Birthday Gift?

"Its my birthday on the 20th hehe wala lang...papansin lang LOL"

I found someone promising, hmmm...*wink-wink*
It started on twitter, he talked to me a little...
Then finally on May 13, he replied on my tweets, got my attention
I left for a while to have my dinner then and I saw a message on my YM account,saying:
"You never came back,I'm waiting for you at twitter..."
Hmmm....demanding haha

I smiled, I saw someone willing to talk to me, really, really wanted to talk to me
I got giddy and all haha, its been a while since I felt this funny stuffs
He said he's been following my blog since November
and that he's been trying to reach me for a while now.
"I read almost everything, from the beginning.
I'm more on the content of your blog"

I saw some of his updates on twitter while were chatting:
"I'm chatting with my dream boy right now... pls bear with me friends,Im busy with him. Gustong gusto ko kasi siya makausap ever!"
I know he's referring to me (ambisyosa ako di bah LOL)
I don't know if its right to flirt with your readers?!haha

Its been 5 days now, everyday were chatting at YM from 8pm to 5am. We even extend our chats till 6 in the morning! he just don't wanna stop! I have to remind him that the sun is up and he needs to go home! He's working on a call center and I kept him company while he works
It felt like I'm working too.LOL. Its a good thing he can chat with me while he work.

What I like about this guy is, he came to me so honest, no fuss at all
He introduce himself, gave me his real name with surname included ha! which is so rare on chatting. he showed me his picture right away too...
Even if I never asked any of them. He could easily talks about his past, his broken family, as if he wants to come clean and open with me. Im impressed.

You have a nice name, I told him
"you'll be carrying my name once were married" he said
And my eyes popped out of its socket and replied
"Waaaaa I don't wanna be the bride!" LOL and he said
"OK,fine, I'll wear the freakin' gown...just marry me!"

Maybe there's a reason why my surname on my visa was misspelled

For me to have more time with this guy?To get to know him more?

I don't know.I'm just too afraid to commit at this point in time.

I don't wanna be unfair at him.We both know I'm leaving soon.

"Don't be so pessimistic.Lets make the most out of this Mac, while it lasts.."

Out of nowhere..I don't know where it came from,I asked him

"Will you be my date on my birthday?"

"sure hehe.I will be your gift, I'll wrapped myself on a big box!"

My Date Tomorrow

Oh no..tomorrow at 3pm is the big day...my date with Jojo! Im looking forward to it the whole week and now that its here Im nervous.What if something might not turn out right or I say something stupid or he might think Im too aggressive (well Im really aggressive hehe but ofcourse i'd like lay low a little since its our first date)The biggest challenge is what am I going to wear!When it comes to dressing up thats a big deal for me.You see first impression is the best part.You have to look nice ofcourse.I dont want him to think Im a lousy dresser or something.

We'be been planning about this date too long and I hope we'll have a good time,i told him I wanna see keanu's new movie and he said he liked that movie too.We have a good time chatting since last week and its so much fun I just hope tomorrow will be like that.

I told my sister that JL and I are no more,and by the reaction of her face its seems that she's not surprised!haha.And I told her that I have a special visitor at the 25th,and she just asked who is it,I told her his name is Jojo.And that was it.And we just talk about what food to prepare at the christmass eve.I said I'd like to have carbonara but she wants spaghettie!I also suggested for a roasted chicken,crema-de-fruita cake which is my favorite.

We will meet at the terminal going to alabang and by then we will go straight to the mall and look for a fancy resto and head at the movies yehey!!!I'll tell you the details tomorrow ok!Ciao!

"Finally..."

his picture.I cant reveal his face hehe

Finally,after almost 3 months with my broke up with Jaireh...I've found him! I mean im on a relationship again.Today when we were on a date I asked him..."ano na...i mean,tayo na ba?"and he said "oo".It felt like I won a trophy or something,because I really like him,after 3 weeks of countless chats and calls that I obviously flirting and courting him and now he's mine..i cant ask for anything more(well ofcourse there's still lots of what I want haha).Our official date was something I looked forward to,the entire week when we agreed to set its date and venue and everything.

I instantly felt the connection when we were talking that i didnt saw from the other two gay guys that I dated before him,and I know that time that he felt the same way towards me and I could read between the lines that he's looking forward to seeing me again.So after we ate our lunch,I ask him my "super-does he-like-me test" which by the way I always used on my first date hehe...I'll tell you this,everytime im on a date,ofcourse we will dine in at some resto or fastfood,then after that I will ask them(only the guys that I like ha), "will you watch a movie with me?" if they say "yes" for sure he's into me too haha.So I did that to him.And obviously he said yes hehe!


So we went to see this romantic movie,hmm what's the title of that again?...Ah! I remember its "Madagascar" hahaha.Yeah,we agreed to see that movie,and its good actually.But my primary concern at that time was.Oh no its animated,for sure there will be lots of kids!How am I be able to execute my killer moves on with kids on site!hahaha.Its a good thing that only few are watching to think that today is sunday.

Back to my story,inside the cold cinema,we sat at the side row,but I was surveying the area secretly because I wanna move to a more darker and private part hahaha.(Oh Oh You naughty pig!haha)So I said to him,"dun tayo sa taas pa,sa gilid" and he followed me.

So with the thought in my mind that he might feel the same way towards me,I might as well make it formal already,so there,I asked him if "kami na?" and he said "yes" nga,right there and then I held his hands and after a while I gently pulled his face towards me and I said.."pa-kiss ako.." and I kissed him softly...slowly...(without tongue pa ha muna syempre haha).That kiss was so amazing good...i cant describe it,I kissed some before,but I never felt like ithis before..It felt like something that I've been wanting without knowing it,you know what I mean?But then again someone is coming so I stop a bit,but i didnt let go of his hands,and he's stroking it..and I said to myself Oh no,Im having a boner haha!he never thought what he's doing making me ache .But ofcourse I cant tell him that haha.So i kissed him again and again(this time with mild tongue involvemen) in the dark holding his face so that he wont scape hehe.

Then we've focused on the movie,it will be a shame it we wont watch it right?.So I settled on hugging him instead.And after,we dined in again,we just love to eat dont you think?hehe.But then again we have to go home,its been 6 hrs that we're together and yet felt like its too short so I walked him towards the bus terminal and waved goodbye.Anyway wish me luck guys..hope this is the start of a nice and long relationship.This time I'm gonna make it work...