction I get on his face whenever I tease him. He is shy and reserved. He's the kind of guy i usually get attracted to. You know, the obvious gay guy who's just trying to hide it. Gusto ko yun! Mga malalamya! LOL

And I love the way he modulates his voice. lalakeng lalake. Kunyari malagong. Pero I'm sure pagkatinis-tinis nun kapag may ipis! chos!!!

I sat beside his chair and continued on talkin with him. I asked about his "imaginary" girlfriend too haha. He's always so defensive whenever I talked about her.

Di na siya nakatiis...He stood and shut the door himself. When i asked why. He just said he don't like his nurse in charge to see us just goofing around while looking after the patient.

"Next week we'll start our duty at the newly opened Heart Hospital...Im excited!" I said

"oh, you're part of that hospital? from then on you'll have all your duties there and not coming back here?" he asked.

"yeah. I guess".

"really..?" I noticed the sadness and disappointment on his voice. Taena. I swear I saw it. He's not happy at all that I'll be transferring.

I pretend that i noticed nothing. Its enough for me. I guess.

"I want to live out... (to rent a new place of his own out of the accommodation provided by the hospital management)" he added.

"Me too. If you want we could live together in one house and one room..." there I go again! i don't know what came to me and I always ended up teasing him.

"gagu..." and he laughed.

"why not! I could massage you every night and on and on..."

"no, thanks! i don't wanna be raped!"

And we both laughed.

When we run out of topic to talk about. I moved closer to his chair.

"Your hair is long na...why you're not having a haircut yet?" and I moved my hand on his hair and touched it...

He just stayed still and watched me touch his hair. I was looking at his cute face. At that moment..we were so close... I wanna kiss him...and wonder if he would allow me to...But, nah. I don't wanna rush him. Until I'm sure that he likes me. Dapat sigurado ka muna da vah!

He kinda reminds me of Coco Martin. Not totally kamukhang kamukha ha. A short version of that actor. That's why our code for him is COCO hehehe.

I've spent 45 minutes just talkin at him. Para akong hindi naka duty ha! haha. I finally said goodbye at him when I received a bleep message from my colleague asking where I am.






I answered the bleep and called back and said:

"baket ba???

"busy ka ba? bakit di ka pa nababa?'

"oo busy ako makipag harutan! istorbo kayo! LOL"



Related posts about RJ: click HERE

Dried Fish

We were talking over dinner and I was concentrating on his cute face while he speaks but I can't really helped but to look at his crotch!

He sat next to me with legs crossed (nakabukaka at naka taas isang paa and nakapatong sa silya, parang kakain sa baryo lang!LOL) and I swear I could see his groin area with his white undies under his skimpy shorts...

konti nalang lalabas na betlog nya! (a little more and I would see his balls!) His bulge was also very visible!LOL

Damn!

RJ was hot!
he made me feel hot!

charrr!

Lets go back some 3o minutes ago...(O di bah parang Heroes episode lang may flashback!haha)

RJ and I haven't seen each other for few days, blame it on different schedules at work. Even on facebook, we could hardly catch each other online. I've heard from an indian colleague who was assigned on RJ's area that he asked about me and I was happy knowing that he's looking for me too.

KILIG PEPE lang! LOL

Finally, last night we were able to chat online. The usual hi and hello's and how are you's. We were just chattin about anything when he asked if I had my dinner already. I've told him not yet, but I'm about to. He asked what's for dinner and I said, I've ordered something at the Filipino resto nearby.

"Wow, pakain... (can I eat with you)" he said

"haha lika dito! (Sure, come up here!)" I teased. But I was not serious about it for I know he's just joking on eating with me too. But it made me excited.

"kakahiya...(its embarrassing...) he replied.

"Artista ka! Hahamon hamon ka ng pa-kain di mo pala kaya!LOL (you would tease to join me and you won't come here?!)

"What time you're going to work?" he asked instead

"I have to take a shower at 8:30 and leave the house at exactly 9:30pm"

"haha OK. I'll take a shower first..."

"Nah! there's no need for that! We'll just have a quick dinner! maghilamos ka nalang at konting wisik wisik!LOL" I insisted. I was wondering why does he need to take a shower???

"I'll just take a very very quick shower...can I? pleaseeeeee...dadalhin ko na din yun daing (dried fish) na bibigay ko sau" he begged. He promised to give me that dried fish from Manila earlier.

"Arte naman oh! Maliligo pa! hmmp!"

"Just wait for me...and you take a shower at 9 pm instead of 8:30..." he suggested. I was kinda excited for what's about to happen...he needs more time to spend with me at dinner that's why he's telling to move my shower schedule 30 minutes later? hmmm...kilig!

"Oh no, That's not possible I need an hour to prepare for work haha! (I checked the time, its quarter to 8:00) and be here at 8:00 o'clock! hurry and take a shower if you really want to!"

"yup! and hey, which floor you at? and what's your flat number?" he asked and I willingly answered it.

"And...can I get your cellphone number too?" he added.

"OK. See you in a bit"

I literally screamed inside my room!!I can't believe whats about to happen! me and RJ! Inside my house! Just the two of us over dinner! How romantic is that?! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

I called my friend Cher to tell her whats going to happen! I asked her what am I gonna do? shall I have our dinner over the main dining table or inside my big room on my own small dining table in it? Would it be so suggestive of any sexual intentions if I did invite him at dinner inside my room?

Argh!!! How I wished I'm off tonight instead of going on night shift! There's so much we could do if Im off!!! *Insert evil smile here*LOL

Kainis!

"I suggest you have it on the main kitchen, its still early to insinuate anything...you might scare him off a little bit, just take it slow..." and then she added "good luck, Just promise me details later tonight hah!".

I checked the kitchen and OMG! It was a big mess! I only have a few minutes to go! I just picked up everything which is not supposed to be there and throw it at the back of the sofa where RJ wont be able to see!LOL

I was preparing the table when he called and said he's already at the front door! Huwaaat! That's fast!

I run to my room and checked my own face at nag lagay lang ng konting blush on, lipstick and mascara sa mukha! Kidding!!!!

and opened the door...

He was wearing a red cap and plain t-shirt with a sexy-skimpy-shorts...it looks like more of a small boxers to me...

It was awkward at first... eventually we became comfortable and a few more minutes the conversation never stops. We talked about work, our colleagues, safe topics I may say.

Till he changed his sitting positions, maybe he got lazy and just crossed his legs (like in yoga sitting position but with only one leg up) where I can't resist but to take a peek on whats inside that white underwear...I could see his crotch...his bulge visible...I was disappointed on not seeing some pubes peeking out of the sides though but its still a hot scene for me! a little tease!

Then he shifted his position at the other side, maybe he noticed I'm looking at what I'm not supposed to look!hahaha! Kakahiya naman!

Deadma na lang ako kunyari!

Continued on eating while listening to his stories

"Wait! what time is it? is it 8:30 already?" I panicked

"Don't worry, its still early" He moved his phone away from me without checking what time it is. As if he don't want me to find out the time and end everything there.

This is the first time I've spend a long time talking with him. He was nice and pleasant to talk to. Walang ligoy ligoy and masarap kausap...

masarap din siguro katabi sa kama! chossss!

When we checked the time again its 8:40 already!!! He said his quick good bye and thanks for the dinner while I was walking him at the front door.

I went back to clean the dining table and found the dried fish he gave me. I smiled and thought, this is his own version of giving me "flowers"...

Ilusyunada?!!!

Come Inside

My friends are funny, they are reporting to me every possible gay guy at the hospital they've met and would say: Mac, there's a new guy upstairs and I'm pretty sure you'll like him!

And me being so...curious! I'm about to say, slutty!LOL would go up and check him out!

Meet RJ. Pinoy, registered nurse at the ICU, 5'3'' in height,and cute hehe. I immediately have a crush on him.

My friends helped me to get a way with him, they did some strategy so that I could talk to him and introduced my self.

And yeah, after many days of talking to him I finally got his attention and we became facebook friends hehehe. We've been chatting for a while now, just talking about anything. There's one thing bothering me though...

He said he has a girlfriend.

"Hay naku, I'm pretty sure he just made that up!" my friends keep on assuring me. I had a hard time accepting that fact too, I mean he's way too obvious to me. He is one of us. And besides he kept on telling me we should go out sometime. I'm just waiting for the right moment to ask him out on a date.

The other day, I visited his patient assignment at the ICU, I was just hangin' around to have some moment with him, and he didn't disappoint me, he's too entertaining. He wanted to know things about me, he's way too curious on knowing me. Well, i might be wrong too, but I don't know. Im just enjoying this while it lasts.

You know what's funny?He's friends with R.A! whateva!!!

He asked for a mint candy because he saw me chewing one. When I returned he asked:

"Where's my mint Mac?"

"Oh here, i got you two...I was about to give you three...(for I love you) but I only got two instead!" Im not sure he gets what I mean haha but I laughed!

I was standing at the nurse's station waiting for my colleague when he called, he signaled me to come at his patients room. I didn't realize what he meant at first so I did not move. He called again, this time much clearer

"Mac, come over here...inside."

For a brief second, nalibugan ako! (got horny!LOL) its as if he's calling me to make out inside the private room with his patient inside! He look so hot while at the door calling!

I was curious what are we gonna do inside...

"come...close the door..." he shut the curtain close as I closed the door when I got in...taena talaga...tinigasan ako promise!LOL

"why am I here?" I asked

"nothing, just be here while I clean my patient..." he said while preparing his things

"ah..."

huwat???biglang lambot pututoy ko tuloy LOL! I was disappointed of course, but its alright at least we get to spend a little time alone, me and him solo on this room with a comatose patient! Things are getting better and better.

I moved closer to his side...so close that my body are squeezing his while he's busy with doing the oral care...I was rubbing my skin against his in a not so obvious way....well, maybe a little obvious, because he moved to the other side of the bed!hahaha I scare him off?! LOL

I wonder how it felt like making out in front of a comatose patient!hahaha.I was thinkin pa naman what if I kiss him right there or lick his earlobes! would he run off too?

Anywayz, we just talked. I noticed he's avoiding topics about his girlfriend. He was also asking about where I grew up, my family, etc, and he also shared some stories of his childhood, and how typhoon ondoy destroyed their house and properties.

Its a nice moment for us. So decent that my nose bled out!LOL

After a few minutes I told him I need to go. Because the other nurses might notice us spending so much time inside a closed room.

Baka isipin nila bakla ako!charr!