May 10, 2011

Best Person In The World


Kinda late but I still wanna greet you, mom. A Happy Mother's day. Even though you can't read this and I cannot tell you how much I love you in person, I know deep inside you, you could feel that we do love you Mom, very much :-)

Mom, I do wish you happiness. I'm missing you terribly, you don't know how much I wanted to see you. I called you on the phone most of the time and you would say you're fine. But, I know you are not. I know you are under a lot of stress lately, the current situation you are in Dubai right now, God knows I wanna do the best I could to help you carry that burden but I don't have the power to do so...its not in my power to do so...

I just hope and pray that every thing's gonna be alright soon....

I planned for this June vacation for both of us...I wanted to give you a great beach vacation, a grand dinner for your return and a reunion for all of us after two years...

I died when you said its not possible for you to come home. You deserved a break from all of this...

I cried when you said, you have to wait for another 6 months or a year to go home. You are tired. I know. I want you to come home with me, to see your one and only grand son, I know you miss him...

I wanna scream when I asked you what's the best thing we could do and you said: I don't know, son. We don't have the solution at hand.

I am really sorry Mom. I wish I could. Sometimes I think, i don't deserve to be happy or even to laugh real hard while you're there. A feeling of guilt.

Just hang in there.

God has his own way. I just know it.

I feel so helpless when all I want for her is to be at home, on her couch and watching her grandson play while having her cup of coffee...

Konting panahon nalang Nanay.

Marami kang sakripisyo na ginawa sa'min magkapatid at utang namin ang buhay namin sa 'yo. (yan naiiyak na ko huhuhu)

I love you Mom. Happy Mother's day. You're the best Mom in the world.

8 comments:

Desperate Houseboy said...

Happy Mothers Day sa Mama mo Mac.:)

daniel said...

Happy mothers day. Grabe talaga ang mga sacrifices nang mga moms natin. Sila ay mga super woman : )

Sean said...

happy mother's day to your mom

rising mark said...

all will be well... soon. =)

Nimmy said...

Happy Mother's Day kay Tita! :)

KikomaxXx said...

happy mothers day sa mama mo chong :)

Mac Callister said...

@Dhouseboy--thanks.sa mom mo din:-)

@daniel--sinabi mo pa!sayang nga lang at di ko siya makakasama sa pinas :-(

@sean--thank you :-)

@mark--sana nga...pagpray mo kami ha?hehehe,baka malakas ka kay lord e!:-)

@nimesia--sa mom mo din!

@kiko--chong!sa mom mo din!hehehe

orally said...

Happy Mothers Day sa mama mo Mac. Hope she's OK.