Foolish Heart

It's just sad ...

that you don't miss me, like the way I'm missing you.
that you don't wait for me to wake up any longer and talk.
that you don't leave me offline messages whenever I'm not around.
that you don't text me anymore.

that you could spend an entire week without talking to me
that you no longer cares about me

How I wished it never ends, the good times, times that made me smile, times that I laughed at your senseless jokes...times that made me special.

Life is so unfair...because I miss you like crazy.
I've been waiting like a fool for you.
Been excited to open my inbox all the time to see if you left me any messages.

Keeps on waiting for your text messages...
I'm counting days after days after our last conversation and realized its been a long time since...
Been longing that you would finally care...

Yeah, you didn't.
It sounds silly, but its breaking my heart.

La Lang...

I'm missing my baby-baby...

At times, I'm wondering what's he's doin there (baka nagtataksil?LOL)

We do text everyday, though we are both busy with our own lives and work

Twice or thrice is enough for me...kasi busy nga!

Without texting goodnight is a mortal sin!

You could skip all day, but without saying goodnight, rest assured you will be dead the next day!

kidding!

I remembered one conversation with him before I left:

Clay: I will take glutathione Mac, so that you can't tease me anymore that I'm too dark!(sabay pitik sa ilong ko)

Me: Oh baby-baby, you know that I like you the way you are (parang Jericho Rosales bah! LOL)

Clay: basta mag gluta ako letse ka! at ikaw mag work out ka ng todo!

Me: OO na!uminom ka ng sang baldeng pampaputi! laklakin mo ha!

One Day Soon

I am blessed with some of the good things in this world.

Only one thing that is missing in my life...

You.

Is it too selfish to pray to have you? Will our creator thinks that I asked too much? is it true if your successful at your respective careers, it is to expect your love life would suck? That you cannot have it all?

Oh, I wanna come home right this moment and give him a big hug, been longing to kiss the side of his lips before I could take them fully with my own lips...

I hope fate could give us the chance to be together...the guy that I have been praying for all my life, the guy I know who could love me, and I could love till our hair turns gray...

I could only hope and dream of you each night on my side and say: No matter what the day turned out to be, good or bad, whenever you open that door, I will be forever someone you could come home to.

One day soon.