My special day finally came, my birthday, and I have a date. I felt excited about it, its been a while since I dated someone. And besides, I had a great time chatting with him for the last 6 days, every night, from 8pm to 5am in the morning.We talked about anything. Its really great!
The venue:Megamall.Since we both have to travel 2hours to go there.That mall is fair enough for both of us.
The time:1:00 o'clock in the afternoon.
I texted him while at the road "
what are you wearing?" and he replied "
haha I'm wearin' black shirt...a mini skirt and doll shoes, for sure, you'll love it. its cute!" and I was laughing my butt off after reading it!
Unfortunately, I arrived there at 1:30pm (traffic) and he was already there around 12:30pm (he said he's not too excited LOL) But when I was heading to the lobby I opened my phone but it had no signal at all!I tried everything, from turning it off and on, switching connection from automatic to manual. But still no effect. How could I tell him that I'm here?grrrr I thought to myself..I later found out that there was an outage of signals to most Globe subscriber at that time.
I went at the phone booth but there was a long line! I have to hurry up to contact him its already 1:50pm he might go home and cursed me till eternity!haha. I found a lady, she seemed nice. I approached her and said "miss I know its embarrassing, but please can I borrow your cellphone?I lost my signal and I need to contact someone immediately I'll pay how much it will cost you..." and she said "no I don't have any credits to my phone now". Bitch!I whispered to myself.
I went at the guard and he said they are not allowed to have a cellphone while at work.Last attempt,I approached a woman in her 50's with her husband I think, it will be safe right?I mean she had someone with her she would feel safe if ever she's thinking I'm those kind of people whose modus operandi is to borrow cellphone and do their bad intentions the minute they trust them.
But she still said "
no ,try someone else" and I felt bad! No one wanted to help someone like me on a bad situation!Waaaa!But I cant blame them, but I looked down to myself, I'm wearing my new and fabulos clothes LOL !Its not even cheap!hahaha. I checked the time, its 2:15 pm!I run to the phone booth and fell in line and prayed that he's still here inside the mall.
I finally able to contact him after 4 attempts and explained what had happened!I'm glad he's still there,I mean, he's waiting for me for less than 2 hours and he stayed!!!!I really thanked God for his patience! There I was waiting for him near the elevator and Jollibee (FYI: di kami dun kakain no!) then I saw someone familiar looking directly at me with a suppressed smile...
Gosh he's cute...I love that smile.I just don't like that bead necklace with a cross he's wearing !its too big LOL. He will kill me once he read this haha.He gave me a gift by the way!Now he's thoughtful too!Another 10 points to think he didn't need to buy me gift in the first place haha(I've searched the net and found it cost! not bad for a first date gift eh.Bad no? sinearch pa talaga!haha)
"Hmp your late!I've been waiting for the longest time!I even text your sister!"
"What?Why did you do that???!" I remember that I used my sister's cell when I lose credit on my own cell to reply to him last time.
"Because I cant reached you.Your phone is off when I tried to call you haha"
"What did you tell her?"
"I said:Is mac there?I cant reach him now and she said:no he is not here,he already left hours ago,you should contact him not me."
And I was laughing when he finished haha "don't text her again, she might have a bad impression on you that you are "feeling-close" already.
WhenI told my annoying sister that I have a date and guess what she told me after "
do I know that guy?I should meet those guys you are dating, for all you know they might be a serial killer or thieves you have no idea!" and I was like rolling my eyeballs up to the back of my head listening to her!
We headed at Pizza hut (
dun lang
kasya
budget ko
e haha) too glad there wasn't many diners at that time. He sat beside me not on the chair across to me.Hmmm, good.Because if he didn't sat beside me it will be a disappointment! In fact we sat too close. We talked about anything, I love his company.I enjoyed every minute of it. We laughed a lot.I can certainly say there was
chemistry and those what they called
sparks hehe.
We enjoyed the food too. After a while I noticed other tables around us are occupied with partners.I can say that they are couples, so sweet with one another and guess what...they are all sitting next to each other! Just like us!I whispered to Tom (lets call him that for the meantime hehe) "
maybe they are already thinking were lovers too!" and he said "
kever!" and we laughed!
After an hour,we headed to the cinemas to watch Angels and Demons. Not that good though,I felt like watching a CSI episode with a Vatican twist! I like The Da Vinci Code better. Anyway,too many people inside I'm worried that I wont be able to take advantage of the darkness LOL!!! I've been wanting to kiss his lovely lips from the resto wondering how they felt like with my lips on it!
I can see that his hands are far from mine that's resting on his armchair haha "how come they aren't close, darn!" I waited for a while until I found the chance.My left hand, gently grabbed his hands (not his c*ck,OK?!) and hold them firmly...I squeezed it and he squeezed them back...I thought he wouldn't like it,I'm wrong he's just waiting for me to make a move..(pa-girl?LOL)
But I needed to be sure haha.I loosened my hold on his hand a little and waited what he will do. He hold my hand back.Tighter.I smiled.Then I moved closer to him and be happy watching the rest of the movie.This time I knew I can't kiss him.Too many people behind and beside us.It will be scandalous!
ka-imbyerna!"I'm glad its going home time hayyy" me waiting for his reaction
"hmmm,were going home yet?So when will I see you again after 3 years?hehe"he said
I pretended I didn't catch it.I wanna read between the lines to be sure if he likes me.I'm certain that I like him.I just need confirmation that he does too.
I sensed that he didn't want to go home yet. So we strolled a little. I want to be with him too. In fact I want to take him home LOL! I walked him at the bus terminal and said goodbye and held his hands while waiting for the right bus.Gosh I wanted to give him a goodbye kiss!haha
"Thanks Mac! I really enjoyed the day. Hope you enjoyed it too... its your birthday and you spent it with me" a text from him when I'm on my way going home to Laguna and he's from Novaliches by the way.
"
You can rest now.I know you have work tomorrow" i texted him when he reached their house
"
I'll wait for you to get home first"
UPDATE:
Three days after the date,we still chat and yeah we talked about having a relationship,but it just wont work, long distance relationship sucks! We're better off as friends. And the sparks and excitement just faded and died.Too bad hehe.Now, on to the next guy LOL!
Who says being gay is simple and all fun? I mean straight guys and girls dont know much.We live a life that is happy and a mixture of struggles and hardships.Sometimes I just wish Im straight and get married and have children so that my life could be less complicated. But what can I do?I tried to be straight for 20 years of my life.But felt unhappy.I thought life could be much easier if I just stop denying who I really is and accept the fact that I'm "gay". Well, let me tell you this...Being gay is not so simple after all..
