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Hey guys!

Ang bilis ng araw and eto na 5 days nalang natitira sa bakasyon ko sa Pinas! Nakaka sad pag iniisip ko. Haist. Andaming masayang naganap mga memories na magpapangiti sa akin kapag nag iisa na ko sa room ko sa Dowha. Hihihi

Sorry nga pala now lang nakapag update ulit. Been busy. Sobra! Wag kayo mag aalala madami ako kwento. Sa ngayon ito muna, isang quick summary ng bakasyon ko:

• November 2. I saw my Mom at the airport sa NAIA when I arrived! Super mega tight huggging ng mga 5 sec ang naganap! I'm so happy to finally see her.
• I watched the One Republic Concert sa Araneta Coliseum last Nov 6 with my good friend Mamon.
• Tapos we supposed to be at Boracay nun November 8 to 11. Pero Dumating si Yolanda,3x na rebooked ang trip namin. Hanggang sa finally naayos at natuloy nun Nov.11 to 14. Wala naman damage sa island, nag down lang ang 3G and wifi  nila. Aside fr that tuloy ang ligaya. Ginawa ko lahat ng makakaya kong water activities hahaha ang hyper ko lang.
• November 15 to 21, I checked in at my favorite condo at Shaw Residenza! Sabi nga ng mga kaibigan ko ay ito na ang aking official residence whenever Im in the country! E bakit naman hindi super accessible ito at ang ganda ng location lahat ng needs ko andun na sa paligid ng condo. Dito ako binibisita ng mga friends and lovers...charot!
• November 16, I booked a mega room for about 15 persons at Centerstage KTV bar in Timog for 5 hours. Nalaman ko na kay Karylle pala na anak ni Zsa Zsa padilla ito. I invited all my bekilou blogger and twitter friends in one place! Super saya ang super busog kami dun. Naaliw ako sa mga boses ng mga kaibigan ko lalo na ang Divadie na si Leo. LOL Dahil nabitin sa saya, dumiretso pa kami sa Tony's bar ek ek nearby, may acoustic band naman dito and inuman ng slight, before i know it alas tres na ng umaga haha. At hindi pa kami diyan natapos tumambay pa kami ng ilang kaibigan sa residenza and nagkape! 6am na kami nagpasya mahiga kaya isang sleepover ang nangyari :-)
• November 17 dinalaw namin ang mother ng collegue ko from Dowha na nasa hospital sa ICU. She's critical na kaya naman we comfort our good friend. Kasabay namin siya nagbakasyon dito sa Pinas
• Tapos habang nasa condo ako naka stay may mga bisitang dumating...hihihi. nahiya ako kwnto...basta sa isang bukod na blogpost nalang. Abangan nyo ha!
• Nov 22 inumpisahan na ko sukatan ng fixed bridge for my teeth. Aalisin na kasi braces ko and nun Nov 29 inalis na nga. Ganda na ng smile ko. LOL! And nag umpisa na din ako ng Glutathione injections ko hihihi. Ang arteh at ang vain ko noh? hayaan nyo na di kasi ako maganda daanin nalang sa puti. charot
• Nov 30 umarkila ako ng isang malaking Van at tumungo kami sa Greenhills shopping center at naghagilap ng scrubs and coats na dadalhin ko sa Dowha pabalik. Medyo kupas at luma na kasi mga gamit ko sa araw araw na pagduduty sa hospital. Nakita ko itong Eco Moda na store. Infairness I love it! Ipinamili ko din ang family ng mga anik anik habang nag ikot ikot. Nakakalibang mamili kaso ang sikip sikip lang. Pero keri na airconditioned naman e.
• After mamili dumadaw kami sa burol nun mom ng friend ko na dinalaw pa namin sa ICU a week ago. She passed away na din. Sa Evergreen Chapel sa pasig. Nakakalungkot na balita. I gave my sincere condolences to my friend's family and nag alay ako ng flowers and a short prayer.
• Dec 1 naman I had dinner with my friends from Lipa City. Dinayo pa nila ako sa Laguna to see me kaya sabi ko sa Domo Tomo japanese resto nalang kami kita kita sa Nuvali, Sta. Rosa Laguna.
• Dec 2 me and Mom went to POEA sattelite branch in Calamba to get our OEC. Which is a requirement to exit the country kapag OFW ka. Inagahan ko na pagkuha nito baka magka aberya na naman like last year na hindi ako binigyan and have to rebooked my flight back to Dowha.
• Dec 3 was our Tagaytay trip with my family and some close relatives! We went to Picnic Grove na madumi na and we tried their bulok zipline and cable car. LOL. Naglunch kami sa Leslie's na matigas yun karne ng bulalo. Pinakamasaya ako sa Skyranch! ang ganda! ang linis! Nag try ako nun version nila ng London Eye na ang ganda ng view as in! may anchors away din sila, mini coaster, at sumakay ulit ako ng Zipline!~haha angdami ko tili. Kaya eto till now na ginagawa ko tong post na ito ay paos na paos ako! may ubo na din ako sa sobrang pagod at araw araw na puyat! jusme!
• And ngayon week naka check in ulit ako sa official residence ko, san pa? Shaw Residenza for 4 days lang. hehe. Nakapahinga ako dito, nakakumpleto ng tulog haha mabuti pang malayo ako sa family e noh? charot.
• May dinner dito sa condo later with my closest friends, excited na ko. O siya yun muna sa ngayon, naka blog ako kasi may time! 
• And kahapon pala nagtapang tapangan ako and had myself tested for HIV sa isang discreet clinic sa Manila na pinapamahalaan ng mga volunteers ng Love Yourself. Nakahinga ako ng maluwag nun Negative naman ako. Thank you Lord!
• By the way sa December 11 na flight ko. Awwww sad!

Konti Nalang!

picture taken at the island of Boracay last year

Konting tiis nalang! exactly 30 days from now...balik bayan na ko at makakapag lublob at makakapag tampisaw na ulit ako sa beach! Pero bago yun mag cecelebrate muna ko ng b-day ko this May...sana magka bonus kami kundi kulelat ako sa big day ko!hahaha

Gusto ko na umuwi! mother earth bilisan mo pag ikot!chos!

Lovers At The Beach...

Boracay moment with EDC...

We've spent 3 days and 2 nights with my sister,nephew and a friend

It was a lot of fun, the activities, the foods, and the scenery

A bonding time for both of us, a time to know more about each other

We had our fun and we also had our share of bad times.

I will never forget that argument we had there. It was interesting.

Too many differences. Too many stuffs I cannot enumerate here.

And I will not also forget in that 5 days,

I never felt that I was desired at all.

Too bad.

I don't know, maybe its just a compatibility issue.

Maybe we are not meant to be lovers...

I'm confused now.

I will wait for a sign, maybe...something might come up and help me decide...

For now, I'll remove the ring, which is same as his, and put it in the box...

I'm gonna enjoy the rest of my vacation with my family and friends.

Finally...Me and You

I fell asleep for a while and I felt that I was sweating, I opened my eyes but noticed the ac was open, and I'm perspiring. I don't know why...its odd.

I wasn't using the pillow, instead my head was under an arm of a guy next to me. He was also asleep... I noticed that arm was wet...not with my sweat...but with my saliva...

SALIVA?????!!!! yuckyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

I drooled on him that much? OMG! I removed his arm because I know it will be difficult for him. Mangangalay siya...I turned my back on him to change my position. But that woke him, he hugged me from my back instead.

That put a smile on my sleepy face. It felt so good. He don't want me to be out of his warm body. kilig ako...hehe.

People...meet EDC.

My EDC. Beside me. Loving me. Kissed me. Hugged me. Licked me. Fucked me. Ano daw yun? LOL!

After almost two years here we are, together at last. One of the happiest day of my life. A loving guy who traveled 5 hours to meet me (last Saturday). I remembered when I saw him inside at gateway mall, waiting, on his back, but I know it was him. My heart can never be wrong. Even there's a big crowd around him.

I slowly approached, without him knowing. He was still looking at something when I said :

"Hi, waiting for someone?" and he faced me and smiled so wide revealing those cute dimples as soon as he recognized my lovely voice! ( chos!!!)

"Ang tagal mo..." he said. (you took so long).

"Im not late, you're just early." I smiled and hugged him...It felt good having his body so close to mine.

We had lunch at Max's since I am missing a lot of pork! haha. We started the long casual conversation over, catching up to the lost moment due to our long distance. We fell in line to watch Eclipse, it was a long line, tons of people at the ticket booth, occasionally I would hold his hand in discreet, and he would hug me when he thinks no one noticed.

And of course, at the movie house, he held my hand! and whispered: Mac, I love you..."

I smiled and continued watching, when Im into a movie I don't want talking. So after a while he said: "you still haven't said I love you to me..."

"Oh I'm sorry baby...I love you..."

We bought some stuffs for our boracay adventure this coming Friday after. Sana di umulan nun haha!

We had dinner and we stayed the night together, our first night...I know you're waiting for the big event! You want details!

But to tell you honestly, it was a disaster! Its embarrassing! waaaah!

At first it was so romantic, we took a shower, we dimmed the light, he was kissing me...I discovered he tickles on almost every part of his body! Its so cute and I felt relieved, it just means he's not as experienced as me!

Sabi nila pag wala ng kiliti, meaning, gamit na gamit na katawan nun! haha I don't know if that have a scientific basis or what! But with my body, I know, when I'm starting to have sex, I have tingling sensation all over my body. But now after a decade the only part remains is my earlobes! LOL

He gave me a sensual massage. He was good. He was on top of me...I could feel his manhood on my butt as he moves to reach my shoulders....

Nag-aalburoto na etits ko nun!

It was perfect at first, I was on top on him, riding...grinding him LOL! We shifted position, he was on my back, but then I felt uncomfortable, I needed to use the toilet! nyahaha! I'm having a bad stomach for about 3 days now! It felt awkward. Poor EDC.

I don't know why my body was like that, at times I wanna pee! I thought I'm about to come but its not, its literally pee! haha.

I told him its painful on my part already and I cannot continue. I never see a disappointment on him or was he just good on hiding it?

"You could wank if you want?" I told him

"No, come on...let's sleep...I know you're tired." he said instead.

"kalabitin mo nalang ako kapag nililibugan ka ulit..." he teased.

(if you feel horny, just let me know)

What's wrong with my ass LOL! I did some training prior to this, I prepared "him" for this moment! I shoved a pen, the next day I used the phone, then the TV remote, and recently I used the fire extinguisher!

But why it still hurts????! Maybe I should've trained with the fridge! LOL!

I fell asleep with his arms around me. I can feel his breathing. I slept with a contentment on my heart. All the worries and insecurities banished in thin air.

Until the sweating awakened me...

In the morning he was teasing me how my saliva drooled all over his arm!haha. I was hot as hell that moment and I moved on top of him and started licking him. This time I wanna do my favorite: KISKISAN. No penetration. Just two dicks together with lube till we cum. But we never did! hahaha.

Things just gets better and better for us! Damn! The lube is not actually a lube, its a lidocaine gel, used at the hospital with some chemicals to relieved pain.

We used it earlier since its my first time again after 7 months of no sex! So as we used it on our kiskisan, it creates a burning sensation on our penis!!!! I have to stop!

Ayun nag jakol nalang kaming dalawa! shit!

(we just wanked together)

We spent another day (Sunday) together till 4 pm and he walked me to the bus stop and waved goodbye. I went home with a big happy smile. It was a lovely feeling having my EDC around.

"Even if the sex part was bad, having you with my arms the whole night is much more important to me, because I love you Mac."

His last words.

A Time To Kill...

I am still hoping and bugging my boss to grant my request to have my first yearly vacation this coming July...I have been talking to him, begging, and almost kiss his ass everyday to allow me to leave!LOL Today his answer was promising unlike the other day that he's saying: "We will see..." now I got: "OK, I will consider it..." hehehe.

I wanna go home *sigh*. Been planning a lot of things on that 30 days of vacation. They are:

1. Of course, I wanna see my sis and my cute nephew who by the way I'm wishing won't grow like me!Toinks! I want him to be straight. But damn, there's signs and symptoms!

2. I wanna see my EDC...kiss him, hug him, and f*ck him!LOL

3. Need to do a lot of shopping, stores here sucks! Mas up to date pa din tayo dun! especially the shoes!

4. Will go to Boracay for 3 days and 2 nights! yahooooo! Don't care if its rainy season by the time I get there! At least mura ng konti hehe. I haven't tried having sex in the water or in the sand! definitely gonna try that! Nyahaha!

Anyway, been so horny this past few days, can't believe been wanking everyday! And recently I tried something so shameful huhu so shameful that I cant believe I did it! No, I wont tell you what its about! I'm such a pervert!LOL

I wanna forget about it! Erase! Erase!

(But been considering doing it again!Toinks! sarap eeeeeeeh!)

Lastly, my solo days on my flat is almost over, after a year whew! two Filipino guys, they are nurses, moving on the two vacant rooms of the house. They're nice though, I just hope we all get along well.

OK peeps, bye for now. Wish me luck on my coming vacation, if my boss wont grant it, I will have him assassinated! Kiddingggggggggggggggg!

OJ OK!

Its 3am in the morning,I just said goodbye to my close friend OJ from UK,he is a physical therapist there after chatting with him through YM since 11 pm,its been 4 straight hours of fun and serious chat.Its always like this,everytime we have the chance to.Its nice to talk to him again,we talked about anything,we have this kind of connection ever since we stumbled upon each other,if I were single maybe he would be my boyfriend now hehe (if he read this Im sure this would put a big smile on his rounded face hehe) I courted him through chat and I know he's secretly inlove with me (Im sure he'll deny it!) Kidding!

He is the kind of person that will never get me bored when ever we chat,its totally spontaneous I mean we never have to think hard of anything to say or talk about,it just come out naturally and the next thing we know time passes us by quickly.He will come home this january for a vacation and we planned on going to boracay for a weekend and the good thing about it is : He's the one paying for me! Cant wait to see you OJ!