January 14, 2010

Forever Young


Is it just me or what but I think day and time passes by so quickly! I go to work, have fun, go home, eat, then hang out a while then sleep again and start again to the same routine and before I knew it, I've been here 6months already!

Waaaaa, another 6months and I'll be going home for the first time! I cant wait! I know I don't have to wait very very long. Even on my day off, it felt like a whole day is not enough for the things I wanted to do.

For all I know, I'll be old and weak, gray hair, wrinkles, erectile dysfunction...(LOL) etc. in the coming days...sometimes I wonder if we could be forever young... to live forever, I want to be this way, I mean my age now, 30, for ever, its just so right...haha I know I'm not making sense.

But that's not how life is, if only Edward Cullen is around and make me his Bella!kidding! I mean if he could make me a vampire, so that I could live forever young...why not!

Quick time, means getting old too...and getting old means being alone and lonely...maybe this post is what its all about...I'm afraid of being alone when I grow old.

Mom told me, you really wanna be gay? Being gay means you could be alone when you grow old, no wife, no children, are you willing to go through all that?

So I'm hoping someone will come along and know me, love me, share my life with, and we could grow old, not alone, but...together.

Until we could both have problems who's topping and bottoming, since...for sure there will be erectile problems!LOLLLLLLLLLLLLL! But I cant imagine myself being so old like 80 with my gay partner and be still soooo horny!haha.

13 comments:

Andrei Alba said...

there's nothing to worry about but today.

anything can happen. it's all up to us how we are going to face them.

Mac Callister said...

@andrei--i dont know i suddenly thought of it haha

citybuoy said...

we all go through moments na parang nakakatakot tumanda alone. ako lately sobrang natatakot kaso alam ko di naman ako pababayaan ng friends ko. haha

afif=shafie said...

hoho.......try adopt your own children..i think that will help...or oh oh maybe a pet???

Sid said...

I thought of Edward Cullen like thousand times for now....I cant imagine that...I very badly wish i was Bella...

gay life is terrible to imagine :)

Ming Meows said...

enjoy mo lang ang buhay mo ngayon teh

blurosebluguy said...

talking about fear of the future??

lahat tayo meron nun...iba-iba nga lang...

enjoy and seized the moment...di na yan babalik!

m2mtripper said...

Kilala mo na kung sino ang kasagutan sa tanong mo.

Hehe...

Kampai!

Aris said...

ok lang tumanda. basta maganda pa rin. haha! :)

Douglas said...

philosopher's stone sagot sa walang kamatayang buhay

Mac Callister said...

@citybuoy--sabagay,i know i could count on my friends too

@afif--thats a good idea ha!why not!

@sid--i know,di ko naman masyado dinibdib...naisip ko lang thats why i made this post

@ming--yes,thanks!

@blueroseguy--thanks sa advice

@m2mtripper--tse!!!

@aris--haha apirrrr!

@douglas--ahaha sige hanapin ko yan!

Mangyan Adventurer said...

Sign na ba yan na nakakaramdam ka na ng pagtanda... Hehe :)

dhyoy said...

just enjoy life! savor it... :lol: gawin lahat ng dapat gawin, mejo konting ingat nga lang...