Huling Hirit ng Kalandian!!!

Pagod ako ngayon. Galing Makati may inasikaso, at dahil pagod ako wala ako sa mood mag isip,tingnan nyo Tagalog.Kasi nga tamad ako LOL! Mag-Taglish nalang muna ako.Pasensiya na muna sa mga international readers ko haha.Naks! feeling sikat e noh!!!At dahil tungkol sa katalandian ito e, pipilitin kong tapusin ang post na 'to!haha

Anyway,sumakay ako ng bus sa terminal ng Sta.Rosa kanina pa-LRT Buendia/Lawton at baba ako sa Filmore sa Makati, halos puno na,yun nasa dulong rows nalang ang bakante, naupo ako sa tatluhan dahil wala dun ang araw,para di mainit sa tabi ng window,feeling eksursyonista ako lagi e pag nasakay ng bus gusto laging tabi sa bintana!LOL

Nakapikit ako habang antay mapuno ang bonggang bus.Namalayan ko nalang na may tumabi sa pwesto ko,medyo nakadikit sakin kahit na dalawa palang kami sa tatluhang upuan, napadilat ako at nilingon siya ng pasimple,binuksan ang aking third eye sa parteng tenga LOL! hmmm, may mga bakante pa kaya sa kabila bakit dito 'to naupo,sa isip-isip ko.

Maliit na guy, siguro mga around 5'4, naka-shades, semi-kalbo, may hikaw, ganda ng bag ha infairness haha. Di ko siya masyado ma-analyze baka mahalata na nakatingin ako.Impression ko: 18 years old na estudyante na papasok sa school ngayon.

Nakumpleto na kami sa upuan,tatlo na,lalo siyang napadikit sa 'kin, ramdam ko yun katawan niya at yun braso nya.Ang sarap shit!haha.Sarap kaya feeling ng may makinis na mainit init na balat sa braso ko. Dinedma ko nalang, kasi masikip talaga kaya ganun. Ayoko mag ilusyon.Habang nasa expressway,napapansin ko lalo siya napapadikit sakin,parang sinasadya,natakot ako baka mandurukot pala si student.

Inilipat ko yun bag ko sa kabilang side palayo sa kanya.Pero di naman siya mukhang mandurukot haha.Inunat niya yun braso niya at ipinuwesto sa may hita niya,kaya bale,nasa pagitan ng legs ko at legs niya yun braso at kamay niya,as if waiting for a holding hands from me.Halos nakapatong na sa right legs ko.

Shit,ano to...napapaisip ako,gusto ba niya na ganun din ko ipwesto braso ko?Nakiramdam pa ko,pero talagang nakadikit siya sakin ng todo lalo yun braso niya..."tinitigasan na ko...putcha!"hahaha.Deadma lang ako kunyari,nainip siguro binago niya pwesto niya.Ako naman ang nahinayang baka nga gusto nya hawakan ko kamay nya.E di mega gaya ako sa pwesto ng kamay at braso niya kanina.

Aba..ginaya niya din ako,super dikit mga braso namin na parehong nasa gitna ng right legs ko at left legs nya.Di ko magawang hawakan kamay niya, magkatalalikuran mga palad namin...nahihiya ako,baka mapahiya ako e,at isa pa ang bata pa nito!!!Ang tagal pa namin nagpapakiramdaman,jusko inip na inip na ako sa next move nya!haha

Nagpapanic na ko malapit na kasi ako bumaba e siya Lawton pa!Di ko pa alam name niya or number at nasususpense na ako sa kakahantungan nitong kiskisan namin ng balat LOL! Its now or never,since magkadikit at magkatalikuran pa din kamay namin,nilapit ko yun little finger ko sa daliri niya,as if kinukulbit ko sya gently...ay shit gumanti ng galaw ng daliri....hanggang sa halos magkaholding hands na kami...

Nung bumaba yun katabi pa naming isang guy,tinignan ko siya ng maigi,di na pala siya minor,he's an adult na hehe maliit lang siya talaga and baby face ng konti.Nasa may Fimore na yun bus,pero di ako makadecide kung bababa na ba or what di ko pa siya nakakausap,sayang din to noh!LOL. Sabi ko "hi,Filmore na ba to?" kunyari di ko alam pero nakailan balik na ako dun haha."Di ko lang sure...parang..." sagot niya, hmmm halata ko na PLU din siya.Nice!

Napansin ko super dikit pa din kami kahit dalawa nalang kami sa tatluhang upuan, as if he's wrapping his arms around mine. Jusko bus affair ito!!!Tinido ko na ang pakikipag usap "ano name mo?"

"Tommy,ikaw?" sabi niya na super lapit sa mukha ko, shit I wanted to kiss him...

"Im Mac. May bf ka na?" di ko alam bakit natanung ko yun haha

"Wala.Ikaw?" balik tanung niya, sinabi ko wala din haha.sayang aalis na ako sa wednesday!hmmpf!pero di ko yun sinabi sa kanya agad.

"San ka pupunta?what time ka matatapos dun?" ako ulit talagang tanungan to the max na!habang hinawakan ko na ang kamay niya na parang jowa ko siya, saglit lang daw siya sa lawton sa office nila, sabi ko ako din, pero di ko muna siya niyaya nahiya ang lola nyo haha.Super lapit namin nung nag uusap kulang nalang maghalikan kami!

Nilabas ko celphone ko at inabot sa kanya,"paki-lagay ng number mo.."kinuha niya at tinayp yung number niya sa phonebook ko.

"miscall mo ko,malapit ka na bumaba" sabi niya.Nagpaalam na ko kasi LRT na e haha.

Sumakay ako ng jeep pabalik ng Filmore haha.Magkatext kami habang nasa daan ako.sabi niya kung alam ko na ba daw ang pupuntahan ko, inamin ko sa kanya na nag alibi lang ako.Napag alaman ko na manager siya sa isang store outlet sa mall at na 29 years old na siya at nakatira sa bayan malapit sa min!ang saya!

"dinidikitan na nga kita e..parang umiiwas ka naman.Di mo ba naamoy na gay din ako?haha" reply nya sa text

After 30 minutes nagtext siya ulit na tapos na daw siya sa lakad niya,ako naman nasa office pa ng agency ko.Niyaya niya ko na baka gusto ko kumain at gumala kami and to talk a little bit more na din.Nagkita kami sa MOA. Ayun ang ending e nagkaroon ako ng date ng di oras haha masarap siya kausap,nag enjoy ako.

Di ako makapaniwalang I picked up a guy sa bus!!!haha

Kwentuhan to the max kami,nabanggit ko na paalis na me sa wednesday pa-qatar,napansin ko na medyo nadisapppoint siya....ako din nadisappoint,mejo I want to know him more e.He seems to be a nice guy.Maaga pa, nag stroll kami sa mall kasi 4pm ako kelangan bumalik s agency.Gusto ko sana magsine ng mahalikan ko naman ang mokong na to!LOL! Bumili ako ng ilan item at siya din, bad infuence daw ako haha.

Naghiwalay na kami nung 4pm kasi matatagalan pa ako sa briefing sa pag alis ko.Till now magkatext pa kami habang sinusulat ko to.Sayang di humantong sa kama!Kidding!!!!!!!!!!!!

Like A Stone

In a few days, I'll be at Qatar, well that is, if I don't encounter any problem prior to my flight!LOL. So I'm thinking positive now.

In a few days, I'll be on a new environment, a place where I don't know anyone...culture and language so unknown to me..

In a few days, I'll be waking up on a totally different room and house....no annoying sister, no stubborn 5 year old nephew and no alcoholic father too LOL!

In a few days, I'll be on the hospital laboratory and halls once again. A familiar scent that I'm so used to...

In a few days, I'll be around death again...people are surviving and some are dying...a fact that I have accepted long time ago...

In a few days, I have to put up a strong face when someone dies and prevent myself from being affected...a front that took me a long time to master...

I remembered the first time someone died on my hand...My first week on my job (what is an RT?). I was resuscitating this old woman, a patient on one of our ward that was so loved by her children...she suffered a heart attack and I was called together with a team of nurses and did the code blue...but its her time...the doctor pronounced the time of death..

Suddenly this woman rushed unto me crying, grabbed my arm and begged "please don't stop..keep on resuscitating her...don't stop please...please" the other kids are hysterical...just like in the movies, only that this is real, you could feel their emotions, their anguish, their loss...

She went at her lifeless mother lying on the bed and she started compressing her chest just like what she saw me doing ,as if she could revive her dead mother. I stand still, there's nothing we or I could do...I excused my self and went at the bathroom, there, I let the tears that I was holding back while ago to flow freely...It really affected me....

My first death.I was so affected.

Time goes by, sometimes everyday, weekly, someone dies on our duty and I began to be emotionless, unaffected, playing tough, playing professional. Like a stone.

That's why whenever I see a patient survived death and came out of the ICU, where I spent most of my duty, it gives me so much happiness knowing I was part of his/her wellness.

There was this rich patient that survived her near death experience from a fatal car accident and gave our team 5oo pesos each after a month of being discharged. She's so thankful to us. She considered us her "heroes".

Hmm, I wonder why only 5oo?Kidding!!!!!!!!

Walrus Boner

Actually I don't know if this picture is real or not. But it really made me laugh! I can imagine the horror on the family's face once they see the picture. Those female species of his kind are really lucky!LOL

(--thank you to awkwardboners.com for the pic.)

Your Dad is Not Like My Dad

Hmmm, as I watched TV today, I realized its father's day...but I don't know, I just don't feel like it haha. My sister teased me during lunch and whispered while our father was in the bathroom "greet your fave father, its father day!" and i just made a face "yuck!" and went on eating.

We're still a little pissed at him, because last night he was so drunk even though we told him to stop drinking already, every once in a while he's complaining of dizziness and after I checked his blood pressure,its a little high. The meds are a little expensive too. Doctor said, stop alcohol. Guess what? he's super drunk last night he barely made it to the bathroom to puke!

I know this may look like TOO MUCH INFO alert haha but I don't care this is my blog I'll write anything I feel like writing LOL!

As I've said on my past posts that we have an Internet shop, business is good so far. We are not rich but we have enough to support all our needs. We also have a jeep for hire being driven by my uncle and the boundary goes off to my dad alone. Its alright since he was the one who bought it through his money from years of working abroad. But the bad thing about it ,my uncle drives the jeep from 5am to 10pm everyday to earn decent money (like he would earn a thousand and half of it will go to boundaries to my dad) and once he give the P5oo boundary to my ever great father, it will go straight to gambling! Like mahjong, monte and baklay!!!

Like every night!!! If someone dies, for sure my dad will be there to gamble!

My uncle feels bad about it. I mean he worked hard for that money and in just one night that money will be wasted for nothing!

Anyway moving on, yesterday it was my parents wedding anniversary but we don't celebrate it, since my mom and dad are separated but my dad can't dissolve that in his brain! In his own world they are fine and that nothing is wrong. Even though the facts are all in front his face. My mom didn't care at all about this day, so this week, we had too many expenses, my mom haven't send money yet, it will be delayed, she said,we have to pay electric bills ,Internet connections, maid salary, groceries, my nephew's tuition and I did a little shopping for my stuffs.Ooops! (you know the one's I will bring to Qatar LOL).

So that's the situation. But my ever great dad didn't see that. Its their wedding anniversary. He will celebrate it. What he did? He took money from our safe and spend it with his alcoholic friends and they celebrated it to their hearts content!!!

You see, that's why I don't feel like greeting my dad a "happy father's day".

I'm thankful he sent me to this world, but that's about it. Everything else is courtesy of my mom. So to my mom HAPPY MOTHERS DAY AND FATHERS DAY TOO TO YOU!!!!

Hahaha sorry peeps for this. Since every one else was talking about how great their dad is and that this is a special occasion but this is the other side of that. Not every one is as happy as they are. I'm alright, this is something I'm used to already, we ignored our father most of the time. Like just being civil and all.

Claiming My Free Globe Visibility Kit from HP Compaq Presario CQ40

Thursday last week, as one of my preparation on working and moving to a hospital at Qatar, I bought a new HP Compaq Presario CQ40-340TU at the festival mall Alabang with a limited budget of 30 thousand pesos. Me and my sister were looking around on some models and considering their prices and freebies we could get out it, that's why we chose the HP laptop, why? it has a great specs (click here to see the full specs of my laptop) and they lower the price from P29,9500 last month, its now P26,450!!!!What a savings, right?

Aside from the low price, they also gave us free upgrade to 2GB of memory (because the OS is a windows vista), free headset, free optical mouse, and the winner: free-globe visibility kit (or globe tattoo), which cost around P1890 loaded with P100. We paid the amount and got all of the freebies but they told us that I have to claim the visibility kit at MOA (Mall of Asia) or Glorietta! I tried to relax so that i wont get mad at the staff for not telling upfront that we have to pick it up as far as MOA!

Monday, I decided to go to MOA to get the kit, guess what, the not so helpful staff of HP said "sorry sir, the one who supposed to give you the kit is on day off today till tomorrow. You can come back from Wednesday to Sunday". Great! I went all the way there for nothing! I mean what a poor service! Why don't they endorse it to someone else if one is on a day off! And how come they don't inform other retailers that claiming is only Wednesday to Sunday! Grrrrrrrrr! I wish I could have transformed into a werewolf and kill all of them right at that moment!LOL

Today, I was planning on going back at HP but changed my mind and called them (MOA and Glorietta branches) instead I search the net for phone numbers. Another revelation: "sir, you just have to leave the claiming requirements to us and we will reserve you the kit once they are available, as of now, we don't have enough stocks to accommodate all claims, it might take more or less a month, and once its available we will contact you for pick up".

Whatttttttttttt????!!!!

And how come those staff at MOA didn't tell me that I could leave the requirements when I went there last Monday so that I could have the reservations already when the kit is available?And instead, they asked me to come back from Wednesday to Sunday and what if I came back from those days huh?all they could do is to get the requirements where in fact they could have get it from me last Monday! What an ass!!!!

See, its so wonderful! What a service from HP!!!

I was advised as a consolation that I could fax or email the requirements to their website and they will just send it to my doorstep within a month.So funny I wont be here anymore next month! What will happen if I have problems technically with my computer?Will the service be this poor too?!

Cleaning Out

My agency informed me last week that my working visa is already available, meaning they have already corrected the error on my surname. So I'm good to go haha. Finally, the long wait is over. I went at the agency at Makati to confirm it and they told me that they are only waiting for my plane ticket and that I will be flying next week around June 22 onwards.

I started preparing for my stuffs, I bought a cheap and dependable laptop so that when I get there I can talk to my family and friends.(because i cant bring my ancient personal computer!LOL) You know to avoid homesickness. The laptop will keep me busy including blogging. Last Monday me and my sister went at SM to look for a suitcase, I had fun choosing haha, we also bought some of my personal belongings like underwear,socks, toiletries etc.

I did a checklist of what else to bring, I hope I can cover them all within this week .Tonight, I cleaned my room and put all of my things and documents on labeled boxes and some went directly onto the trashcan. Gosh I didn't realize I have so much garbage on my room!haha. Well, blame it on my habit of not throwing everything up and thinking i might use it someday. Now its payback time. The clutter.

I stumbled upon some of my gay porn magazines and DVDs!haha. Tons of them! I could make my own library and video rentals if I want to! Those were the days! I remembered travelling for like an hour and disguising myself so that people won't recognize me that I'm buying these gay "entertainment" LOL! I was laughing while flipping the pages when I saw some stains on it!!!

It's embarrassing if my dad or sister will find this by accident when I'm gone in the house! Good thing I made this cleaning schedule today! I immediately took the magazines outside and burned them one by one.My annoying sister saw me and said "what the hell are you doing? What are you burning here??" I immediately hid the remaining dirty magazines at once haha. But knowing her, she caught my hand and saw it.

"Oh My Gawddddd! You pervert!!!"

"Shut up!They are old and I'm getting rid of them now!"

"No. Don't you feel bad burning them?!....look at this guy's d*@k!!!!"

"No. I'm done with magazines and DVD, I'm high tech now, I have porn sites on the Internet!" LOL

"Wait, let me keep the magazines, I will look at them later and hide them under my bed"

"You little pervertttttttttttttt" and she walked away carrying my magazines.

I had a hard time disposing the DVDs and their cases though, I don't wanna throw them just like that, some people might see the images on the covers,(pati sa basurero nahihiya ako!) so I wrapped them on old newspapers and put them under some of my big trash. Problem solved! My room is now wholesome!LOL!!!!My nephew can use this room once I'm gone next week.

Now, I'm busy organizing my files and transferring them from my old PC on this new laptop haha.I also have to leave this computer wholesome,you know! I do regret erasing some good porn downloads I did few years back. They're my favorite!huhuhu. Tomorrow I will wear black to mourn them!LOL. And FYI:I cant bring those files at Qatar. Porn are prohibited there! Even those stuff saved on your cellphone!

Homosexuality are not allowed too. But I've been told you have to do it discreetly and you will be fine. Hayyyyyy...away from home, family, friends, no boyfriends, no flings, and now...no porn. I don't know if I could even update my Macsteamy blog! hahaha.These are the things I need to sacrifice for money!LOL.

Anyway, see you next time peeps!

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Mac-Boys Series: Jeff

This will be a series about boys and real experiences as they gave me lessons and memories to complete me as a person to what I am now.Once in awhile I will continue to share stories about them so watch out for every story of heartache and joy of "Mac-Boys Series".(naks!parang Bud Brothers lang!LOL)


Year 2001, just graduated from college, and text mates was so cool that time, the more, the better, I remember using my nokia 5110 haha my gosh its so big and bulky, only 20 messages can be stored at the inbox!Imagine that!

Meet Jeff, 23 years old that time,a physical therapist, he was a constant text mate and we decided to meet. I'm so excited because he was my first eyeball.In my mind we are good match since we are both therapist. My first on everything...He went all the way to Laguna from Pasay just to meet me.I took him home!(landi noh?!) My parents were both working abroad that time and my sister was out, so the house was all ours!

I was sweating with anticipation, I knew what was coming.This is my initiation. I just don't know how to start it. I left everything to him, since I'm a virgin! We ate dinner and watched tv for a while, I wanted to force him to do it already LOL! "Aren't you sleepy yet?" I asked him "not yet,I like this program" he said.

My manhood was throbbing like crazy inside my pants and he wanted to watch TV instead?! When finally the time came to go inside my room, i felt like having a convulsion with excitement,(as in nanginginig ako!) we're lying on the bed together, close, he moved much closer, i could feel his hairy legs over mine, my gosh, it's ticklish...i love the feeling of someone's skin on me...

That's just the legs mind you!haha. I stayed still, waiting...maybe he got impatient with my mannequin-like-status, he moved on top of me and started kissing me...I don't know how to do it, I just do what he does in return and he moaned with pleasure, so I'm sure I'm doing it right. I love it when he's licking my neck and earlobes...its my weakness haha

"This is your first time, right?" he whispered to my ear

I started licking his neck too, it tasted salty, i remembered we didn't take a shower first!LOL. What the heck! Just go on lick and eat all the dirt on his body! He licked every area of my hot body too, kidding! i was on top of him, its a great sensation, body to body, heat on heat, till now i can still remember how it felt the first time.

When suddenly he whispered "s*ck me.." and I froze....I don't wanna do it, not yet. I'm not ready. "I can't...I'm sorry..." I hesitantly answered. He looked disappointed, but i really don't wanna do it haha, I never did it before, and I'm sure I don't wanna do it yet. He didn't suck me too, maybe his punishment on me!

He started rubbing his manhood on mine. It made me delirious! It sent a thousand voltage of sensation.Until he came....leaving me wanting more. He said "sorry I cant hold it anymore...." and I stood and said "no, its alright" and went to the bathroom to clean my self from all of his juices LOL! And I'm so pissed he didn't wait for me!I read somewhere that he should wait for his partner to finish too.What an inconsiderate ass hole!

When I came back of the room he was snoring already. I turned off the lights and went to sleep.The next morning,I woke him up,I wanted him to leave while its still dark,I don't want to draw attention from my neighbors and started gossiping about me.He kissed me on the lips before leaving and said "thank you,I had a great time".

I waited for a text after that,but there's none,the next day,still no word from him...I asked "how are you?why are you not texting me back?" In my naive and stupid mind,i thought we could still be constant text mate and do it all again....like boyfriends....instead I received this:

"Its just a one time thing.A one night stand.Forget about me".

Honestly I cried.My first disappointment with gay guys.My first rejection.

I realized I still have a lot to learn. About this gay stuff. About sex and some asshole like him!

I decided that I wont show my real feelings to any guys just like that.

They play around.I will play around too.

For three years,I did.Non-stop sex with every guys I meet.

My sexual exploration.

--to be continued.

At The End Of The Day...

Met with friends at the mall, its always fun seeing them.We talk about anything, everything like there's no tomorrow. The laughters are endless. We don't care about what others think of us! We're just happy!

Partying like an animal. Bright lights. Great foods. Loud sounds. Dancing till the break of dawn.

Going to work. I love my work. It gives me purpose. Meeting many people. Meeting many patients that some are friendly and some are "not". Some are discharged some are not so "lucky". Work keeps me busy. Its fun.

Dinner with family.I love my family. Chatting while we have dinner is priceless. Or even while watching TV together are all great moments.That will forever be treasured.

Went inside my room

Sat on the bed for a while

The lights are out

No more party music

No more laughter

No more busy work

No more co-worker, no more friends

All there is silence in this dark space

This is my reality...no matter how happy I was earlier

At the end of the day

It's still me.

Just me.

Emptiness.

Loneliness.

(Sorry feeling "emo" tonight hehe)

Live With It!

Have you heard this somewhere?

"E sa ganon ako e, ano magagawa ko?!!!(that's how I am, what can I do!)"

I heard this line many, many times, and it never fails to turn me off. When ever I'm dating someone or if he's my boyfriend and say those words. I don't know about most of you, but I don't like this line. I used to say that before when I was younger. But I only pushed people away. You need to make adjustments, you need to change for the better, especially if that attitude of yours are bad and people cant stand it.

Some people say, if I change, that's not me anymore. But what if you're hurting others?What if that attitude only makes u alone?what if it makes people hate you? I'm not saying that you change yourself, but at least try to lessen it specially if you can do something about it.

Let me tell you this, I used to be a super jealous/demanding boyfriend, and its all causing my relationships to end. No one can stand it.I cant keep a relationship longer.I did question my self and found out its not healthy. I tried to change little by little.And I did.

Change is good.Change for the better.We need to grow up and improve ourselves.

I have a co-worker before and she's so bossy and have this "I know-it-all" attitude, every one hates her and no one wants to be her partner. We talked to her and she said "e sa ganon ako, wala ako magagawa!" we just rolled our eyeballs and just ended the talk.Its useless. No one wanted to be friends with her till now.

I had an ex-bf, we don't see each other much and he's so insensitive, he didn't call much, didn't text much, when he did, he seldom speaks! Like I'm talking to a statue or a mute person!!!I don't feel like I have a boyfriend at all. But he said he loves me, but I cant feel it. I need more than words. Are you getting me peeps?hehe.

He added: this is me...I don't really text or call, but it doesn't mean I don't love you.(huh no text/call for two or three days??!are you kidding me?LOL) I broke up with him.I hope he finds someone who can live with it!LOL Com'on you could do better than that! at least make your presence felt helloooooo!

This is also the same with person with sarcastic remarks every time you talk to him, or someone who have the "I don't care what you think,I'll say what ever I wanna say" attitude even if its too offensive or unnecessary.

And they all say:

"E sa ganon ako e,wala ako magagawa!"

And this is what I can say...Well, good luck on that!LOL!!!!

How Often Do You Walk Your Dog?

Warning: The post you are about to read is perverted in nature.If you're not a pervert get your ass off here. Oh com'on! I know you're not leaving LOL!


I've talked to my good friend last time on yahoo messenger and he told me something that really bothered me.

"Mac, when I urinated this afternoon,I think I saw some semen with it."

And I was like "whaaaaattt?!" haha.I thought he was joking, but he isn't.

"This might be due to my lack of masturbation"

"Why?When was the last time you masturbate?"

"Ahm, six months ago?"

I fell off my chair!!! (napatambling ako ng bonggang-bongga mula Laguna hanggang Cavite, nahilo nga 'ko e LOL) after hearing that!Oh My Gawd! I mean, wanking is a normal guy thing right?Im sure even priests are guilty of this! LOL

My cousin even joked around when we were at the church that the reason why the priest was "moody" that day was because he wasn't able to wank! "

"Are you dead serious???!" I said

"Yeah, I know, you wont believe it but its true.For me, masturbation is a sin."

I thought to myself, if that would be a sin, I might be counting like a thousand sins already because I've been masturbating since the Dinosaur era!!! In fact there was a time in my teenage years that I was chilling and I needed to rush home to do it!why does it have to be so good ?!LOL like it has its own mind (yeah I know it has a head too!) but when it feels like it, he wont let me refuse!haha.Was that the "Demon" inside of me?

Maybe if the bathroom floor and tissues can be pregnant I already have dozens of babies LOL!!!!

"Besides I don't have that urge to do it, unlike other guys. Unlike you. I can even survive without sex!"

I cant believe it, that this guy can actually survive for six months! I cant even stand it for 3 days LOL! It feels like I can rape someone like a dog if i cant release that "white-ish-slimy-thing" inside of my "tube" haha as in nakakanginig!!!

I ended up advising him to do it that night(and begged him to do it on web cam so that I can watch LOL!) maybe it was looking for a way out, I added, it might be building up inside and might explode in the coming days!hahaha! I wonder what his boyfriend thinks?They recently got together.

Hmmm,I forgot to ask him the next day though, how it was?like how many gallons had he collected?! or nata-de-coco na ba or kaong? hahaha

How about you? Or are you like him, surviving for 6 months?!haha

New Moon Official Trailer!

I cant breath!give me more air!LOL! this is sooo good!I've been waiting for a preview for like forever!Now I'm dying to see more!haha why does the wolf-transformation-effect looks like "beethoven" by the way? LOL