April 4, 2011
All signs leads to only one conclusion:
He's just not into me.
He's hiding on face book and if we're chatting, he would just leave, and won't take my calls every time I tried to talk to him. He's saying no indirectly on my invites to go out.
Yeah. I think R.A is rejecting me. I'm rejected. Lets say it all together now. Rejected.
Sa madaling sabi: Basted ang Mac...(insert hysteric cry...)
I wanna die.....
So, I thought to myself. OK, fine, go on with your life and hang yourself when you can't take it anymore! hahaha.
Henywayz, due to stress, I've gained weight, slight :-) been eating too much lately. Been becoming emo lately too. Pero I know this shall pass too. All I need is a good porn! chos!
For 5 days, I've been avoiding R.A na, kung ayaw mo wag mo ang drama ko haha. Yes! Ampalaya ako! nuknukan ng pait!
Well, I'm trying to avoid him. Just being casual and polite towards him. I don't have a choice, I don't wanna be way too close with him and get hurt, right? So, I have to keep my distance and keep off the grass!LOL
Its funny seeing Darkguy and R.A and me on one ICU, working together...my past and my supposedly future! Toink!
(wala silang kamalay malay that Darkguy and me used to f*ck! take note: USED TO.)
My colleague told me that R.A asked him:
"galit sakin 'yang kasama mo noh? (refererring to me)"
(your partner hates me, isn't?)
O, di ba atleast kunyari affected siya!
Sigh, my love life sucks! Can someone just come along and save me? :-)
Jan na nga kayo makakanta nalang sa videoke ng I just need somebody to love ni justine bieber LOL
(Read related posts about R.A here)