October 8, 2012
I've talked to some gay guys before and most of them have this plan of getting married soon!
To a woman!
Some part of me is telling. Why not? Than being alone in the end right?
But I don't know if I could. Maybe they could. That's their choice.
Like the "plan" is. Be jolly. Be gay all you want. fuck all you want. and at a certain age, like 35 or more. You will stop. Will find a good loving wife. have kids and be happy. and grow old together.
Kaya kaya talaga?
Maybe, just make sure you wont stray and fuck guys on the side when wifey is not around. LOL
When I came out of the closet to some, I already made up my mind. I'll be happy with what I am. Or at least I'll try to be.
Of course there's this fear of being old alone. No one to take care of you blah-blah-blah. But I don't wanna fool myself just for the heck of it.
My sister even joked about having his eldest son to be my adopted son soon. Since I'm the Godfather. That her children would take care of me and I shouldn't be worried. Which what I love about my sister. She gets me. As if she knew what I've been thinking. hahaha
I don't know. For now its not sinking in yet.
And how about you? are you planning to get married too and do the "Plan"?