Today is my fifth day back here at the middle east. My first 3 days are very difficult. Been adjusting to the weather and time difference. I was lonely and feeling homesick as expected. I know I will be in this phase. Been like this last year. I know, all OFWs got through this too. I wanna cry but my tears are not coming. I missed my family. I missed home. Been calling them every now and then.
hangbigat sa dibdib ate charing!
But I'm all okay now. Finally. As soon I started working at the hospital and saw my crushes, as soon as I saw some patient's blood, some open chest with their heart's exposed and beating, as soon as I saw some leg broken (and some dick?chos!) and this and that...I know I will be okay. LOL!
I got through it at last. Now I'm back to my old crazy self!
Purita ako pagdating ko dito, I spent all of my savings back home! Now I'm eating, dried pusit and salted eggs! LOL