Bleeding

My cursor brought me to you,

To your story...to your life

You were in a lot of pain and heartache. A long distance relationship, a love faded away...

I just read one entry and didn't realized I was becoming impatient when will you write another entry...

I felt your pain, I wanna comfort you...

I wanna say hush, everything will be alright...

You moved on, we became online friends, we talked a lot. Its been a year, I was happy. I saw the changes on your blog, the sad blogger no more.

Someone made you happy. I felt your happiness. I was jealous.

Your topic are mostly about HIM and how you love him, I wished and hoped he'll never make you cry. There was this feeling of pain in my chest and a thought: why didn't you wait for me. You'll be happy with me instead of him.

But you were happy...I felt it.

I kept it inside. Secretly, I had this plan of stealing you from him. But I'm such an angel that I couldn't do it...Toinks!

I didn't say anything, I supported you and wished you two well.

You faced a big challenge last year and you held on, you strive...I was so proud of you

I prayed that God will help you and guide you. But maybe He has another plan for you. You lost your job and you'll be separated from your LOVE once again...it would be another long distance relationship...History repeating itself.

I know you're scared, I felt it...I wanna comfort you once again and give you my shoulder ...

(teka putulin ko abot ko sau LOL!)

When you're home and he's out there far from you, I called you many times and hoped by calling (I could steal you from him...kidding!) that I could lighten' your gloomy feelings...

You're sad...you're hurt...you felt betrayed...the love you once have abandoned you....

I felt your pain...I wanna kill HIM for you.

(gamitin ko tsani, bunutin ko isa isa buhok niya sa ilong!LOL)

I was worried for you, I didn't realized I have this great feeling inside of me that wanted to protect you. I wanna carry you to a safe place where I could shelter you from harm and pain...

You're trying to fix your heart and slowly picking up the pieces together.

Life is far more exciting and fun than waste it on sulking and feeling sorry...look around, life is beautiful...

You're up and ready again...
I felt it...once again, I am happy, my bleeding angel.

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Hep hep hep! this is not a love revelation of some kind ha! I'm just concern about him! that's all. Charrrr! haha

Concert Night

I watched the Regine and Ogie concert last February 4, 2010 with 5 other friends from work here at the Doha Sports Club, with Dingdong Dantes and never mind Marian Rivera!LOL its an open field and the venue was jam packed with Pinoys! I never thought there's this much Pinoy here! Its unbelievable. Too many gays too! Its like Gay Paradise!

There's even a sand storm the whole day ha!

What I hated about that night was, majority of the people wanted to sit! I mean we're supposed to be standing there! Its an open field and no chair for Pete's sake!!! you're supposed to be dancing with the music and all. They're pressuring everyone to sit. It sucks!

That's why when everyone was sitting on the cold grass, and all looked like some prisoners asked by their guards to sit on the floor, we moved to the side of the stage where we could stand up and dance if we feel like it! especially when they sang I got a feeling by the BEP! I was possessed by the music and started dancing and sing along!

There's nothing much to do here in Doha aside from malling and eating out! all in all this is a boring country! That's why when there's an event like this concert no matter how jologs or baduy you might think it was, go lang kami!LOL

Feeling ko nga kahit mag concert pa si Madam Auring dito papanoodin pa din namin e!!! tapos kakanta din siya ng: I got a feeling! Wahaha!

Where Can I Find U?

I'm on a quest on getting this pair of shoes! it was out I think around July last year, and when I first saw it, I cant get it out of my mind, I'm dreaming of it on my feet! Im having wet dreams with it! LOL how come I didn't see it when it first came out! where was I????!

Its the puma el rey shoes. I saw them on Zac Efron! Cool!

God please help me have them!

Black or white? what do you think?! But waaaa its always out of stock! I hope I could get them on eBay...

p.s
you know what I hate about Qatar? they have the ugliest shoes available! unlike in manila, we all have the coolest, trendy and new shoes on the stores!