Naked Soul

I was bored last time and I BBM'd Gian who's also waiting for my invitation for a week now.

I've told him he can come over tonight. I don't have anything to do and decided to invite him. Me and Gian both knew what's coming.

Sex.

That's the only thing we have. I don't see him as someone I could love...I don't know what he feels. I never asked him. Maybe I'm afraid for what he might say. I don't wanna hurt him. So I better not ask. Its safer this way.

Maybe i invited him tonight so that I could see once again or prove to myself that I could...that I should...

Besides, he already have an idea what we are. Fuck mate. Taga kamot ng pangangati. Shit, thats sound so bad. LOL

When he arrived, after a short conversation I closed down the curtains and turned off the lights and left the bathroom lights on.

I was on top of him...kissing him...gently...i was trying to feel something when my lips touched his. The kiss intensified, deeply and harder. I felt he hugged me tighter. Almost squeezing my body...

In between these moments I was still analyzing what Gian means to me...I continued kissing him some more...

We paused and catched our breath to remove our clothing...i felt his naked body under mine...it was warm. I always love this kind of feeling, being with another man. Skin to skin. Naked body to another naked soul. Will always miss this kind of feeling....

He was sucking my nipples and I literally holding on to his hairs...when he went down there I moaned. It felt so good.... Gian is always good on this department. I have no match for him.

When its time for me to return the favor, I was ashamed of my performance haha. But I tried so hard...i did! So lame!

He asked me to positioned my self on top of his chest and have my manhood straight on his mouth...I remembered pounding his mouth so hard that he almost choked.

Our body became one. The room was filled with his moans and whispers...I was trying to enjoy the moment.....I don't know what happened, I suddenly felt, blank...

He noticed. He asked. I said, go on. Can you cum now?

He asked: what about you?

I answered: Don't mind me. You go ahead.

No. Lets cum together. I'll wait for you. Gian begging.

But I'm not in the mood anymore. I lost interest. I just want to get it over with and take a shower and sleep. I feel sorry for Gian. He don't deserved me. He's a fine man.

Gian tried to get me back in the mood again. I pretend.

I have no idea why this happened. One minute i was on fire and the next minute, I was bored. is this a start of the menopausal stage? nireregla pa naman ako a? LOL.

I lost the erection. Gian tried to wake him up. I said: stop it... I'll jerk you off and you can cum now...

He told me he cannot cum without holding a dick or something while jerking. Hmm, that's weird. Pinagbigyan ko siya...we're both lying on the bed naked on this dark and cold room...was jerking each other....till I've heard his soft moans...arching his body...i tried to move my hand faster....harder this time...I could feel his manhood almost exploding on my grip...his breathing became faster...and his moans louder...

"I'm cumming..."

Felt the warm liquids dripping down my hand. Gian kissed me. I cleaned my hands with the tissue on the floor. Entered the bath room and took a shower.

Gian followed after I'm done. I told him to get dressed.

Are you done? you wanna go now? I asked.

Yes.

I walked him to the door, and kissed him to the cheek.

I went straight to my bed and hugged my pillows and stared at the dark ceiling of my room.

Sa Ating Pag Iisa

Usapan na namin na darating siya nun araw na yun ng linggo. Kaya naman hindi na ko nagulat nun tinatanung nya ko sa BBM if gising na ba ako at pwde na siya pumunta sa flat ko.

Alam namin pareho kung bakit kami magkikita. Sex. Yung dapat na one night stand ay masusundan ng pangalawang beses ngayon. Two night stand na ba tawag dito? LOL

Pero this time, tamang tama lang ang oras. Hapon na siya dumating. Hindi kagaya nun last week na may ginawa kaming kababalaghan, tanghaling tapat! Kaloka.

Nun oras na maisara at mai-lock ko ang pintuan ng kwarto ko agad ko na naramdaman ang pagyakap nya mula sa likuran ko...na miss daw niya ko. Tinapik ko lang ang braso nya at sinabing: libog lang yan. Tawanan kami.

Napansin ko ang bitbit nyang plastic bags. May kalahating pakwan, isang litro ng coke, at snacku. Para daw sa akin.

Agad siyang naupo sa gilid ng kama ko at nagpalit ng pang bahay na damit. Dito siya mag stay hanggang kinabukasan. Pareho kaming walang pasok. At home na siya sa kwarto ko, kaya natatawa ako.

Habang nasa harap ako ng computer at nagbabasa ng kung ano, muli kong naramdaman ang mga yakap niya mula sa likod ko. Hinalikan nya pisngi ko.

"Ano yang binabasa mo?" tanong nya. Sinagot ko lang ng wala to. In fairness naman sa knya. Pansin ko na sweet siyang tao. Thoughtful din siya sa BBM tuwing mag memessage siya sa kin, may na-miss daw nya ko, see you soon daw, at kung kumain na ba daw ako minsan.

Gusto ko yung pagiging HUGGER nya...parang gusto nya lagi lumingkis sa akin haha. Ahas ka ba? charot!

Masasabi kong masuwerte magiging kasintahan ni Gian. Pero hindi ako yun. Ewan ko ba, ala kasi ako napi feel na excitement, or kilig kapag kasama ko siya. Wala yung hinahanap ko na sparks. Tagal ko nag antay na may dumating na guy, pero ngayon na heto sa tabi ko at nagpapakita ng interes sa akin ay bakit wala akong maisukli sa knya?

Dahil ba sa nag umpisa kami sa one night stand?

Pero binibigyan ko ng chance ang sarili ko na magustuhan siya. Heto nga at nasa bahay ko siyang muli ngayon.

Nag order kami ng bulalo at fried chicken at masaya namin itong pinagsaluhan. Madami kaming napag usapan habang kumakain. Madami siyang na i-share sa akin tungkol sa personal niyang buhay. Nag work pala siya sa isang local airline sa pinas noon bilang cabin crew at madami pang iba. Pang maalaala mo kaya nga daw ang buhay niya sa dami ng drama.

"Napapasarap ang kain ko Mac, pag kasalo kita..." sabi niya

"bolero!" sabay bato ko ng tissue sa mukha nya haha

Para na rin kami nag dinner date, nag enjoy ako. Sabay namin nilinis ang table na pinagkainan namin. Mabuti nalang lahat ng gamit ko puro disposable! mula sa plato, kutsara at baso! OO hindi ako environment-friendly! Tamad kasi ako maghugas! kundi, siya maghuhugas! chos!

Binuksan ko ang aking red lamp sa side table at pumuwesto kami sa kama habang nanonood ng ASAP sa computer ko...malamig sa loob ng room ko. Namaluktot kami sa kumot. Naramdaman ko na naman ang muling pagkayap ni Gian sa akin. Hinalikan nya ang leeg ko. Idinantay niya ang hita nya sa akin, saktong tumama sa pagkalalaki ko. Sinadya niyang dun mismo idantay. Sakto.

Agad kong naramdaman ang pagtigas nito. Inilayo ko ang hita niya. Sabi ko maganda ang palabas maya maya na yan. LOL!

Pero inaakit niya ko. Tag libog na naman si gago. Kamay na niya nakapatong sa pagkalalaki ko sa ilalim ng kumot. He's licking my neck...di na ko nakatiis nagtama ang labi namin at sinibasib ko na siya ng halik. Mas matagal this time. May pagmamadali pero andun yun sarap ng halik.

Mas gusto ko makipag halikan ng matagal. Labi sa labi. Feeling ko andun ang true essence ng dalawang soul na nagkakasundo...andun ang passion.

Hanggang sa bumaba ang halik niya sa didbdib ko...halinhinan niya itong sinamba...pababa sa puson ko at hanggang sa tuluyan na niyang ilantad ang aking pagkalalaki...agad niya itong isinubo at nilaro...napapaigtad ako tuwing isasagad niya ito sa knyang bibig...hindi ko mapigilan ang mapadaing sa sarap...

Napapasabunot nalang ako sa mga buhok niya sa paghanap ng suporta. Magaling si Gian sa larangan na ito ng pakikipagtalik. Wala akong binatbat sa knya. At hindi ko kaya yun baka magkanda suka suka ako! LOL

This time masasabi kong na enjoy ko ang pakikipag niig sa knya. Mas naramdaman ko ang sarap. Mas andun ang satisfaction kumpara nun unang gabi namin. Kaya naman bago matapos ang gabi ay masaya kami nahiga at natulog.

Kulet nya, pichur-pichur naman daw kami, so yun pinagbigyan ko naman

Kinuha ko ang wax earplugs ko at isinaksak sa tenga ko! Kelangan ko makatulog ngayong gabi sabi ko sa knya! haha. Last time kasi super sabog ako sa puyat dahil sa pag hihilik niya.

Mahilig pa naman si Gian matulog ng nakadantay ang mga hita sa akin, naka akap mula sa likuran ko. Mahilig makipag-spooning. At kapag nakaganun siya sa akin, nakatapat lagi ang mukha niya sa batok ko or sa may tenga ko, pano naman ako makakatulog nun di ba? LOL

Infairness naman epektib ang dinugas ko pamasak sa tenga sa MRI room ng ospital at nakatulog aketch. Ginising ko Gian nung alas siyete na ng umaga. Pero umisa pa muna kami bago siya umiwi! Alam nyo na, with the morning erection and all. Ayun, nag amoy clorox na naman sa buong kwarto.

Galugad

Yung tipong hahalikan ka...yung torrid...nakakalunod na halik...nakakaubos ng hangin...

Halik na pababa...

Pababa sa leeg...

Sa dibdib...

Sa pusod...

Mapapaigtad ka kapag nasa singit mo na ang mainit init niyang mga labi.

Mapanukso, yun paligid muna ang didilaan niya...isusubo niya itlog mo, at yun pagdila niya sa ilalim nito ang muling magpapaungol sa iyo ng malakas.

Hanggang sa bigla siyang dadako sa pagkalalaki mo...bigla niyang isusubo lahat lahat....sagad...

Mapapahawak ka sa buhok nya bilang paghanap ng makakapitan...

Wala siyang pinalampas na parte ng maseselang bahagi ng katawan mo.

Ultimo butas ng pagkatao mo didilaan niya...

Sarap na sarap ka...halos mag deliryo ka na sa sarap...

Hanggang sa huminto siya...

Umakyat muli pataas...

Pataas at muling humalik sa mga labi mo!

Yes!

Sarap!

From pwet to your lips!

Toink!

Afternoon Delight

The kiss escalated to something else and we were both on fire that afternoon...i was catching on my breath...it was a great kiss or I just missed it?! He started to go down on my chest...sucked them...before I knew it...he's pulling my pants down. And he's on junior! LOL

I was so shy of my body that I started to hid them with my fingers and tried to put on my pants again.

"Wait Gian, I need to close the curtains..."

I'm not really fit and it sucks that we're doing this on broad day light! LOL

"No, I don't mind. Just stay here and let me kiss you again."

I didn't listen and stood up. I am not a fan of morning or afternoon sex. I find it unromantic. I like my sex to be dark and romantic...with red lights or candles... But I have no choice Gian arrived early today and he's hot as hell!

So I picked up my darkest curtain that's available on my cabinet and pulled a chair and stood on it to reach the curtain rod on my window. As I stood there, I felt him on my back and stroking my legs and my half erected penis...it was so good that I moaned with pleasure...I cannot concentrate on what I am doing on the rod! He pulled down my pants again while I am still standing on the chair and started touching my penis.

He positioned himself in front of me and started sucking me...I was lost right that moment...I grabbed the curtain rod so tight for support...Oh Lord...I have never been sucked while standing on a chair and in front of my window before...it was hot!

Good thing I did not fall! LOL

Gian was a great lover, he never missed a spot! he even licked my armpitt! Napagod ata ako kaka-ungol shet!

I'm ashamed to admit that I'm not as good as him. But damn he's a performer! LOL

"Do you have a condom?"

"Yes I have..."

"How come you have a condom?"

"Boy scout ako. Laging handa! I bought them before you arrived. I run to the supermarket like a mad man!"

We both laughed!



and the rest was history...

Bleh!



After the hot sex we we're hugging each other and kissing once again. This time its slower...we're taking our time...

We slept on a spooning position. He held my hand as if he don't wanna missed them.

Three hours have passed and the alarm clock rang and I watched him get dressed. I have work later and he needs to go. "do you really have to go to work Mac?" he asked.

Yes I need to.

I walked him to the door and said good bye.

The next day, he's still keeping in touch with me. BBM-ing me like how am I doing and if I had my dinner already, and I miss you, hope to see you soon kind of stuffs... I am not expecting those. I thought its just a one night stand errr one afternoon stand! LOL

I don't mind actually. I'm single. He's single. I might as well give this a shot. Who knows, he might be a great guy to be with, but its still too early. Let's say I'm just enjoying what's on my plate right now. No expectations or whatsoever.

Sa Piling ng Isang Estranghero

Kaya ko pa pala laruin ang larong ito pagkalipas ng mahabang panahon...ang komplikadong paglalaro na matagal ko ng iniwasan...

Nasabi ko sa sariling hinding hindi na, ngunit heto na naman ako. OO kanta yun, sigurado kinanta mo noh?



Nakakapanibago...nakakapanibago lang na may kayakap akong muli...

Nakakapanibago lang na andito ka sa aking tabi...nadadama ang kahubdan mo...init ng katawan mo...

Ganito nga pala ang pakiramdam ng isang mainit na halik...ganito nga pala kasarap ang hatid ng mga nag aalab na labi...

Ganito nga pala ang pakiramdam ng halos malunod sa ligayang hatid ng nag iinit na mga katawan...

Ganito nga pala ang pakiramdam ng may kayakap habang natutulog...hawak hawak ang mga kamay na parang ayaw itong pakawalan...

Ganito nga pala makipaglarong muli...ganito nga pala kasaya ang panandaliang aliw...

Sandaling ligaya sa piling ng isang estranghero...

Salamat sa yo, sa isang hapon na puno ng pagpapaligaya... muli mo'ng pinadama sa akin kung paano mabuhay, kung paano muli maging isang HIGAD sa kati...

charot!

Na kahit sa isang beses, ako'y naging sa iyo, at ika'y naging akin.