August 22, 2011

Cover Up


I turned off the lights inside my room and shut the door.

I took the lift down to the ground floor and hailed a cab.
I'm on my way to the hospital...Its my night duty again.

When I came to our department, the afternoon shift was waiting. Its crazy inside. Ang ingay! Its the best part of the day...endorsements. We get to see each other. Colleagues I seldom see due to different schedules.

Work is fun. Though its tiring most of the time but its fun. I love my job. I've gained too many friends in this foreign land. I am contented with the kind of life I'm having. Who would predict that I will actually love working in the middle east when I first came here in the first place? I just took a gamble and leave everything to fate and to God.

Suwertihan nga lang siguro talaga. Some of my friends abroad, hindi sila masaya sa work nila. Pati sa mga pinoy na kasama.

Minsan kasi kapwa pinoy mo pa ang hihila sayo pababa...

I'm lucky to have my colleagues who supports me and cares for me. Its like a big family. So far I've never regret accepting this job...well, not yet...LOL!

I'm a jolly and goofy person. I love to laugh. Bungisngis ako. You could make me laugh with just some silly korni jokes you could throw at me. I love to talk a lot too. At mahilig din ako makipag asaran sa mga straight na kasama ko sa work.

Masarap makipag tawanan. Nakakabawas ng stress.

Then my shift are about to finish again.
I did my endorsement to the next shift. Chit chat with colleagues before heading out of the hospital. A friend usually gives me a ride home. While inside the car, more laughters and asaran na umaatikabo...

As soon as he dropped me to my building and gave my Thank you..take care... that's when the silence begins...

That's when the slow and heavy walks towards the elevator happens...till I reached my flat on the sixth floor...

I unlocked the door to my room and sat on my couch as I wait for my laptop to start...

Here I am alone again. Inside the four corners of my cold room. They said its fun being single...its fun being with your friends...yeah it is...walang iintindihin na ibang tao but yourself...Ok ang single....I've been telling that inside my head for the whole year and it worked really well...yeah nabola ko sarili ko.

But who am I kidding?

I cannot fool my heart for so long...

I am sad and lonely.

My heart is longing for someone.

Now I could honestly say it out loud.


:-(


Why am I still on my own, if there's a soul mate for everyone?





Meron nga kaya talagang soulmate??? Hay naku emotera na naman daw ako! hahaha! dyan na nga kayo at boborlogz na ko!

17 comments:

Anonymous said...

i love that song by bedingfield... :)


a year of singlehood? it took me six years to be in a relationship again.


-geek

lonewolf said...

Ako i dont believe in that soul mate crap at all hahahaha

let me add, mga kapwa pinoy din mismo nagsusumbong sa mga TNT na pinoy sa ibang bansa LOL!

anyways good luck im sure makakahanap ka rin na para sa yo, It will just cum este come in the right time.

Mac Callister said...

@geek--really?6 years?OMG!hongtagal nun ha!

napangiti naman ako kasi nag comment ka...binabasa mo pala ang blog ko afterall!LOL

@lonewolf--oo tama ka, madami kasi pinoy n inggitero e di maging masaya sa kapwa nila hayyy...

and salamat,sana maging happy na din hahaha wishful thinking!

the geek said...

hahaha oo naman. nasa blog roll kaya kita. :)

juan said...

it will come in the right place and the right time...

h'wag ipilit... baka dudugo... hehehehe

bien said...

gusto ko na rin ng lovelife pantanggal kati.

loving the song

JC said...

hmmm... i don't know if i can withstand being single. i had my first partner just last year and i never asked for it naman, i was ok being single. but things change everyday.. malay mo di ba? :) sometimes, love comes when you least expect it. :)

the green breaker said...

aw, tama na ang emote my friend!

may mga kanya-kanya yang oras at panahon... waiting is vital!

Drama King said...

Si Shenanigans ata nagcomment sa blog ko na hindi naman daw totoo yung may someone for everyone. Kase kung totoo yun, bakit may mga tumatandang dalaga at binata? Tama diba? Tinakot lang kita. Hahaha. Joke lang. Ayos lang yan. Isipin mo na lang yung iba, gaya ko na 4 years ng single. Mahirap pero ganun talaga eh. Gusto ko lang talaga isipin na nagpeprepare si Papa Jesus ng best person for us, para ika nga sa One More Chance, hindi na tayo saktan at mas mahalin tayo. Uy ngingiti na yan. :D

c - e - i - b - o - h said...

ngayon ko lang ito nabasa,, may ka-dramahan pala na nagaganap sa loob ng room mo.. hihi.. uhm, why not move into someone's house, pwede ba yun?

Mac Callister said...

@juan--haha wag naman sana ako duguin!chos

@bien--ay naku wag na mawawalan kami ng mababasang mga kaharutan sau LOL

@jc--naks! thats sweet una mo pala sing bf!

at sana nga hehe :-)

@greenbreaker--ewan ko ba kakasad kasi haha

@dramaking--wala naman iba choice kundi mag intay,kasi last time ako nag hanap e hahaha...wait nalang muna ngayon :-)

@ceiboh--hahhaa natawa ako sa comment mo bruha ka!

KikomaxXx said...

darating din yan.. :)

daniel the jagged little egg said...

Hayyy. I can pretty much relate. Sorry sa comment ko : )

KUMAGCOW said...

wag ka raw kasing mambola na haha XD

Leo said...

Darating din yan. :)

thecure said...

I can totally relate you Mac, i've been praying and longing that someday "the cliche" i may found someone i can love and love me back, pero alaws talaga! though i have some fling on the side! pero iba pa rin yong mahal mo, katabi at kayakap mo sa kama sa apat na sulok na malamig mong kwarto

Gregg D'Bully said...

This is the part where one tells you, "Keep the faith."