Here I Go Again!

After seeing him a few times, exchanging short conversations while at work, I just couldn't!!! I tried to ignore the thoughts of him... but he kept on going inside my mind...I just cant stop thinking about him...

This is bad...really bad.

I think I'm falling!!!
catch me! catch me! *pa-cute lang*

Here I go again, I whispered to myself. In my mind, I always have this advance scenario whenever I like someone, how this guy could make me happy...how we could be together, having dinners, watching movies... how he could kiss me goodnight, how he could make me smile, how he could be a good and loving boyfriend to me...I imagine things so early! I'm always like this!!! Grrrr! I hate my self!

I don't wanna feel disappointed in the end if he won't like me. Pag na-basted ako alam nyo na. But my f*ckin heart and mind always makes me wanna hope! Hoping too hard and dreaming too much!

Hayyyyy.... R.A., bakit ang cute mo...

I don't know if he noticed that I'm taking extra time talking to him, asking him some silly questions or spending too much time on his patient just to have an excuse of being with him!

Today, I didn't see him at work, I asked his colleagues and told me he's on day off, I kinda missed him. La tuloy ako gana mag work...(nag iinarte...)

I sneaked out on their station and looked for his schedule for the whole week...and yeah! We both have the same shift starting tomorrow...*evil grin*

Me at the house of my friend's daughter birthday party. We had shots of tequila after eating. Buti na keri kong uminom haha!