Everything was alright a while ago, we were chatting, texting, in fact I almost forgot about what happened that night, until you ruined it.
Pissed off.
That's the right term for what I'm feeling right now.
Why there are people who only sees your fault and not their own?
When in fact you had that fault as a result of what they first did to you? Like butterfly effect. Everything is connected.
Meaning, you did something, as a result... I acted like that.
Getz?
And what troubles me was, you're putting all the blame on me? Have you analyzed what had happened that night? Did you ever tried to remember moment by moment what had happened? I already told you why I acted like that and you kept on insisting its because of me? WTF! Man, you need to look at yourself. tsk !tsk! tsk!
Damn, the term you used on your messages, wow! really pained me.
Now, you need to go. Out of my life.
Shutting the door now. Anyhow, change topic before i bore you with my anger hehe. Someone left this message on the comment section of my blog. From an anonymous person. Who could you possibly be?
"I miss you. i wish it didn't end the way it did. I hope you're OK there. Sana natuloy yung pagkikita natin (hope we did see each other) before you left."
Please send me an email and identify yourself? Who knows in the end we are the one for each other! echos!!!!
I was so excited that day to cook ginataang sugpo (prawns with coconut milk, one of my favorite Filipino food), its already planned to have the first half for dinner later and the other half for tomorrow. It smells so good and I cant wait for my rice to cook. I put it aside for a while and decided to cook adobo to bring at work tomorrow morning while waiting.
The doorbell rang, I was wondering who it might be, I'm not expecting anyone and besides, I look like shit! with too much spills from cooking and my face are on the highest level of oil production!LOL
When I opened it, there's no one! I looked at the stairway and there he was...came out from hiding: Egay! My annoying and feeling-close colleague at work! damn! What was he doing here???I asked my self. He was the last person I'm expecting to see or to be my visitor at this point in time!
"why?!' I lazily asked
"I wanna come in!" and he just bumped me and invited himself in. "oh that smells good...what are you cooking? i wanna eat dinner here, can I?"
"huh?!" that's all that I said haha
"Come-on, I'm so hungry, I'm your visitor you should entertain me!" he added. I found out that he just moved to my building! Meaning: he's just a few floors away from me!
I run to the kitchen because I could smell my adobo almost burning. He followed me. Then I realized he might see my prawns!
Oh nooooo!
I want them for myself! Not to share with this moron!hahahaha! I hid the casserole behind bottles of soysause and fish sauce and prayed he wont smell it or notice that separate casserole at the kitchen side!LOL
I tried to relax and let him watch my cooking. "that looks good Mac, I'm so hungry. Is it cooked already?lets eat! I'm starving!" he said. I tried to smile and pretend I'm not annoyed. So makapal-face,kairita!
When he came closer to my casserole of prawns I moved on its direction so that my back will hide them from him! LOL
Grabe, am so selfish!
I prepared the table and we had dinner together,my yummy dinner with ginataanthat night was ruined because of him! I had adobo instead!
I have big riped bananas too, but its too big and I sliced it into two! sayang naman if di naman niya maubos di ba?LOL
When we finished I said: "OK, you can leave now, I have a lot of things to do"
"why you're throwing me out, I still wanna hang out and watch TV" he protested and he saw my laptop and he recognized a familiar name on one of the people I'm chatting: darkguy. I immediately pulled him away from the screen!
"you two are close? you didn't tell me that you guys are chatting" he added. I denied it, because apparently he moved to that vacant room where darkguy lives! They are flatmates now! And I'm very discreet about our affair and I don't want anyone to know about him especially this talkative and super-annoying-kapal-face-Egay!
"You need to get out now". I dragged him to the door and said bye and shut the door!LOL
Just came home from our VERY early Christmas party, many requested to have it earlier so that those who will be going back to manila to have their holiday vacation be included. We are in charged of the food (5 of us, new staffs) they have this tradition that every time a new comer arrives to the department, they have to do the "pakilala" wherein they have to feed all of the staff! I mean 40 of them!LOL
At least there's five of us, it didn't became that much, each of us contributed to a certain amount and so far they loved the foods!Thanks to my friend who did all the cooking!haha.
The party was awesome, its nice to have this kind of get-together. Had a lot of laugh.
This is just a quick recap of what had happen for the past week:
Darkguy is back, and we talk all the time, I see him all the time. I think I'm beginning to have a big crush on him AGAIN.
Aldwin left for UAE last weekend for 4 days vacation, without a word of goodbye. Our last night together was not so pleasant before he left.
Been short for cash did some shopping (since i thought I'm gonna have much more extra money) and the next day my mom needed money ASAP and have to sent her all of what's left! so now am so poor! waaaaaaa!
I'm gonna be on duty night shift on the 24th and 25th!huhu. But I'll be off on the new year's eve though.
I will tell you all of the details next time, so sleepy.
Everything was alright a while ago, we were chatting, texting, in fact I almost forgot about what happened that night, until you ruined it.
