June 29, 2011
Just Like Last Year...
I only have 7 days left...malapit na naman ako umalis...time flies really quick...and what do you know, its 30 days already. It felt like that I've been here for just a week! LOL
I am undergoing this feeling again, nag-uumpisa na naman, the same feeling like last year...a kind of sadness and anxiety that I cannot shake off. Ang hirap i-explain...basta yung kalungkutan na di ko mapakalma. Ang bigat sa dibdib teh! :-)
I am trying to ignore it, because I still have 7 days more.
But here it is. Deep inside me. Persistent. At least I am good in hiding my feelings. Para kang naiiyak na di ka naman mapaiyak! Yun bang para kang bibitayin kinabukasan, na ayaw mo na dumating yun araw na yun. That kind of feeling!
I know I could get over this soon. I know, I will.
Just like I did, last year.