August 22, 2011
I turned off the lights inside my room and shut the door.
I took the lift down to the ground floor and hailed a cab.
I'm on my way to the hospital...Its my night duty again.
When I came to our department, the afternoon shift was waiting. Its crazy inside. Ang ingay! Its the best part of the day...endorsements. We get to see each other. Colleagues I seldom see due to different schedules.
Work is fun. Though its tiring most of the time but its fun. I love my job. I've gained too many friends in this foreign land. I am contented with the kind of life I'm having. Who would predict that I will actually love working in the middle east when I first came here in the first place? I just took a gamble and leave everything to fate and to God.
Suwertihan nga lang siguro talaga. Some of my friends abroad, hindi sila masaya sa work nila. Pati sa mga pinoy na kasama.
Minsan kasi kapwa pinoy mo pa ang hihila sayo pababa...
I'm lucky to have my colleagues who supports me and cares for me. Its like a big family. So far I've never regret accepting this job...well, not yet...LOL!
I'm a jolly and goofy person. I love to laugh. Bungisngis ako. You could make me laugh with just some silly korni jokes you could throw at me. I love to talk a lot too. At mahilig din ako makipag asaran sa mga straight na kasama ko sa work.
Masarap makipag tawanan. Nakakabawas ng stress.
Then my shift are about to finish again.
I did my endorsement to the next shift. Chit chat with colleagues before heading out of the hospital. A friend usually gives me a ride home. While inside the car, more laughters and asaran na umaatikabo...
As soon as he dropped me to my building and gave my Thank you..take care... that's when the silence begins...
That's when the slow and heavy walks towards the elevator happens...till I reached my flat on the sixth floor...
I unlocked the door to my room and sat on my couch as I wait for my laptop to start...
Here I am alone again. Inside the four corners of my cold room. They said its fun being single...its fun being with your friends...yeah it is...walang iintindihin na ibang tao but yourself...Ok ang single....I've been telling that inside my head for the whole year and it worked really well...yeah nabola ko sarili ko.
But who am I kidding?
I cannot fool my heart for so long...
I am sad and lonely.
My heart is longing for someone.
Now I could honestly say it out loud.
Why am I still on my own, if there's a soul mate for everyone?
Meron nga kaya talagang soulmate??? Hay naku emotera na naman daw ako! hahaha! dyan na nga kayo at boborlogz na ko!