What About You?

These questions have been running and bugging me whenever they got a chance to, they just "popped out"! I tried to ignore it, but its so persistent, so guys, why don't you help me out? '

Am I the only one having this thoughts and actually do this? Lets compare answers! Game!

Do you honestly think, God created us? to be actually gay?

Yes or no?

I can't really answer this one. Honestly. How about you?

Do you even pray that God could give you a decent and loving guy to make you happy? or you're too ashamed to ask God about it when in fact they said in the bible that gays could burn in hell?

Yes or no?

I still pray. Do you?

Do you think you could still get married with a woman and have children? without the urge to get a guy and have sex with him?

Yes or no?

I could say yes. Why not. Its possible. How about you?

Do you still believe that maybe in the near future, gay could be totally accepted and respected in our country? and be married???

Yes or no?

Maybe in the year 2080? LOL. What do you think?


Are you afraid to get tested for HIV?
Yes or no?

Yes I am! are you that brave?

Do you apply powder on your face?

Yes or no?

I do! (pressed powder pa nga!hahaha). I have an oily face so, I apply frequently as discreetly as possible! LOL

Do you spit or swallow? I cannot believe I'm asking this haha!

Yes or no?

A big No-no-no! haha I just can't do it! I don't even like the guy coming inside my mouth what more to swallow it! *fainting*

Do you exchange saliva with your mate (not thru kissing ha!) like he's on top and he will drop a large portion of it on your waiting open mouth! haha

Yes or no?

For me, its no way! too gross! what about you?

Do you like to be given a bouquet of flowers from your boyfriend or suitor?

Yes or no?

I don't think so! You like the idea?

Do you have the guts to kiss your boyfriend in public?

Yes or no?

I can't!!! hahaha. kaya mo???

Do you kiss then suck d*ck then kiss and then rim and then kiss again?

Yes or no?

I'll leave that question for you to answer! hahaha

Good morning everyone! Have a great weekend!

Destined To Be Alone?

"Mac,pls meet me this Saturday,I'll give you my wedding invitation.Miss yah!

I received this text earlier and I don't know who it came from,I called the number and found out its my good friend Mel! OMG I didn't know that she's home already.FYI,she's working at Saudi Arabia as a therapist,if you noticed most therapist are working in the middle east,well,I think we are so in demand in that part of the world,but I don't want to work at Saudi hehe I preferred country's that are more open and less strict that's why I choose Qatar or Dubai.

Going back to my story,Mel is one of my closest friends way back my college days.There's actually six of us in the group,and come to think of it,Kat got married 2years ago,then Jason and grace last year and now Mel...they are all finding their own happiness and settling down building their own family...this suddenly hit me.I kinda felt sad in a way,that I'm still single...I'm happy for them of course but,what about me?

I have relationships in the past,yes,but still I'm single.When is the time I'm going to settle down too?When will the time comes that I am the one whose going to text and call my friends ,not the wedding of course and say this:"hey,I'm settling down with this amazing guy that loves me so much,we found our own place and I'd like all of us to have dinner" or we could do our own wedding vows even if its not legal in this country,its just a piece of paper anyway,all that matters is what we have and what we feel with each other.I'd like that thought...


But are we,gay or bi or whatever we call ourselves now destined to be alone?That we cannot have what straight people have? That someone to build a future with for a long time? Are we prepared to grow old alone? This fears me...I guess this is the fears of all mothers or parents who loves their son's so much who came out to them...


This is the fear of my mother...

I love you MOM.I'll be alright.Who knows.I might find my forever

...and you'll gain another son

...and you will love him too.