December 8, 2010
On Finding Real Love
I am single again, well, what else is new, that's what my sister and tons of my friends told me when they saw the changed status from "in a relationship to single" on my face book account.
"Why you have to break up with him now, you should have waited till he send his christmas gift to your nephew!"
Oh di ba, worried sya na nawalan ng regalo mula kay clayton yun pamangkin ko! saya noh?
I wanna stitch up my sister's mouth for being so insensitive!LOL
I am glad i have many friends to cheer me up when they know Im going through tough times like this.
"Im sure you will find another guy in no time..."
But I don't want to collect boyfriends after another... that's too tiring...I hope the guy that will come this time will be my someone for good...
Someone that could stay through tough times and still hang in there...I know Im not perfect, I also have my flaws, I am also struggling to be a better me, but I need someone who could stay with me no matter what... I think that's the essence of true love.
I always feel envious with guys who could stay for many years and still remains happy, that's what I want for my self...
So, maybe for now, this christmas, I have to be in the company of my friends and wait till that special someone comes along and bring me happiness once again...
Who knows, one day he will come knocking on my door and swept me off my feet!hehehe
I hope not for long. (demanding much?)