Inflatable

Naaliw lang ako pagmasdan ang friend kong si Fatima habang kasabay maglakad ang boyfriend kong si Jojo. Todo kwentuhan pa ang mga bruha. Nasa mall kasi kami kasama pa ang isang kaibigan pa at naisipang mag ice cream sa Haagen-Daaz. Nakahawak ang kamay niya sa braso ni Jojo na parang siya ang Jowa!! kalurks lang.

Don't get me wrong ha hindi ako nagseselos dahil sure akong beking beki ang hubby ko at deads na deads siya sa akin. LOL. I just find it cute na my boyfriend and my friends get along very well. Minsan natatakot lang ako na baka masyado silang maging close tapos bigla kaming mag break ni Jojo soon. ahaha na wag naman sana *knock on wood*.

Pero kilala ko kasi sarili ko. May topak ako. Moody ako. Madali ako mainip. Ngayon happy ako the next minute buwisit na. LOL. And sana magtagal nga kami ni Jojo, siya lang ang naging karelasyon ko na ganito kaasikaso. Botong boto pa ang lahat sa kanya for me and wala na ako mahihiling pa for a boyfriend :-)

At alam ko na kung bakit so far so good kami ni Jojo. Kapag sinusumpong ako ng toyo ko hindi niya ko pinapatulan. Or kapag nag aaway kami. Yayakap lang siya ng mahigpit hanggang sa di ako makawala sa laki ba naman niya haha. After ko kumalma saka lang namin mapapag usapan ng maayos ang issue.

Sipag pa niya sa bahay ko hihi lalo na sa lutuan wala siyang reklamo. Haist ako na. Ganda ko talaga. Charot!

Tinulungan niya ako sa pagpapabagahe ko ng box na ipapa air freight ko. Mula pamimili nun mga ilalaman hanggang sa pagbabalot hanggang sa pagbubuhat pababa ng building sa lobby kineri niya lahat. Sana dumating yang balikbayan box ko in time , baka mamaya nasa pinas at nakabalik na ko ng dowha e nganga pa din!

at tignan nyo naman ang finish product. Kinarir niya yan haha ang OC lang!

Siya lang din ang pormal kong ipinakilala sa mga kaibigan ko. Would you believe na fb friends pa sila ng sis ko at lagi sila magkachat!

Kaya sa ngayon wala na ako mahihiling pa sa bagong boyfie na itetch. Madalas din siya mag sleep over sa bahay. At dun kami nagkaka problema. Slight..

Sanay kasi ako sa aking personal space. Lalo na ang kama. Sanay akong malaki space ko. Nakakaikot ng malaya.

E ang jowawiz e mahilig yumakap sa gabi. Dumantay. Oo masarap makipag cuddle. I enjoyed it. Spooning. as in. Paborito ko yan.

wala siya kamalay malay natutweet ko na siya nitong mga oras na toh. LOL

Pero pag seryosohang tulog na lalo't puyat ako from my shift. Nako yan na. Hindi na ko makatulog ng maayos. Habang todo hilik si boyfie sa likod ng tenga ko. Kalurks!

At gusto pa niyan ha nakahawak sa utong ko habang natutulog! ang weirrrrrrd!

Kaya naman napag desisyunan kong ibili siya ng inflatable bed. Hihihi. Naalala ko pa na todo awat siya at naggagalit-galitan nun natingin kami ng bibilhing size and color. Di na daw kelangan. Tawanan pa kami kasi para kaming mga bata na kukunin ko tapos hahablutin niya sa akin at ibabalik sa kinunan ko.

At sa huli wala naman siya nagawa. Ako nanalo. LOL


Ang usapan:

2 hours pwde siya tabi sa akin sa kama. Pwede lahat. Lahat ng kalokohan niya sa pagtulog kekerihin ko. Pero after that time. Bababa na siya sa bed niya sa sahig. Hihihi. Umagree naman siya and we signed the deal by a kiss.

The other day namin inumpisahan ang deal. Nun pinababa ko siya sumunod naman. wala reklamo antok na antok pa e. Kala ko nga sisingaw pa yun hangin ng bed ang laking tao at kebigat ba naman ni mokong!

Nakikiramdam ako ng ilang minuto if magrereklamo na di siya makatulog. Pero aba! ayun wala pa 5minutes harok ang tumbong paghilik! LOL

Kaya sa lalakeng mahal na mahal ako, sana di ka mabagok or maalis ang helmet mo soon dahil super you're making me happy. Charot!

Looks Like Insomnia

I always envy my friend Berna when it comes to sleeping...I mean the minute she lie her back on the bed instantly,that very moment,you'll hear her snoring!She could sleep while doing her thing at the toilet bowl for all I know!While the unfortunate me,it took me a while to have my most awaited sleep.I cant go to wonderland right away no matter how sleepy I was.I have to beg for it to come to me,so many shifting of positions,adjustments,etc.I've done it all.

I've done counting sheep's jumping at loops, counting cows, even counting pubic hairs!I even tried to not to think of anything,but still the same,everyday its like this.I think I'm a bit of insomniac.But just the a minor case I guess hehe.It'll take me about more than an hour before finally get to sleep.My eyes are closed but my mind are like so awake!I hate it!Tried sleepings pill,but stopped later.Dont wanna have an addiction.

And when I finally got my sleep,with a slight noise- bam!I'm awake already!then I'm back to square one!Then I discovered: Cotton balls.My new ear companion!LOL. And when there's no external interruption,my own body will try to wake me: full bladder!Waaaa! I just cant ignore it.Then I have to pee.Our bathroom is located at our kitchen like 20 steps from my room!Peeing likes bothering me for about three times in my eight or nine hours of sleeping time.

Of course "the spirit of sleep" that I've been dying to possess me will go away the moment I stepped out of my room! Good thing I discovered my new friend,saved me from those 20 steps, thanks "piknik"

Such a useful thing..my new "arinola" I love you!

Reunited

My sister woke me up this afternoon and told me that Brian,my ex boyfriend,arrived and he's at our living room.I told her "im still sleepy" but she kept on banging my door for me to stand up and face my visitor.I had no choice but to rise from the bed one hour early than my alarm time.And there he was,after a year...Brian.Wearing a yellow polo shirt,sitting at our sofa.I dont know how many ex-bf I had I lost count already!haha maybe they're dead or what!(knock on wood!)

I was told that my sister fetched him up at the terminal because he wasn't familiar with the place anymore(?)that he has been texting me for the last two hours but I was sound asleep haha!After he got tired of texting me,he texted my sister instead to wake me up.Im glad my sister did the fetching.I hate fetching!(It so happened that she have to withdraw some cash this afternoon,thats why she didn't bother to wake me up and picked up my demanding ex-bf!)

He could go anytime at our house,I mean he's been here for like a hundred times in our 8months relationship.He just wanted to feel special that's why he asked to be picked-up.Brian has always been like that,he wanted me to pick him up at the bus terminal and accompany him back when he's going back to manila(I accused him of pa-girl with this attitude).Most of the time I didn't oblige,then he'll get mad at me haha but I don't mind,whatever.

I asked him why he's here?he said "i missed your sis and your nephew' (and I just thought to my self :blah-blah-blah whatev) I know he missed me!hah! am I conceited or what?! haha.Me and Brian have been friends after we broke up,we've been texting once in awhile.Sometimes if I don't reply at his text right away he would say :what's taking you to reply so long?" and I was like..hmm,demanding?!But i would explain to him,i don't know why I did!

I could sense a little jealousy when he asked me how many boyfriend did I had since we broke up and I said "there's three" and he just said trying to hide the emotions with "ang galing ha!" he never had a bf after me,that it is his choice, "bf's are only giving me headaches"he added.He was a graduate of Nursing and waiting for his board exam result.He applied for a med rep position at Manila while waiting.

Then I asked him to put his bag inside my room,then he took a bath and I was like"hmmm,this reminds me of when were together and taking a bath was one of our rituals before making love...(devilish grin) hehehe and I was like thinking dirty while he's taking a bath,I hid the lube under the bed for easy access LOL!Then he borrowed my shorts and T-shirts and lay down my bed and turned on my TV.

Then I locked my room's door secretly and I went to bed with him and I hugged him from behind and started giving him feathery touches,he didn't resist and I was like Oh my he still likes me.Then I was about to kiss him and then he moved his mouth away,then I chased it and he moved away again and chased it again and finally catched his lips and I kissed him hungrily...I was about to insert my tongue inside when he breaks our kiss and said...

Brian: "stop,stop,I don't want this,were not together "
Me:"so what?we could still kiss and have sex!"
Brian: "I don't do SEB!" he snapped
Me:"hahaha but this is not SEB!You knew me for a long time!"
Brian:"whatever!I don't wanna have sex with someone who is not my bf"
Me:"fine,then I'm your boyfriend tonight!"ha ha

And he was like furious that he realized that I only want to get laid tonight!ha ha which is the truth by the way!I don't feel the same way towards him anymore I mean there's still some memories of him and I still care for him but love?I don't think so.Maybe if we spend more time together the feelings might come back.But I noticed he is more ticklish now than before,he has never been with anyone for a year now he said.

He kept on refusing but I was persistent I kept on chasing his lips and grabbing his nipples and then he stopped fighting,finally he got carried away by my sweet lips and tongue LOL just like in the movies, he closed his eyes and hold my face while kissing him gently and I grabbed his undies and then he was on red alert again!he broke away from my kiss!ha ha.What a self control he had!Whew!

Then I snapped at him and said "what is your problem???" he said "we are not together,its not like before that you could kiss and make love to me anytime you want,we could just hug here at the bed instead" and I said "but why?I missed you and I want you now"(I sounded desperate) Then I tried to kiss his neck and shoulders and he loose the control again and allowed me for a minute and stoped me once again that's when I stop pursuing him anymore,I'm mad at him!I want to have sex!!!Waaaa!

"Ang arte mo!ewan!" I said and went to my computer and started to read my mails.

We ate dinner and pretend nothing happened so that my family wont see were fighting.When were watching TV at my room again and I was typing this post he said:

"come over here..."
"Why..?"-me
"just come here!" (with his hands inviting me to lay down beside him)
"no."I said
"hmp,now its you who's maarte!"
"talaga!"
"you'll sleep at the airbed" -I added

But now,I got so into reading some blogs and I realized he's snoring at my bed and I don't have the heart to wake the bastard to move to the airbed on the floor!Waaaa!

(to be continued...)

Things I Love About JL

(picture taken from movie:bangkok love story)

I have enumerated some of the things that keeps me loving him and will continue on loving JL,these are the things that gives me inspiration and the things that I think of everytime I'm pissed off with him haha!

I love it when--he suddenly became quiet the next day(nag inarte hehe) and I didnt know his reason for doing so,I asked him and he said "wala lang"but knowing me im so makulit...just because he wanted to hug me while were sleeping but I said "just let me sleep,for a while ok"...I didnt know that he took it so seriously hehe,and I already forgot all about it in the morning,because Im the type of person who cannot sleep with something on my leg or arm or anything that will obstruct my movement while sleeping.After I learned about it I smiled at him and teased him"ah,yun lang ba?Asus "to naman!"

I love it when--he said "pipilitin ko may maka-swap ng schedule basta matuloy lang tayo"

I love it when--he's sleepy and just came out from a night shift and yet he still have the energy to enjoy our date and be with me.

I love it when--he wanted me to bring to their house and meet his family(but I said not now!nag iinarte hehe)

I love it when--he's texting me frequently when he said he's not a texting-kind of person,and doing it just because he wants to make me feel thats he's there.

I love it when--were walking in the rain sharing his broken umbrella while walking the streets of manila and ended up soaking hehe.

I love it when--he's sleeping and snoring a bit due to a tiring day...

I love it when--he get irritated and embarrased if I noticed he's eating too much hehehe

I love it when--he put me on his featured friends at friendster(babaw ko hehe)

I love it when--he bought a new headset and webcam just because I said so (martial law ba ito?hehe)

I love it when--he finally read my blog and said"bhe ang sweet ng mga sinulat mo sa blog mo.."

I love it when--he asked me repeatedly to say it when I said I love you the first time.

I love it when--he always want to hear my voice at ym when we were chatting that as if my voice will make his day hehe(feeling ako!)

I love it when--he agreed to spend the christmas at our house with my family even if its not yet sure due to his schedule.

I love it when--I hear his husky voice makes me want to jump in bed with him instantly.

I love it when--he wakes up 30minutes early everynight so that we could have an extra 30minutes moretime to chat before going to work..

I love it when--i kiss him and he will kiss me back hungrily..

I love it when--I make love to him and he moan like a music to my ear hehe

I love it when--I hold his hand while watching madagascar and he held my hand with his two hands in return

I love it when--he said that kiss on our first date made the deciding factor why he agreed to be my bf.

Thats all for now guys...I know there are lots of more loving things to come about "MY JL..."