December 22, 2009
Will I Be Lonely?
Christmas is just around the corner, and I know everyone must've been busy, excited, doing their own shopping, gift buying, it could be so much fun...except that, I am not there. I am in a foreign land...Qatar.
Although, they said Christmas is just a date, and I am usually at work during the 24th and 25th since I am a practical guy having double pay during the holidays! But now, it would be different, I am not there. I am in a foreign land.
I don't know what to feel, or to expect, will I be lonely? will I cry? parang di bagay sakin ang emo!LOL
I am scheduled to work at night shift tonight till the 25th, we might just bring foods on Christmas eve, we are junior staff so we are the one supposed to be on duty. You know, seniority. I might ask my sister how to do carbonara, or I might buy blueberry cheesecake.
This would be my second Christmas as a single gay guy on the planet. I don't know, till when...I know everyone says its alright to be single, true, but its much better if someone's there to first greet you or would want to celebrate it with you, one who would return the love you give him.
I miss that feeling.
I have so much love to give and I don't know why they don't want it...LOL!
I wanna feel what love is again...can you show it to me?
wait, is that a line from a song? haha
MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!