Salamat Kay Dodong

Nakakatawa kundi pa bumagyo di ako mag titigil sa bahay!hahaha. At least nagka day off ako sa paglayas! LOL

Kaloka tong week na to, araw araw nasa galaan at kung sino sino friends ang mini-meet ko! Ang saya lang kasi na miss ko sila talaga!

Tawanan, kainan, okrayan at kumustahan ng mga nangyari sa nakalipas na isang taon nun huli kami mag kita kita.

At grabe wala pa kong ten days dito sa bensa natin e, halos 60% na ng yaman kong uwi ang nawaldas! Ang bilis maubos ng pera! jusko po lord guide me! Ilayo mo ko sa mga materyal na bagay! Sa pisikal na bagay mo nalang ako ilapit! Dun sa karne! chos!!!

Speaking of karne, lagi ko din nakakain ang gusto ko iulam, yun mga namiss ko talaga ng todo, ang bait ng sistah ko, para lang ako reyna na dedemand kung ano gusto ko ulam kinabukasan!hahaha

Ang ayoko lang dito, yun feeling na di ka ligtas, na any minute madudukutan ka or maagaw ang cellphone mo or bag mo! Kasi sa Doha, isa na ata un sa pinaka safe na lugar sa mundo. kahit maiwan mo gamit mo sa bus stop or waiting shed, pagbalik mo kahit isang oras na nakakaraan, andun pa din yun!

At isa pa, di matuloy tuloy ang swimming namin sa beach kasi maulan! sana next week pwde na! sa ngayon, i-eenjoy ko muna ang lamig ng panahon na dala ng tag ulan at ng bagyong si Dodong! Masarap din naman tumambay sa bahay maghapon, habang inaantay ko ang puto bumbong na pinabili ko teka, asan nga ba yun????2 hrs ago pa yun! LOL

me with my sistah while having dinner @ Sbarro

Masarap pa din talaga sa pinas kahit ano pang nega ang nakikita ko sa atin...pinas will always be my home.

So, We're Talking Now?

It was really awkward having him on one table...I think its a bad idea for coming here. I'm uncomfortable being with him. We didn't talk for about 5 months. We ignored each other for the longest time. We just stop talking for some reason I don't know!

And here we are now.

Sharing a table with 4 other guys.

Me and Darkguy!

On one table this close???!

Its a friend's birthday dinner. He invited me. Didn't know he would also invite Darkguy. I don't have any control who he wants to invite. Its too late to back out now, I already said yes before he called Darkguy to come.

I avoided his eyes. I avoided talking to him. I intentionally ignored him and spoke to the guy next to him. I could see he's looking at me from the corner of my eyes. He lose weight. He works out they said. I could see the development on his arms and chest (I only imagined it without his shirt on LOL!)

He came with Eli. A former crush of mine. I believe they are closer now. They dined out, stay at each other's flat from time to time. Should I be jealous? I shouldn't be. Maybe I just felt a little weird. I mean, I used to chase Eli before. And I used to f*ck Darkguy before. And now they are together?

Though not sure about it. I heard Darkguy's wife now pregnant with their second child. Maybe they are really just friends.

I think I still have a crush on Eli! Clayton, its just a crush OK? haha. No more. No less. And I don't know if he likes me now than before. I noticed some changes on him. Its like he is giving me some signs that he is now ready! LOL

But deadma nalang me. I love Clayton noh!

Darkguy was trying to reach out on me. He spoke to me directly and I have no choice but to look at him and listen. I don't want the other guest to feel the tension between us. It felt so weird looking at his eyes while he spoke to me.

I know he's just trying to cover the real situation between us. People would ask questions if they noticed we are not talking. Especially Egay. He is so persistent on knowing the truth. He knew something is going on. I won't give him that satisfaction! So I just go with the flow and pretend I'm Ok talking at Darkguy.

He opened the door for me when I went out.

As we all walk back to our building (we all live in one building) I walk side by side with Egay avoiding him. And vice versa.

I don't know if this event changes anything between us.

(click here to read more posts about Darkguy)