June 29, 2011

Just Like Last Year...



I only have 7 days left...malapit na naman ako umalis...time flies really quick...and what do you know, its 30 days already. It felt like that I've been here for just a week! LOL

I am undergoing this feeling again, nag-uumpisa na naman, the same feeling like last year...a kind of sadness and anxiety that I cannot shake off. Ang hirap i-explain...basta yung kalungkutan na di ko mapakalma. Ang bigat sa dibdib teh! :-)

I am trying to ignore it, because I still have 7 days more.

But here it is. Deep inside me. Persistent. At least I am good in hiding my feelings. Para kang naiiyak na di ka naman mapaiyak! Yun bang para kang bibitayin kinabukasan, na ayaw mo na dumating yun araw na yun. That kind of feeling!

I know I could get over this soon. I know, I will.

Just like I did, last year.

12 comments:

Desperate Houseboy said...

will miss you papa...

Mac Callister said...

@DH--naks naman! siya kiss mo na ko!chos!

bienvenido_lim said...

ganun talaga...
ubos na kasi pera mo.












chika lang
seriously i know the feeling

lonewolf said...

I can relate lalo na paggaling sa vacation pagpasok mo sa work mo. mga 1 to 2 weeks ka madedepress kasi naiisip mo mga masasayang moments sa bakasyon. good for you nakabakasyon ka ng 1month nakakinggit hehehehe

ZaiZai said...

kaya mo yan mac, sabi mo nga, nakaya mo din naman next time. normal lang yan, just pray and be strong! :)

Emil said...

Brother ... just think of all the good times you spent with your loved ones, and think about the good things you will be expecting when you go back to Doha ...surely, it will pass and overcome it ... it's the second time around, so di na mahirap ... take it from me, I'm an expert on saying goodbyes ... he he he ...sori ha, medyo busy-busyhan ang lolo mo ngayon ...

Mr. G said...

hayaan mo, sasamahan ko ang diwa mo sa paglalakbay...

Sean said...

i know the feeling. enjoy the rest of your stay, mac.

Ming Meows said...

tama si zai. baka next time parang normal lang.

Mac Callister said...

@bien--haha tumpak ka jan!!!mahirap na naman ako!purita de amor!chos!

@lonewolf--oo bago umalis at pagkadating dun,para kang maiiyak hahaha!ganun ganun ang feeling ko last year!at ito na naman nga... :-(

@zaizai--salamat :-)

@emil--oo nga e ang iniisip ko nalang e ang kaperahan~!LOL

at yeah wala ka ng time sakin ha!!!


@mr.G--talaga?lika dito hug mo ko hahaha!

@sean--salamat :-) ikaw din jan be happy...

@ming--hay naku un nga ang dasal ko na sana e mas madali ako maka get over this time :-)

Nimmy said...

@Dhouseboy - kiss daw! Eeeeeeee. chos! hahaha

See you next year Mac! Huwag masyadong malungkot may good news naman na naghihintay sau dun. God bless sis! :D

Mac Callister said...

@nimmy--salamat nimesia!sana nga tuloy tuloy n yun!