September 16, 2010

Boyfriends Come and Go...


If you're a follower of my blog you could have figured out by now that I'm no good with keeping my relationships longer! I sometimes thought, I'm such a failure with this! Grrrrrr! No matter how I badly wanted to have a long lasting relationship...It all ends to one thing. Break up.

When I sensed that its about to end, I took the first move to end it. I don't know, maybe I'm afraid to hear it from them so, I would gladly take the initiative to end it myself.

My last was a disaster! I couldn't believe I entered that one in the first place LOL! I regret that I have been so trusting...yun lang!

Too many boyfriends have come and go...all started well and fun, but eventually, love fades...all what's left was pain and regret. Or have I ever found love?

When someone asked how many did you have? I always find shame in answering them, I'm not proud of collecting boyfriends contrary to what others believe. Because its a proof of my failure.

Its my long time dream to have a permanent guy on my side...someone who I could tell stories, someone I could share how my day was...someone who could comfort me and say its all right Mac. Eventually live on one house for us to stay with till we grow old together.

We could all agree that finding the right guy is not as easy as buying something at the store. It takes time. Its takes too much emotions. Rejections and heartaches. Many have been searching for that someone. And they're still looking.

On my case I have found and lost them. Too many times. Maybe its my fault or them. I don't know. But what I do know, I could have done something. I could have fight for it. I could have been patient. So many could have beens...

So now, with Clayton. Maybe I'm a matured Mac this time. Tested by time. Tested by experience, good and bad. I'm tired of looking for that special someone and let them slipped off my finger. This time I won't take it so easy. For love is patient, for love is sacrifice (kaya jakol nalang muna LOL), and for love is trusting.

I hope we could make it. I have a four month period most of the time. I'm determined to make it at least five this time! Kidding!

Clayton, good luck to us. Let's make it work. Lets make a love story, a love story that is so happy, a little complicated, less sacrifices but full of love. Here's a toast for our forever...

I love you Clayton, gaya nga ng sabi mo last time: Mac-ko, mahal kita, trust me on that, mahal kita na singlakas ni bagyong Glenda. Napatawa mo 'ko sa kakornihan mo. Nasabi ko nalang sa sarili mo, bumanat na naman ang asawa kong abnoy! LOL



This is me cam-whoring at the hospital while at work LOL!

16 comments:

c - e - i - b - o - h said...

kung may "like" button lang, pinindot ko na. hehe..


love love love...
^_^

KUMAGCOW said...

no comment.... LOL heheh

Guyrony said...

Make it work.

Definitely someone to look up to.

Bravo.

paci said...

you can do it!!! =)

..because there is the one who stays. =)

Darc Diarist said...

go go go! break the four month record with five and many many more months! :)

Jeff said...

Disaster na pala matatawag mo dun sa relasyon nyo ni EDC? Kaloka naman yata yun, Mac. He did somehow try his best 'di ba?

Anyway, sana si Clayton na nga ang para sa 'yo. After reading about all your past hook-ups on this blog, you seriously deserve a relationship that is happy, stress-free, and long-lasting.

Basta, love lang ng love! At hinay-hinay sa pagka-harot! LOL!

jonathan said...

Being in many relationships could be your little lessons in life. When you really want your relationship to work, it will, but it always take two to do it. More power to your relationship with C.

Mac Callister said...

@ceiboh--hey thanks!hehe

@kumagcow--at bakit wala aber?haha pero malamang alam ko na susulat mo!

@guyroni--yeah thanks!hope we could make it

@paci--oo nga e,sana siya na

Mac Callister said...

@darc--hehe oo nga e more months to us!

@jeff--hehe salamat!oy di na me naharot noh,LOL

@jonathan--takes two to tango,hehe,thanks for being here

KUMAGCOW said...

Exactly! Buti alam mo hehe

soltero said...

i think the reason why most of your relationships do not last is because, if it isn't a Long Distance Relationship, it's just a relationship that bloomed online. Siguro magtatagal pag magkalapit kayo sa isa't isa. ;P

good luck sa inyo ni clay, sana magtagal tlaga kayo :)

Nimmy said...

all the best Mac! *hug* :)

Mac Callister said...

@kumagcow--tse!!!

@soltero--last year lang naman ako nag abroad soltero,so prior to this,nasa pinas ako at magkalapit kami haha.so yun.

@nimmy--thanks!sana bigyan mo ko ng magic mo sa pakikipagrelasyon!LOL

orally said...

Nice!
Best wishes sa inyo ni Clayton

Fickle Cattle said...

Awww. Go Clayton and Mac. :-)

I am Fickle Cattle.

Anonymous said...

me mga ffairs talaga na nagbubloom, may mga hindi. important thing is you learn. un naman talaga dapat, ke maganda o panget ang outcome, dapat natututo. you become aware sa mga dapat mong gawin next time. madami pang dadating, madami pang mawawala, pero tandaan mo, palaging may matitira, hinding hindi ka mawawalan.

- you know me who. :D