The kiss escalated to something else and we were both on fire that afternoon...i was catching on my breath...it was a great kiss or I just missed it?! He started to go down on my chest...sucked them...before I knew it...he's pulling my pants down. And he's on junior! LOL
I was so shy of my body that I started to hid them with my fingers and tried to put on my pants again.
"Wait Gian, I need to close the curtains..."
I'm not really fit and it sucks that we're doing this on broad day light! LOL
"No, I don't mind. Just stay here and let me kiss you again."
I didn't listen and stood up. I am not a fan of morning or afternoon sex. I find it unromantic. I like my sex to be dark and romantic...with red lights or candles... But I have no choice Gian arrived early today and he's hot as hell!
So I picked up my darkest curtain that's available on my cabinet and pulled a chair and stood on it to reach the curtain rod on my window. As I stood there, I felt him on my back and stroking my legs and my half erected penis...it was so good that I moaned with pleasure...I cannot concentrate on what I am doing on the rod! He pulled down my pants again while I am still standing on the chair and started touching my penis.
He positioned himself in front of me and started sucking me...I was lost right that moment...I grabbed the curtain rod so tight for support...Oh Lord...I have never been sucked while standing on a chair and in front of my window before...it was hot!
Good thing I did not fall! LOL
Gian was a great lover, he never missed a spot! he even licked my armpitt! Napagod ata ako kaka-ungol shet!
I'm ashamed to admit that I'm not as good as him. But damn he's a performer! LOL
"Do you have a condom?"
"Yes I have..."
"How come you have a condom?"
"Boy scout ako. Laging handa! I bought them before you arrived. I run to the supermarket like a mad man!"
We both laughed!
and the rest was history...
Bleh!
After the hot sex we we're hugging each other and kissing once again. This time its slower...we're taking our time...
We slept on a spooning position. He held my hand as if he don't wanna missed them.
Three hours have passed and the alarm clock rang and I watched him get dressed. I have work later and he needs to go. "do you really have to go to work Mac?" he asked.
Yes I need to.
I walked him to the door and said good bye.
The next day, he's still keeping in touch with me. BBM-ing me like how am I doing and if I had my dinner already, and I miss you, hope to see you soon kind of stuffs... I am not expecting those. I thought its just a one night stand errr one afternoon stand! LOL
I don't mind actually. I'm single. He's single. I might as well give this a shot. Who knows, he might be a great guy to be with, but its still too early. Let's say I'm just enjoying what's on my plate right now. No expectations or whatsoever.
I run to the bathroom and took a quick shower! I only have 20 minutes till he comes. I'm so excited for what about to happen tonight...Its been a while since I did a one night stand like this. The last one was 8 or 9 years ago. After countless casual sex I said then that its enough, its time to get serious. A step which I didn't regret, I got to know and experience the beauty of having serious relationships which left some good and bittersweet memories that I will treasure for a long time.
My phone rang. Its him. Mr.darkguy. I sprayed perfume on my balls and run out to the door LOL! I opened it and asked him to come in, I don't know what to say at first. He was wearing a black sexy sando and shorts. He looked delicious. Ayayay!!!
When we reached my messy room, he sat on my bed and I was lost for words for a few minutes. I still cant believe we are about to do this. We talked about anything at first, casual conversations.
me: I wanna turn off the lights, is that alright with you? (but i opened the lights on the bathroom, so that it will give some shed of lights on the room)
When I came back he was already lying on my bed, waiting. I sat beside him and started stroking his forehead, his hair, his cheek. I lowered my head and put my lips on his. I tasted the sweetness of it. I want more. I tried to open his mouth by my own, but it remained close.
I said "why?whats wrong?"
darkguy: I'm not used to guy's kissing my lips...
me: open a little bit...
Which he did, literally! I kissed his neck, his earlobes...I felt that it tickled him...I tried to do more but he avoided my tongue. I kissed his nipples and his chest...
until I noticed something:
me: wait a second, so you'll gonna be like a statue there?!!!
darkguy: sorry...
He kissed my neck this time and my nipples but his mouth was still hesitant to kiss me full time. I cant blame him, its his first time doing this.
I know I'm doing all the work here, but I said to myself, OK, just now. Only now I will let this happen. Its my first time having sex with a straight (?) married guy. This is sooo against my rule which is to date only gay guys. But, as they say, there's always a first time to everything. But come to think of it, technically, I know he isn't straight although he is not admitting it, but i can feel it in my bones, he is gay,well, maybe around 40% hehe.
I mean he wanna do it with me, with the same guy, if he is so straight he could have chosen a woman instead. And that no matter how horny he was, he wont share my bed.
I did everything to his dark sexy body, he was moaning with pleasure. I went on top of him and rub my manhood to his. It was a great sensation. I was moaning too. His body was perfect for my body. I'm not used to the slapping though haha.I felt like a porn star!
darkguy: can I f@ck you?
me: I'm not sure I can do it...its my first time
darkguy: I will be gentle
I wanna laugh, I remembered that line before from somewhere! So gasgas na!haha But I don't know if he was hypnotizing me or what or in my mind I just like to experience it too, the questions that arises on my mind over and over again: why bottoms likes to be f@ck? was it really that good? does it feel better than topping which I always do?
me: you are so damn lucky that I will let you do me mister!
I was so nervous, I know it will be painful and he is a beginner too!Oh my Gosh! what does he know about doing this thing! he only knows the VA-J-J!!!!
I felt the coldness of the lube on my @$...his finger...I bit my lips...its a bit painful...then I felt much pain whats came in next. I wanna scream. I wanna push him back. I want to back out!LOL
He stopped. He knew I'm in great pain. He said I should relax. But his d*ck is so thick! for heaven's sake! We shifted positions. He was in front of me. He tried it again. Its still the same pain. I ignored the pain and tried to look and feel the pleasure that every bottom guy feels....but I cannot find it!!!
Where the hell is the pleasure????? hello any body there?LOL
But in fairness, maybe he didn't noticed but he was kissing me torridly, hungrily this time. I wanna smile. So my pain made him forget that he is not use to kissing guys huh!
After a couple of attempts, its still painful and he felt bad for me.
darkguy: I will stop now, I don't wanna hurt you anymore...
Wow, nakaramdam din!LOL but honestly I appreciated that. In my mind I need practice so I said I'm gonna buy a couple of banana and shove it to my ass tomorrow LOLLLLLLLLLL!!!
I again went on top of him and applied a huge amount of lube and rubbed my d*ck to his, this is my favorite position, did I tell you guys that?haha I called it "kiskisan".When he was about to shoot he asked me to do the hand job instead.
He finished. He was breathless. I'm dead tired too. Actually I didn't have much erection due to pain. I didn't come. He didn't bother to make me come. In my mind, Savour the moment darkguy, this is your first and last.
me: hey, didn't you know, after the sex you have to hug and kiss your mate?
He laughed and hugged me tighter and longer. We were talking and laughing for a while on that position. He asked me if I have a boyfriend, I said none. He added if I have one back in manila, I said before but not now. He wanna see them, I allowed him to see picture of my ex's. I can sensed that he was curious about my life about my gay life or maybe I'm mistaken. I don't know.
When we cleaned up I walked him to the door and said our goodbyes. I was surprised seeing a message from him after an hour saying "what now?" I don't know what he meant. He didn't elaborate. He was asking, if I was satisfied, I said no. And he was explaining like if I allowed him to do these and that I will have fun eventually, as if he was guilty and wanted to make up for it.
darkguy:so you don't like me? you don't want to do it again?
me: I will think about it. Honestly I didn't enjoy it. You don't know how to do it well.
darkguy: okay if you don't wanna do it again, its alright...
And besides, I don't wanna be a home wrecker if you know what I mean, once is enough, at least natikman ko ang crush ko hehe.
When I went to bed, his smell was still on my pillows and linen...
