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Greetings from The Province Of Laguna!Pelepens!

Mabuhey!

Achuwali, 5 days na ko dito. Now lang nagka time to update you guys. Napangiti ako when I saw the rain shower outside NAIA. Nakakamiss din pala ang ulan after many months na puro tag init lang ang nararanasan mo.

Hinatid ako ng boyfriend kong si Jojo with 2 other friends nun sunday night sa bagong Airport ng Dowha. Mega pictorial kami kasi ang laki at ang ganda. hihihi. Nagkape at Kakapichur taking namin medyo naalanganin tuloy yun allowance time ko para dumaan sa duty-free dun.

Balak ko kasi ay dun na bumili ng mga pasalubong na chocolates. Para di na kasama sa timbang ng bagaheng dala ko. Nagmamadali tuloy ako. Kung ano nalang madampot. Kalurkei. Hindi tuloy ako nakabili ng Joe Malone na pabango! Grrrrrr!

lakad takbo na ko sa walkalator na ito dahil 30mins late na ko sa boarding time ko haha

Sinabi ng friend ko nun pumasok na ko to check in hindi na daw naimik si Jojo pauwi sa flat namin. Hindi na daw makausap ng maayos haha. Sad na daw agad. Well, ito ang first time na magkakalayo kami ng matagal.

By the way, kahapon pala ay second monthsary namin. We just talked over the phone. Sana more more months to go pa :-) nakakatawa pa kasi yun huling shirt na sinuot ko nun last day ko sa dowha ay inuwi daw niya sa bahay niya at isinuot sa unan niya at ginawang punda para daw lagi niya ko naaamoy!

"E di sana pati madumi kong brief ko isinuot mo na din sa unan mo!" biro ko pa.

Nakakamiss din palang ang yakap niya sa gabi at ang paghawak niya sa utong ko para makatulog siya. LOL

Kinabahan pala ako nun papasok na ko ng NAIA kasi andun yun mga health workers nila. May konting sore throat at sipon pa naman ako. Lam nyo na baka ma praning sila at uso pa naman ang Ebola tapos galing pa ko ng middle east at malapit kami sa source ng Mers-CoV! LOL Buti nakalusot naman lola nyo.

At super asar pa nun nasa conveyor na ko to search for my luggages aba'y ketagal lumabas! 30minutes na namumuti na mata at hilong hilo na ko sa kakatingin sa umiikot na mga bagahe!buti nalang andaming gwapo na nag aabang din. Infairness! naaliw ako sa kanila. LOL

Buti nalang bago pa ko mag collapse e natanawan ko na ang aking pink maleta with rainbow colored ribbons para makilala ko sila kahit madaming kamukha!

Charot lang yun oy! ang manly kaya ng dalawang maleta ko. Hihi.

Sinundo ako ng family ko and bago umuwi ay dumaan kami sa shell sa NLEX para mag withdraw ng pera and guess what! Wala pa yun inihulog kong money since thursday!!!

Wagas diba? Nganga levels kami e andun lahat ng pera ko haha! kakapag sisi tuloy na di ako nagtabi ng dollars sa wallet kahit papano. Buti nalang may pera bayaw ko. Inutangan ko muna siya ng 10K! LOL

Bago umuwi sa bahay namin ay dumaan kami saglit sa construction ng bahay ko sa mumu'ng subdivision. Nakita ko na may second floor na at yun bubong na ang ginagawa nila sa kasalukuyan. Super ka excite lang! as in!

Maasahan talaga sisterette ko dahil nakahanap siya ng ayungin na fish if alam nyo yun favorite ko kasi yun sa sinigang na bayabas. Wagas na wagas na naman ang paglafang ko ng rice. Ayun after 2 cups of rice himas himas ko na ang malaki kong tiyan sa sofa habang nanonood ng TV. Toink!

Pinakamasaya sa lahat nang pag babalikbayan ay ang pagbubukas ng bagahe at pamimigay ng pasalubong sa family members. Their reactions and smiles are priceless. Di nila alam asin nalang inulam ko sa Dowha nun para lang mabili gusto nila.


Charrrrr!

Shit! Im Sad!

I have a heavy heart when my family brought me to the airport. Last year, when they hugged me I was feeling really awkward because we're not really expressive of our feeling towards each family members, I thought its unnecessary to hug haha. But this time its totally different, I was the first one to really hugged them! haha. My arms automatically hugged them!

I last hugged Brian, he is not my boyfriend, don't get confused, my current boyfriend is Clayton, he's my ex-bf who happened to be a family favorite among my ex's. He arrived at our house last Wednesday afternoon, and take note, my sister picked him up at the terminal! (special treatment eh?) while I was asleep.

There's nothing going on between us, we just happened to be friends, my recent bf's jealous of him though. We talked about our own current boyfriend over dinner. And advising to me like he's my mom to quit flirting around now that I have Clayton. I never told Clayton that Brian stayed at our house and will come to the airport with us. Clayton was at work that day.

I was not sure how he would react if he finds out. So I kept it a secret for the meantime. Sorry bebe...(well, i told him today, after exactly 1 day, and we have a little discussion about it, gonna tell you about it some other time, but we're good now).

It was raining in Manila when my plane took off, that was around 6pm...I was sitting beside the window and the metro's view at night was amazing! When I arrived at Doha (10pm), I felt the extreme heat immediately as soon as I left the airport and saw my friends waving at me! Yeah, I'm really back here at the desert, I told myself.

They helped me with my stuffs and the never ending chitchat went on till we reached the coffee shop nearby. They asked me almost everything. They're most intrigued with my break up with EDC haha. Well, obviously they are avid readers of my blog too. When the EDC questionnaires ended, the Clayton's episode came up!

Well, I'm so proud of bragging all about him hahaha, what's he like in person, and how he wanted our relationship to really make it for as long as we can. "Damn, he's a good catch..." one of my friend said. I just smile and said...yes he is.

After more than an hour, they brought me to my flat and we call it a night. As I entered my room, dropped my baggage and my backpack, I saw my couch...my fave couch... its where I wanked for a whole year! hahaha. By that thought, it got me horny, I pulled down my pants and started stroking! Toinks!!!

After I unpacked some of my things, I had this feeling of emptiness... a sudden unexplained feeling came through me...I realization rushed in my head...

Fuck! I'm sad!

This is what they called:

Homesickness!!!

Waaaah! This is not happening

I felt like crying...I suddenly missed home...my sister, my nephew...Clayton. I felt I'm so alone! Damn, I can't believe I'm having this emotions! This is not me! I'm no drama...I'm no emo... I wanna laugh at my self. No one could believe that the great Mac is capable of being sad...of being affected by homesickness...

Its a funny thing, I never experienced this when I came here last year, this is my second time here in this country...and now this????! its confusing! Does that mean, I love my family now than last year? haha.

Even today after I slept last night as I write this entry, I still have this feeling of wanting to hug my pillow and weep all night! I called my mom at Dubai, called my sister, called Clayton and chat with him online for a while. My friends are calling me that its OK and that its normal. I was thankful to them for helping me to get through this....

But after a few minutes, loneliness strikes again... Fuck! I went to the bathroom and cleaned it nonstop! But yeah it helped a lot! I was tired. Sweaty. Took a shower. I can't believe I cleaned the bathroom haha. Its freakin' shiny! Its the first time that that bathroom experienced cleaning ever!

I just hope tomorrow that I'll be back to my old self...and be happy.

A Family Show: Goodbye Once Again

Its five in the morning, still dark when I look out the window, I turned off my alarm clock and grab my "piknik" (remember my chamber pot?LOL) and headed out of my room.I saw my mom and dad having breakfast,there's a silent atmosphere in every corner of our house.I sat down and eat "goto" and loaf bread.I felt like choking.

But I pretend I'm not sad at all, don't wanna show them I'm being an "emo" or something.I don't know,why are we too shy to say our feelings with our mother? I cant remember I said "I love you" to her, maybe it sounds so cheesy and corny and all, we are not so used to it, (but i don't have a hard time saying those words when I'm f*cking someone and about to c*m!LOL) but I know I showed it to her on every possible way I can I just cant say it!Damn!

I told her instead "mom, don't forget to bring your face mask and alcohol on your bag OK?"

I hope she got my hidden message. That inside those words I'm saying "mom I love you, please take care of yourself and we will miss you". I'm jealous of other people too comfortable saying I love yous to their mother, or parents, we are just not that vocal about it, but we knew, deep inside our hearts that we do love each other.

We talked about anything inside the car. It was fun.

Then we reached our destination...

NAIA...the airport.

This is the day she's going back to Dubai

Another two years before she come back

Before we go out and hangs out again

I will miss her so much

When she's about to go inside I hugged her so tight and said:

"mother wag ka tatatanga-tanga na naman dun sa eroplano ha!"

And we all laughed and she headed at the entrance.

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My mom is here!And blonde!LOL!

We went at the airport at 9 am not much traffic thank God, we waited for her like an hour.We have trouble finding her at first too many people out there and the heat is so bad!I'm like melting!My dad rushed to us and said "its her"Its her!" only to find that its not! just a look like, maybe my dad is hallucinating haha six years of not seeing my mom and not talking with her that much made him imagine things?kidding!

My eyes are feasting to many eye-candies!I love secretly looking at them making my stay worthwhile.There's this guy who kept on walking back and to at my side I'm pretty sure he's going to say something on me until my sister ruined the moment with my nephew!they came and give me Anton!For sure that guy thought I'm married and with a kid!(there will be lightning LOL!) grrrrrgh!

I'm glad my mom now knew where to stand at the waiting area, you know at the part where you should wait while waiting for your relatives or someone to pick you, like if your surname starts with letter G, means you have to be at the signage where D-F-G are located, because years back we've been waiting for too long and got worried we cant find her only to find out that she's standing at letters X-Y-Z!!!!

Pasaway siya!!!!LOL

Anyway, I was laughing at her after I hugged her. Oh I missed her!"Mother lily, you are so typical OFW!" i told her. She's blonde and wearing those big banggled silver accessories!A little too much of them.I immediately took out some when we're at the car hehe!I go to the minimalist look!And I'm thinking of how to change her hair color silently,maybe I will drug her and change it to flaming red instead?!LOL!

The talking and the catching up are endless from the road to our home.I was looking at my dad at times,and remembering he's having diarrhea earlier my evil sister whispered "too excited!" and we laughed!Oh we got pulled over by a policeman by the way, after we left the airport parking,why?my dad forgot to put on his seat belt!Sigh!(of course,we knew its our bad)

The police made a sermon and trying to write us a ticket.Bluffing!he wants us to pay a certain amount at their office at makati tomorrow where there will be receipt blah blah.I already knew where the conversation are heading.Money."Lagay".In the end, he got himself a thousand bucks from us!I was like so mad,a thousand for a pull over and a sermon.

Now I have an idea how much policeman and those traffic enforcers are making through the day!They could earn 10thousand or more maybe before the day ends!An easy money.Hayyy..this country will never really go far with this kind of system.I forgot to turn on my video recorder I could've send it to XXX at ABS-CBN or Imbestigador or something I could have been popular and dead the next day!LOL!

Anyway,RR and I are on a talking mode again.I know what your thinking haha.We chat last night at YM.I'll tell you the details some time.

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I will call my mom and dad "mother and father lily" in this entry haha"

Yippee!We're going to pick up my mom at the airport (NAIA) this Monday morning at 10 am!Kinda early but its alright, anything for my beloved mother-lily LOL! It would be the happiest day of my life, seeing her again after two years,I didn't realized that it was that long already.We just missed her so much!She must be really excited to see her only grandchild (since all of my kids are killed at the bathroom drainage LOL!)

She'll be having her month long vacation leave from work at Dubai.My mom have been in and out of Dubai for a while now, its like less than ten years already, she went there to send me to college and have hope in heart that I'll be the one to give my family comfort in life!haha what a shame I only gave them comfort rooms!LOL. I'm still nothing up to this day!Darn that visa from Qatar!Its like 48 years already why the hell its not here yet?(nagalit na LOL)

That's one of the reasons, that the title of this blog is "Living the Expectations". Its only fortunate that my mom have a great job there, its not something that she didn't like,s he's happy doing her own thing, she drives her own car, living in a nice unit, there was this time time when she missed her job badly back at Dubai when her vacation took at least two months here in the Philippines way back then.

We asked mother lily if she wants to share my dad's bed when she get here, on the phone last night and she said ,"oh no! I'll be sleeping with Anton(my 5 year old nephew)" and I was like "i told you so" to my sister, because she's having this idea that mom will actually be sleeping at dad's bed, she just didn't get it, that mother lily has fallen out of love to her husband already.A very long time ago.

We just don't know how father lily will take this, for all i know, he's expecting it to be the other way around.He might be un-manageable if he finds out that mother lily wont be sleeping with him,I feel the pity for him,he needs to wake up to reality.My mom is just being civil, she's doing her best to be friendly at him, but dad, thinks otherwise.

Actually I'm bothered, what will happen? I mean by the time my mom reached home. This will be the first time, she will actually spending time together with my father, because not until last year, my dad worked as a supervisor at a food processing at Saudi Arabia.Mother lily was always successful avoiding him, like she's having her vacation leave every month of May and dad will be having his at December, its been like that for like 5 years or so.

But dad quit his job and now living like a king here LOL!See yah next time!

By the way I created a multiply account haha.pls add me up if you have I'm so kawawa I don't have any friends there yet! www.maccallister.multiply.com

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