Showing posts with label single gay. Show all posts
Showing posts with label single gay. Show all posts
October 22, 2012
Gabi Ng Nakaraan
Heto nga, nakahiga na siya sa kama ko. Nakatagilid. Kita ang makinis na legs. Kita ko ang kurba ng balakang.
Nilibugan ako...
chos!
Naisipan ko nalang mag browse ng blogs. Inabot din ako ng ilang oras. Tuwing maalimpungatan siya sa pagtulog nakikita kong naiinis siya. Parang gusto mahiga na ko at mag sex na kami! LOL (inisip ko lang yun, di ko sure haha)
Finally, naisipan kong matulog na din. Nakatihaya ako sa kama. Mulagat. Nakatitig sa kisameng madilim. Masikip. Single bed lang kasi yun. Pero that's the idea e, yun masikip. Alam na!!! Nakatagilid pa din siya sa kin. Nakailang ikot ikot ako sa kama. Di ako mapakali. Kelangan akitin ko to'ng gagong to! LOL
Nilakasan ko ang loob ko at tumagilid din ako paharap sa knya.
Iniyakap ko yun kamay ko sa tagiliran nya.
Nakiramdam ako.
Walang reaksyon.
Dinikit ko pa lalo ang katawan ko sa likod nya. Wala pa din reaksyon.
Deadma.
Nilagyan ko ng unan ang sa may parte ng etits ko kasi kakahiya naman na maramdaman nya na matigas na matigas na yun "ano" ko. haha! Baka isipin nya pervert ako!
Dikit na dikit na ko sa knya.
Hmm, napangiti ako. Napayag si mokong. Nun last uwi ko, Dati dati kung itulak tulak nya ko e. Iniyakap ko pa ng mabuti ang braso ko sa katawan nya.
Iginapang ko pa ang aking mga kamay...
may hinahanap...
madali ko naman natagpuan.
Ang malambot nyang kamay.
Inihulma ko ang aking mga daliri sa knyang mga daliri...
Naramdaman kong pinisil nya at hinigpitan ang pagkakawak sa mga daliri kong nagpilit mangahas...
Sa kakaibang saya ko nakalimutan ko na ang maka-mundo kong balak. Napalitan nalang ng pagkalma ng kalooban. Ng excitement ng puso.
Hanggang sa makatulog na kami pareho sa ganu'ng posisyon.
--excerpt from my post: A Good Night Sleep (July,2011)
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May 13, 2009
All The Single Gay Guys...Put your Hands Up!
Do you believe the guy you are with now will be your partner till the end?
Or you knew you will be single from now on?

Why is it so hard to find a gay partner in this life? haha
That is the question I asked most of the time.I'm not that desperate to have one at this point, but think about it, its really hard!
Maybe a hook up was easy but someone who will love you.Nah!
I've been with a few serious relationships before,but still, we end up separated or hating each other. I don't wanna put here how many, but enough for me to look back and smile for some memories when I'm alone and feeling nostalgic hehe.
I even save some photos and videos of them on one special memory card and just insert it on my phone or computer when I feel like watching them, some videos are wholesome some are naughty! Like us kissing or goofing around the motel room and more haha. So if I misplace or lost that memory card it will be a complete scandal!
They said you don't go looking for love, it will find you.Just wait. But is this true? What if I turned 50 and gray and still waiting???LOL
Pao and Randall are so vocal on how they felt about me, but why cant I just like them too the way they like me?
Its ironic don't you think? You like someone and yet he don't like you, and there's some guys who likes you but you don't like them!Waaaaaa!
Being gay in this world is so complicated!
There's a lot of single gays out there and yet we still cant find the right one.
Maybe more singles than in a relationships.But why?
Maybe we're too choosy?
We set our standards so high that nobody qualifies?
Physical looks matters first before we get to know whats inside?
But I've seen some gay couple where the other one is cute and the other belongs to the average level.Some might think they are not a great match. I just thought to myself, maybe the average-looking guy is really special that the cute guy never minds whats on the outside of his partner.
I'm just thinking, now that I'm here in the Philippines were there are too many Filipino gays and still cant find the right guy what more if I'm in Qatar!!!!I might be single there for three years or more!
Well if that will be the case, I'll just focus on work and not think about it, maybe through that who knows there's someone might bumped into me unexpectedly and will be my love.
could be...
A patient of mine...
A doctor from my hospital...
Or a co-employee....
Or ambisyosa lang ako!LOL
Or you knew you will be single from now on?

Why is it so hard to find a gay partner in this life? haha
That is the question I asked most of the time.I'm not that desperate to have one at this point, but think about it, its really hard!
Maybe a hook up was easy but someone who will love you.Nah!
I've been with a few serious relationships before,but still, we end up separated or hating each other. I don't wanna put here how many, but enough for me to look back and smile for some memories when I'm alone and feeling nostalgic hehe.
I even save some photos and videos of them on one special memory card and just insert it on my phone or computer when I feel like watching them, some videos are wholesome some are naughty! Like us kissing or goofing around the motel room and more haha. So if I misplace or lost that memory card it will be a complete scandal!
They said you don't go looking for love, it will find you.Just wait. But is this true? What if I turned 50 and gray and still waiting???LOL
Pao and Randall are so vocal on how they felt about me, but why cant I just like them too the way they like me?
Its ironic don't you think? You like someone and yet he don't like you, and there's some guys who likes you but you don't like them!Waaaaaa!
Being gay in this world is so complicated!
There's a lot of single gays out there and yet we still cant find the right one.
Maybe more singles than in a relationships.But why?
Maybe we're too choosy?
We set our standards so high that nobody qualifies?
Physical looks matters first before we get to know whats inside?
But I've seen some gay couple where the other one is cute and the other belongs to the average level.Some might think they are not a great match. I just thought to myself, maybe the average-looking guy is really special that the cute guy never minds whats on the outside of his partner.
I'm just thinking, now that I'm here in the Philippines were there are too many Filipino gays and still cant find the right guy what more if I'm in Qatar!!!!I might be single there for three years or more!
Well if that will be the case, I'll just focus on work and not think about it, maybe through that who knows there's someone might bumped into me unexpectedly and will be my love.
could be...
A patient of mine...
A doctor from my hospital...
Or a co-employee....
Or ambisyosa lang ako!LOL
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