April 27, 2011

Come Inside


My friends are funny, they are reporting to me every possible gay guy at the hospital they've met and would say: Mac, there's a new guy upstairs and I'm pretty sure you'll like him!

And me being so...curious! I'm about to say, slutty!LOL would go up and check him out!

Meet RJ. Pinoy, registered nurse at the ICU, 5'3'' in height,and cute hehe. I immediately have a crush on him.

My friends helped me to get a way with him, they did some strategy so that I could talk to him and introduced my self.

And yeah, after many days of talking to him I finally got his attention and we became facebook friends hehehe. We've been chatting for a while now, just talking about anything. There's one thing bothering me though...

He said he has a girlfriend.

"Hay naku, I'm pretty sure he just made that up!" my friends keep on assuring me. I had a hard time accepting that fact too, I mean he's way too obvious to me. He is one of us. And besides he kept on telling me we should go out sometime. I'm just waiting for the right moment to ask him out on a date.

The other day, I visited his patient assignment at the ICU, I was just hangin' around to have some moment with him, and he didn't disappoint me, he's too entertaining. He wanted to know things about me, he's way too curious on knowing me. Well, i might be wrong too, but I don't know. Im just enjoying this while it lasts.

You know what's funny?He's friends with R.A! whateva!!!

He asked for a mint candy because he saw me chewing one. When I returned he asked:

"Where's my mint Mac?"

"Oh here, i got you two...I was about to give you three...(for I love you) but I only got two instead!" Im not sure he gets what I mean haha but I laughed!

I was standing at the nurse's station waiting for my colleague when he called, he signaled me to come at his patients room. I didn't realize what he meant at first so I did not move. He called again, this time much clearer

"Mac, come over here...inside."

For a brief second, nalibugan ako! (got horny!LOL) its as if he's calling me to make out inside the private room with his patient inside! He look so hot while at the door calling!

I was curious what are we gonna do inside...

"come...close the door..." he shut the curtain close as I closed the door when I got in...taena talaga...tinigasan ako promise!LOL

"why am I here?" I asked

"nothing, just be here while I clean my patient..." he said while preparing his things

"ah..."

huwat???biglang lambot pututoy ko tuloy LOL! I was disappointed of course, but its alright at least we get to spend a little time alone, me and him solo on this room with a comatose patient! Things are getting better and better.

I moved closer to his side...so close that my body are squeezing his while he's busy with doing the oral care...I was rubbing my skin against his in a not so obvious way....well, maybe a little obvious, because he moved to the other side of the bed!hahaha I scare him off?! LOL

I wonder how it felt like making out in front of a comatose patient!hahaha.I was thinkin pa naman what if I kiss him right there or lick his earlobes! would he run off too?

Anywayz, we just talked. I noticed he's avoiding topics about his girlfriend. He was also asking about where I grew up, my family, etc, and he also shared some stories of his childhood, and how typhoon ondoy destroyed their house and properties.

Its a nice moment for us. So decent that my nose bled out!LOL

After a few minutes I told him I need to go. Because the other nurses might notice us spending so much time inside a closed room.

Baka isipin nila bakla ako!charr!

April 24, 2011

Magkaibigan Lang


Magkausap kami ni Brian sa cellphone nun isang hapon, overseas call, pinag uusapan namin un nalalapit kong bakasyon. Sinabi nya na excited na siya makita ako ulit at sa wakas matutuloy na siya makasama kaming mag anak sa Palawan.

Si Brian ang ex boyfriend ko na nakatagal sa kin ng mahabang panahon, siya lang ang pinakamatagal kong nakarelasyon, nag hiwalay kami 3 years ago na ata, pero naging magkaibigan pa din kami till now. In fact paborito siya ng nag iisa kong kapatid. Close sila!

Excited na ko sumakay ng eroplano!haha, bida niya.

Tanga, sorry to interrupt you, di na tayo tuloy sa palawan! baka around Luzon nalang tayo! sabi ko para matigil na siya sa pangangarap nya hehe.

May pangako kasi kami sa isa't-isa ni Brian na kapag pareho kaming single pag uwi ko ng pinas this June, kami nalang ang mag spend ng time together, somewhere, some time. Pero di namin pinag uusapan ang relasyon, although binibiro ko siya ng ganito lagi:

O sige ikaw isasama ko sa trip, pero ihanda mo katawan mo bilang kabayaran!LOL

Gago ka! - yan ang madalas niya sagot sakin :-)

Last year kasi siya talaga ang originally isasama ko sa Bora, kaso nag ka jowa naman ako bago ako umuwi, binawi ko yun imbitasyon ko sa knya at yun jowa ko isinama ko instead!hahaha

"E kasi naman, sana ako nalang sinama mo dun e di sana di ka nagsisisi ngayon!" tukso nya nun malaman na nag break kami nun jowa kong yun after Bora trip.

Nakaka-miss din siya, I invited him to spend some time sa bahay namin pag uwi ko. Para may maka-makasama lang ako pag gala gala saan-saan kapag busy ang sister ko.

Tutulungan ko din siya ipasok sa dating ospital na pinagta-trabahuhan ko dati sa Pinas. Kasi naman pinagalitan ko siya na sinasayang ang oras nya sa pagko-call center e nursing grad naman siya!

Malaki kikitain nya sa pag aabroad, kaya dapat nag sisimula na siya mag ipon ng working experience. Mas matagal na hospital working experience mas appealing sa mga employer!

Ayun mabuti at nakinig naman si Tanga! LOL

April 21, 2011

Nothing At All

Nakakadisappoint mga lalake sa buhay ko ngayon...

They would get your attention...flirt with you...talk and chat with you all the time for countless hours...make you expect that there's something...

and they would just disappoint you in the end...

Sigh...

Bahala kayo sa buhay nyo tse!

So, now I better listen to my FEELGOOD SONG nalang...and not gonna do anything at all...nothing at all!