Hanggang Sa Muli Pinas!

Lampas 2:00 am na halos at ito ako dilat na dilat pa. Ako na lamang ang natitirang gising sa bahay namin. Busy pa ko pag eempake ng gamit ko, dalawang maleta ang dadalhin ko at isang traveling bag bilang hand carry. Kay bilis ng araw, whew!

Natapos ang 40 days vacation ko at naextend pa ng another 6days (dahil sa aberya sa passport ko) na may suma tutal na 46 days ng ganun lang kabilis!!! Di ako makapaniwala na flight ko na mamayang hapon!

Medyo nagbadya na naman yun lungkot ng pag alis 3 days ago pa. Tinatago ko lang. Medyo mabigat na sa dibdib. Taon taon ganito ako. Yun feeling na mag isa ka na naman sa ibang bansa, yun feeling na maiiwan mo na naman pamilya mo at mga malalapit na kaibigan. Normal naman na daw ito sa mga OFW sabi ng ilang kasamahan sa middle east. Pasasaan ba't malilibang ulit daw ako sa mga boylet ko dun. charrrr!

Back to reality na ulit ako. Back to stressness ganyan! Muling kakayod at mag iimpok ng ipapadala sa pamilya. Sana ay saglit lang ako mahomesick. Kasi naman last year one week ata akong tulala at mabigat na mabigat ang dibdib na hindi maiyak na hindi mawari! UU madrama ganyan. Yoko ng feeling na yun ulit shetness!!!!

Busy ako these past few days, sinusulit ang mga natitirang araw, at kanina ay abala sa pamimili ng mga pasalubong at mga habilin. Lam nyo na mga pakisuyo na pabili. LOL!

Dahil na extend ako ng ilang araw ay halos maghikahos na ko hahaha! di ko kasi inaasahan na mag eextend ako. Ubos na ang baon ko at nakautang pa ko sa sis ko! nyahaha! Ako na ang gastador! Wagas kasi na gala at kain kung san san ang inatupag ko!

Anywayz, malapit na matapos ang pag eempake ko, sana ay wala na ko nakalimutan isilid sa bag ko, wag ko naman sana maiwan passport ko di ba? ke-engot ko naman talaga nun if ever! 

Muli, isa itong taon na ito sa pinakamasayang uwi na naranasan ko sa Pinas, salamat sa mga taong who made it happen! (Mula sa mga taong nag abala na kitain ako sa mundo ng Blogosphere, twitter, at FB) Sa mga bagong kaibigan at kakilala. Nagpapasalamat ako ng todo at mas magpasalamat kayo kasi nakilala ko kayo! charot! hahaha

Madami pang kwento wala palang akong time isulat dito hayaan nyo kapag nasa middle east na ulet aketch e pwdeng pwde na idaldal dito

Ito ang listahan in order of appearance! LOL!

*Will*Nimmy*Leo*Heyoshua*Ianboi*ceiboh*Miguel*Brian*LouiePot*Babit*Nate*Niki*

MamonJustin*Shattershards*Jimboy*Zeus*VonUmali*NurseDave*DesperateHouseboy*Yocco*

and MarkJoe*

Ala sana ako nakalimutan! Sa uulitin mga Papa at mama! 

Kakamiss kayo! lalo na dun sa talagang naging malapit sa akin na di nagtapos sa isang meet up lang. Lalo na sina ceiboh,miguel, heyoshua and mamon. I  found real friends in you guys. Keep in touch ha? :-)

Paalam sa inyo :-)

Konting Kembot Nalang

Three weeks nalang!

Eggzayteyd na aketch!

Uu. Yun na. Bakasyon grande na ng OFW hehehe.

Andami ko na naplano. Naisipan gawin. Good luck nalang sa execution! At sakto din uwi ko sa first birthday ng pangalawa kong pamangkin. Cute cute nya! cant wait to give her my big kiss and hug :-)

Masaya din ako kasi November yun last chemo ng bayaw ko. O di ba kahit maggala kami hindi na nakaka guilty na mag sasaya ka tapos may isang member ng pamilya na nasa hospital. So I thank God for that. At alam naman natin na di biro magkasakit. Lalo na ang gaya ng sa brother in law ko.

Andami ko gusto kainin at kainan jusmiyo!

Pagkasundo sa akin sa airport gusto ko dadaan kami sa Jollibee dahil gusto ko ng chickenjoy at sa Greenwich yun lasagna nila na kakapiraso na daw ang serving ngayon haha, dun sa expressway branch kami kakain para wagas!

Sa dinner sabi ko gusto ko ng Paksiw na Pata ng baboy. un parang adobo ang luto na mejo manamis namis. ewan kung yun nga ang tawag dun. pero gets na ng sister ko bilang alam naman niya mga gusto ko. Tapos hinog na mangga! jusko sabik na sabik ako dun! goodluck sa tatay ko sa paghahanap! LOL

Naglilista na ko ng Ulam sa first 5 days na stay ko sa amin sa laguna haha. Andiyan yung Hamonado, kaldereta, crispy pata (fr Max's), sinigang sa bayabas na ayungin, ginisang upo at kalabasa with galunggong, ginataang sugpo with kalabasa and sitaw, letchon paksiw, inihaw na pork liempo with suka at sili sa toyo! wagas yunnnnnnn!

First time ulit in three years ko magpapasko sa atin. O di ba nakakamiss din naman yung feeling ng christmas sa sariling bayan. So ito, ipinaglaban ko talaga sa gobyerno itong bakasyon kong ito kahit tutol si De Lima! char!

Makakakain ulit ako ng Fiesta Ham! yihiiii!

At alam nyo ba na miss ko ng sobra? Yun pagpapa facial ko! at saka ang foot spa with pedicure! hahaha! jusko nanlilimahid na mga kuko ko sa paa bilang regular ko yun pinapalinis sa pinas noon! ditey sa middle east nganga mga paa ko! Toink!

At andami kong imi-meet na mga kakulitan sa FB, Twitter at sa blog. Excited na ko makita at maka ut-utang-dila kayong mga mahadera kayo! LOL

At masaya akong makikita na kita...alam mo na kung sino Ka.

*wink*

Bloggers@Cibo

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Finally, after a year! natuloy din ang much awaited meet up namin nina Nimmy at Leo nung Friday! sabi ko dapat silang dalawa talaga, di pwdeng wala ang isa! parang ReyCards lang! LOL

Gustong gusto ko matuloy to kasi feeling ko pag na-meet ko sila e gaganda na din ang vibes ng lovelife ko kasi napaka refreshing ng personality at ng lablayp nitong mga to! Kaka-inspire! Chos!

Me (as usual nagtatago!LOL!), Leo and Nimmy

Salamat at pinagbigyan 'nyo ko, and naglaan kayo ng time to see ang isang kagaya kong taga subaybay mula sa buhanginan :-)

At di nyo ko binigo, habang kumakain sa Cibo resto sa gateway, sobrang nag enjoy ako sa walang puknat na chikahan at ka-ek-ek-an evah!!! Till next year my friends! See you soon! hehehe

In Just Two Months

are you ready for me?

For two weeks, I've been harassing my boss to allow me to go home this June first for my annual vacation leave. But he always say NO. His reason: too many staffs already going. He's giving me July, but I said NO-NO-NO! LOL

No one to blame but himself. He shouldn't allowed those without request to go. I made my request as early as December last year. I am legitimate to go. So I know, I am right to fight for my June vacation!

That was end of march, he said we will talk again this April when 15 more staffs from the Philippines arrived (grabe andaming hiring sa'min ngyon!). So I held his words, I calmed down and wait for those new staffs.

But 3 days ago, my friend Cher called me up and said that my boss signed Mina's vacation request this June 5!

Huwaaaat????? Just like that without a word he signed it!!! what is this? some kind of joke! Di talaga ako nakatulog nun gabi dahil sa kabuwisitan! LOL

I went to the office the next day and argued with him. I wont rest until he said yes! tse! I asked for back-up with other senior staffs from our department to point out how unfair it was to me. After a few minutes of debating. He finally said signed my papers.

So today, i woke up with a terrible sore throat and colds! LOL (not connected, just saying!) I got my forms and had it signed by everyone who supposed to sign it and went to the airlines of my choice and had my flight scheduled and ticket!

Yes, I am ready to go home this June 1. hangsaya-saya! its only 35 days, but its alright, I'm gonna make the most out of it.

I'm planning to meet some of few bloggers I'm following in between my busy days, some are them are:

the wholesome Nimmy and Leo, why? because they inspired me, they've been together for a long time now and still as cheesy as they could be. I wanna get to know them, they seems to be a lot of fun, ask them a lot of things and stuffs, they might give some advice on my ever hopeless love life!

Nishiboy--why? because he happens to live in Laguna too! uber lapet sa bahay namin hehe.

Jepoy--why? known him for more than a year na thru his blog and chatting na din. He has this great personality and it intrigues me :-)

Ceiboh--well, must say he became an friend online. He visits and leave comments on my blog most of the time. So its just right to finally meet him in person and tell him to eat! maygash ang payatot nya! char!

and HIM,

and HIM,

and finally HIM!...LOL

Anywayz, it would be memorable if Im able to meet them. Of course if they have the time lang naman da vah!

Hay how I wish tomorrow when I wake up, its June 1 already!

Weird E.B

As I'm having my pizza and beef lasagna that I ordered at Pizza hut at the mall, I cant help but have a shallow laugh! I just tried to shook it off and forget about it.

Director, please rewind!

6 hours earlier:

I was chatting online and this Filipino guy sent me a message, had a couple of good conversation, till the routine exchanges of pictures and links. With some casual flirting on the side too. I gotta say, he's a cutie. I invited him to go out. Been wanting to go to the mall because I have to send money to my mom and to buy some personal stuffs. This is hitting two birds with one stone, so why not.

He's jobless and living with his sister's family here in Doha while he seeks job as a nurse. He said he don't have the budget, but I said, its not a problem, I could treat you to a fancy dinner and a movie. Lets call him Kirk

In simple words, I found a friendly date tonight. So after I prepared myself I took a cab and told him I'm on my way. He said, he's also waiting for the bus. As I passed by the lovely scenery of Doha, I've been thinking of where are we gonna eat and what movie to watch. I kinda get excited, and told my friend Cher I'm going out with this guy. Its a routine for me to inform someone close to me that I'll be meeting a new guy, in case something happens, the police might get a lead, right???

So much for paranoia?!LOL

When I finally met him, I noticed another guy with him. He introduced him to me as his friend!

WTF? He brought a friend???!

A chaperone?nyak!

I wanna slap my self and think that this was just a dream! Who else on earth would bring a chaperone on a date at this modern age of gay dating!

What was he, his personal security guard????!

My excitement was gone with the wind, I'm no longer interested. I just wanna go and do what I originally need to do. Both of them are nice, that's a fact, but I'm not ready for this, I'm not good at surprises.

A normal responsible guy would say: Mac, I'll be bringing my friend with me, is that alright with you?

To think that I'll be the one paying for our dinner and movie, didn't he think that it will look so embarrassing on his part bringing his friend?Duh! Its so funny and annoying. I came there to meet him, to get to know him, to have a new friend. But two is way too much for me at that moment. That's why I have to remind my self not to date guys under 25 years old! LOL They're so immature! grrrrrrrrr!

When I was falling in line for the remittance center and they're watching something a few meters I texted kirk: Hey why you didn't tell me you're bringing a friend?I thought its just the two of us.

I saw him picked his cellphone and read it,and take note, together with his friend! They read it together, awww how sweet!LOL!

He replied: Sorry, we saw each other here, and its a shame if I'll snob him, right?

Well, a normal guy would do is this: he would say hi to his friend and if that friend will ask, tell him you'll be meeting someone. Or if your closeted (which is not the case for him) you'll just make an alibi and say goodbye to that friend. And you don't need invite him to your date to think that you're not the one paying! haller!

And a normal friend would also do if your friend told you that he's meeting someone or having a date is to just say good luck and have fun. or if he invites you out of courtesy, you'll just say, no thanks, you go ahead.

I called my friend Cher about my awkward situation. She just laughed at me and said what kind of guy was that! Leave them right away! I texted Kirk again: Hey I think I'm better off alone, I need to buy some things and you surprised me... I'm sorry.

Once again i saw him read my message together with his friend!hahaha what's with this guy?gosh! I never met someone like him. He's weird!

He faced me and waved his goodbye. I sighed for relief! Its such a shame that I planned a good night for us, even thinking of inviting him to go clubbing with me if our plans push through this weekend.

Funny, that I don't have anything interesting to write on my blog recently and good thing he came. LOL!

I just did what i needed to do after they'd go, and I bought a new shirt for our future clubbing and a new perfume, 1 million by Paco Robanne. I bought Issey Miyake's scent 2 weeks ago but my friends didn't like the smell. Too strong I guess. Hope this one is much better.

Issey Miyake

Paco Robanne

Older and Wiser Me

Its annoying when you received text messages from someone you don't know and when you asked them "who are you?where did you get my number?" and they would just answer you " someone sent me your number I don't know who it was" and all I can think of helloooo this gimmick is so pre historic! For sure they know who sent them my number they just don't wanna say it!

And one time I received something like "ah,I saw your number at friendster" and I would say I didn't even post my ym ID at my account there why would I even post my number!hayyy people just don't think of a better alibi or something you know the one worth convincing,why cant they just tell where they got it?

Well,I don't text them anymore, its so lame.

But there was this time that I cant forget,it happened around 8 years ago,someone texted me and said "hi I saw your number at the CR of Starmall,care to be my text mate?" OMG this is totally absurd! I couldn't believe it at first imagine mall CR!!!!and starmall!!!and when a second text and third came from different persons who told me the same thing I was convinced someone was messing with me!Or someone might have a grudge on me and this is his way of getting back at me!

Then it strike me,there was this guy that I supposed to meet,my text mate I never saw his picture then,because at that time texting was your way of getting a date or to meet someone of the same sex unlike now Internet is so popular and you could see the picture of your date beforehand,we decided to meet at this mall and he described what he was wearing,he said he's in a red shirt and khaki pants with a small bag,I was first to arrived there so that I will have the first look at my eyeball hehe and I said I'm wearing blue but in reality I was wearing a white shirt.

I'm so immature then,when I'm thinking about it now, I'm so inconsiderate and bad.When I saw him from a distance coming,I freaked out!He was so out of what I'm expecting..he looks old for his age,and dark you know dark-dark and rough skinned...big belly just like the policeman,come to think of it he looks like a policeman in his civilian clothes! My eyes wide opened when I realizes he was my date!and I said to myself I cant face someone like that I don't like him!So I flew away and get out of the mall as fast as I can!

He texted me and said where I am I just said "oh I got to rush home my sister texted me!" and he didn't believe it, me myself couldn't believe that lie and he said "cursed you!you just don't wanna meet me!Fuck you!" I cant blamed him,i mean what I did was so mean and unfair...and I know he was the one who put my number with a message "text me I'm a whore" at those mall comfort room,I immediately changed my number after that.

I regret that thing in the past,now I can say I've grown and become mature in meeting my dates and eyeballs...and considerate too,Of course it happens to all of us,I mean there will be guys that we don't like when we meet them,and there are guys that we like but don't like us...rejections...its part of gay life...

Now whenever I meet someone that i think is not my type,I just go on with the date,I dont say Oh,I changed my mind I gotta rush somewhere else...guys its immature.I'm telling you hehe.I still spend time with him,and talk,I mean he is a human being too,he deserves that,and if I'm in his position i wanna be treated good too,not like a trash that if doesn't match your standards you just leave and on.I believe in karma.

Of course the after-date-text is important...Its like "oh no will he still text me?.he's not texting me..." I just text them and say,thanks for the time and nice knowing you.We could be good friends.That's it,he got it already that you only like to be friends with him.Unlike guys who would not text at all!That's rude!

I guess its true that when you become older,you become more mature and wiser.